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From: Nov 15, 1997 |
To: Dec 9, 1997 |
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I can tell you all that I value each and everyone of one of you... premie/ex-premie alike because as I posted below... for such a long time I felt like the last premie. Like the party was over and I woke up from Nectar Drunk and looked around and the place had cleared out. It felt almost as intense as your parents fighting during a holiday and clearing out to the shock of the rest of the family members.
I feel the same as you in ways Mike. I definitely had some sublime experiences of Sangha (holy community with premies). For some reason, maybe more global than personal reason, the Maharaji Sangha as I knew it has dispersed.
I can tell you all that I value each and everyone of one of you... premie/ex-premie alike because as I posted below... for such a long time I felt like the last premie. Like the party was over and I woke up from Nectar Drunk and looked around and the place had cleared out. It felt almost as intense as your parents fighting during a holiday and clearing out to the shock of the rest of the family members.
I feel the same as you in ways Mike. I definitely had some sublime experiences of Sangha (holy community with premies). For some reason, maybe more global than personal reason, the Maharaji Sangha as I knew it has dispersed.
Bobby - I don't think that the Sanga et al can disperse. At some point in my life... I realized that the Sanga is just as important as the Dharma and Buddha. I feel that my experience with the premies of the 70's and 80's and now some how wakes up that understanding even further. At different points in my evolution, each of these ingrediants will reverse themselves in different ways, in that the Buddha will become Mara (Illusion) and then Amara (Reality), Dharma will become Avidya (False Knowledge) and then Vidya (True Knowledge) and the Sanga will become Yaksa (Demons) and then Premies (Angels :)) before they're all transended and I become innocent of the entire path. This reversal will be in the progress of my preceptions as I evolve toward the Tathagata (The One thus gone to the other shore) or Mansaroveranad (The Sea of Love and Mercy). All these things are part Lila (Love Play) and part Maya. Both will go through the five stage cycle of my evolution (i.e., Creating a situation, sustaining it, changing/destroying it, learning/transending and finally becoming innocent of it). For example: where Mili is right now with his experience of Guru Maharaji is neither higher or lower than anyone else on their paths. Mili is at the perfect point in his life to experience only what he needs to evolve to whatever is next for him until he realizes his highest state as much as I am perfectly where I should be to evolve to my next step... whatever that may be. By the way Mili, your devotion to Guru Maharaji is very important to all of us and we/I admire it deeply.