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Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 18:12:11 (EDT)
From: gumby Email: megumby@hotmail.com To: Everyone Subject: Book Sale/Rental... Message: Hi everyone, Does anyone have a copy of 'Who is Guru Maharaj Ji?', or 'Sacred Journeys : The Conversion of Young Americans to Division Light Mission ', or 'Soul Rush : The Odyssey of a Young Woman of the '70s' that they would want to sell or rent for cheap? GAGBWY -gumby Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 18:17:00 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: gumby Subject: Book Sale/Rental... Message: I have a copy of 'WIGMJ?'. I have another which I leant to Kurt Anderson for his New Yorker article and he promised it back. I'll check aand see what's happening there. I'd love to see Sophie's book too. I read it years ago, don't know where it went. It'd be great for everyone to be able to read these. I DO have that Lord of the Universe video which is an absolute hoot. Now, if we could only find copies of the Satguru Has Come, Who is GMJ? (the film) and all the other movies? Jim Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 18:22:56 (EDT)
From: gumby Email: None To: Jim Subject: Book Sale/Rental... Message: Hi Jim, Thanks, if you could let me know, that would be cool. One other book, have you heard of: The Path of the Masters,Julian Johnson, it is not registering on amazon's radar screen? GAGBWY -gumby Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 18:32:33 (EDT)
From: Katie Email: petkat@mail.trib.net To: gumby Subject: Book Sale/Rental... Message: Hi Gumby - I'm not sure what your local library is like, but did you by any chance try interlibrary loan? I happen to know a college library that has a copy of 'Soul Rush' (or did have one several years ago anyway). Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 18:38:09 (EDT)
From: gumby Email: None To: Katie Subject: Book Sale/Rental... Message: Hi Katie, I have *not* tried the library route. I am being lazy. But, you are right, that might yield good fruit, thank you.:) What is a interlibrary loan? GAGBWY -gumby Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 18:54:54 (EDT)
From: Katie Email: petkat@mail.trib.net To: gumby Subject: Book Sale/Rental... Message: I'm not sure if you can do an interlibrary loan at all libraries, but you can do one at university libraries (I would imagine that large city libraries may do this also. Scott is probably more familiar with the process than I am!). If you are looking for a book, and the university library you are using does not have it, then they can find out what other library has it, and request an interlibrary loan. It's just like borrowing a book from the regular library. The library where I saw the Soul Rush book was at Virginia Polytechnic Institute and State University (also known as Virginia Tech.) Also, have you searched the used book stores on line? I used to have a good link for that but lost it - I can try and find it again if you'd like it. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 19:06:05 (EDT)
From: gumby Email: None To: Katie Subject: Book Sale/Rental... Message: Sure, I would. I have tried all the local used book stores, but to no avail. GAGBWY -gumby Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sun, Apr 12, 1998 at 05:41:22 (EDT)
From: Anon Email: None To: gumby Subject: Book Sale/Rental... Message: One other book, have you heard of: The Path of the Masters,Julian Johnson, it is not registering on amazon's radar screen? I have a copy of that book, but I had to look hard for it. I eventually found a copy in an antiquarian bookshop in London. I am certain it is out of print. As you may know, Julian Johnson (formerly a Christian Minister) was an American disciple of Sawan Singh, the Radhasoami Guru whom it is claimed, Maharaji's father received initiation from once. If you are looking for another interesting read on this same subject I highly recommend 'Radhasoami Reality' by Mark Jurgensmeyer(Princeton paperbacks ISBN 0-691-01092-7) Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sun, Apr 12, 1998 at 00:26:43 (EDT)
From: VP Email: None To: gumby Subject: Book Sale/Rental... Message: I have one copy of WIGMJ but unfortunately it is packed away and I can't get my hands on it now. What are those other two books? I've never heard of them. VP Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sun, Apr 12, 1998 at 15:34:01 (EDT)
From: gumby Email: None To: VP Subject: Book Sale/Rental... Message: Hi VP, I haven't read any of the books, but have heard about them. If I can track them down, and read them, I'll let you know. GAGBWY -gumby Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sun, Apr 12, 1998 at 17:54:20 (EDT)
From: Katie Email: petkat@mail.trib.net To: gumby Subject: Book Sale/Rental... Message: Gumby, I'm assuming you got my e-mail? Let me know if you did not. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sun, Apr 12, 1998 at 22:08:00 (EDT)
From: VP Email: None To: gumby Subject: Book Sale/Rental... Message: gumby, Thank you and I hope that you enjoyed your Easter. VP Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 13:08:47 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: Everyone Subject: How to Treat a Sleepwalker Message: 'Sleepwalking, or marchez-sans-dormir as Jung called it, is real. Long dismissed by the patriarchal establishment as 'childish fantasy', this spiritual phenomena has been the subject of a recent rash of bestsellers, each attempting to explain the cosmic significance of this mysterious and enigmatic mystery. Famed nuclear physicist and author of countless other books on untold subjects, Dr. A. Neuman, described this special gift succintly in his recent'Not to Pee: The Story of Sleepwalking': 'For years, people thought of quantum physics as an external projection of the void. The research we're doing on sleepwalking, however, indicates that this is but one dimension of a multi-faceted jargon and may, in fact, be enough material for not one, but two, bestsellers.' Along with this new-found interest in sleepwalking comes a fresh look at how we treat our somnambulent friends. 'To wake or not to wake?' is no easy question to answer. Again, Dr. Neuman: 'Have you ever tried to awaken a sleepwalker? These people could be sitting there, talking with you, making what you're sure is genuine eye contact, even smiling from time to time. Don't be fooled! They're sleeping and, for my money, are almost impossible to wake up. I've seen people forget this with disastrous results. Last week, a fellow came into my office despondent. It appears he'd been wasting a shameful amount of time actually trying to carry on a conversation with his friend, a friend who happened to be a sleepwalker. This went on for years! Finally, this guy's mother saw me interviewed somewhere and told her son about sleepwalking. Like so many, he had always thought it wasn't real, that it was just something Sweetpea, the baby, did in old Popeye cartoons. So this fellow comes in to see me and we talk about his friend. 'Does he answer your questions directly?' I ask. This is always the first and most important sign. I knew what the answer would be. One by one, we went through every indicator and, sure enough: sleepwalking. I sensed a real relief in my new client as he started to realize at last what he was dealing with. But that relief soon turned to sadness as he asked me, 'Doctor, will I EVER be able to talk with this guy?'. Now here's where I part ways with other new-age self-help snake-oil salesmen. I DIDN'T say anything, I just smiled. After all, I already had the guy's money and, besides, how the hell would I know? All I can say is that sleepwalking's a very real phenomena. You could be sleepwalking right now, in fact, and not even now it. Sleepwalkers have been known to infiltrate movie theatres, restaurants, wherever they feel the warmth of other people. Why, they've even been found mumbling in discussion groups! Again, as Dr. Neuman explains, there is no safe and certain way to wake these people yet. The experts don't even agree if it's worthwhile trying. Yet, while sleepwalking itself is an ancient mystery, its study is not. Hopefull, we'll get some real answers before too many more people waste their time with theses marchants sans dormir. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 15:20:20 (EDT)
From: Scott T. Email: None To: Jim Subject: How to Treat a Sleepwalker Message: Jim: Did you know you can stick your tongue so far into your cheek that it makes your head look like an anvil? -Scott Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 15:32:28 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: Scott T. Subject: How to Treat a Sleepwalker Message: Yes? No? Please, Scott, I have a hard time with compliments. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 17:58:23 (EDT)
From: Vacol Email: None To: Jim Subject: How to Treat a Sleepwalker Message: Jim, I hope you have read my response in the 'you lose Mr Simons' section'. What can I say? You win. You are welcome to the first prize. All you say has a lot of truth.....biting, penetrating truth.....well done. But wait for it .....yes here comes that little premie 'but'.....but ...the same can be said about Maharaji.....and god forbid , I might claim the prize after all. So....who is the winner? Shall we count the converts? Shall we analyise each little box? Shall we quote the gurus of our choice? Shall we be the judge and jury? Never-mind.....I give up.....you are awake! I and all the other premies are sleepwalking and sleeptalking. So....I shall continue to post my posts .....and you are free to ignore the ramblings of the sleepers. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 12:00:18 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: Everyone Subject: Wanted: Fair-Minded Premie Message: Well folks, the sign's back in the window again. I'm afraid Kieth Simons, or 'Vacol' as likes to call himself, didn't quite work out and Mirabai's 'not really ready' for the job market. So, I'm still looking. Is there a single premie out there capable of talking about Maharaji? Just to be clear, that means working with the 'little boxes' of language, not fighting it. It means answering questions truthfully and directly, none of this bitching about what the 'real' questions are. The 'real' questions are the ones you get asked. If they're asked, they're real. Not asked, not real. It means being your own harshest critic, always on the watch for hypocrisy so those you're talking with can concentrate on substance and not law enforcement. Please don't even bother applying if you've never done this before. See, we've had a number of premies apply and each one claims that they 'like to think of themself' as 'open-minded.' Well, don't mean to be rude or anything but, from here on in, we'd like a few references. It's not so much if YOU think you're up to the task; we want to know if OTHERS find you that way. (Just a little note for those who might be concerned about some of the recent applicants who never made the cut. True, they didn't get the job. We feel sorry for that. At the same time, it's our understanding that none of these people will go without as each mde sure to have someone hold their spot in line down at Maharaji's World Welfare Association office. They will be fed and nourished on a diet they've grown accustomed to. What looks like meagre subsistence for some, I remind you, may be perfectly fine for others. We hear that premies have been existing for years on Maharaji's Millenial gruel. Few complain.) Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 08:37:33 (EDT)
From: Vacol Email: None To: Everyone Subject: test run Message: trying to see if this is working. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 00:20:40 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: Everyone Subject: Mirabai, can we talk Message: Mirabai, If you read my 'M's favorite premie' post you'll see that I gave you more credit than some of the other cult members who post here. I must say that Vacol's post ('Testimony part 10') was so arrogant and vapid I'm striking him off my 'C' list. (You're on my 'C' list. That's the best a premie can do, I'm afraid). But, Mirabai, I'm not sure what's up with you. I've posted a bunch of very amazing quotes your guru uttered and you almost seem to be ignoring them. Did you read the Christmas message? How in the world can you possibly excuse Maharaji telling any one who'd listen that the world as we know it was going to soon blow up and that he, Saviour of Humanity (see other quote) would then singlehandedly take over the planet? Do you really think this is any different than Marshall Applewhite, Eliabeth Claire Prophet or even Jim Jones for that matter? What we're talking about, Mirabai, is a 14 year old boy who is absolutely playing out the role his family gave him as 'Satguru'. It's all make-believe, can't you see that? Ever see the film 'Marjoe' about the child evangelist Marjoe Gortner? That Maharaji later found some safe ground in the impenetrable inner landscape of meditation is NOT to his credit. It's this simple -- he said he was the Lord and either he was or he was a VERY mistaken little boy. You don't salvage ANY sort of authority out of that. The thought is so entirely ridiculous. So, anyway, you've been saying for a few days that you never knew M to say this or that. Well now you do. Deal with it. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 01:27:29 (EDT)
From: David Email: djulian@cix.compulink.co.uk To: Jim Subject: Mirabai, can we talk Message: Excuse me butting in here. Yes Mirabai and other premies, please do answer Jim's post above if you're able to and also say what you think Maharaji is now; a meditation teacher or God (as he once was). The reason I'm writing here is to say that yes, thank you Mirabai, I did read your last post but became a little disillusioned when I realised that you were simply quoting stuff that Maharaji had said. I also got the distinct impression that this AIM that you are talking about is to become a devotee of Maharaji. Now if I really thought that M was God, I'd be on my hands and knees right now and begging Him to let me be his devotee again but I'm afraid I just can't fake it. If he's not God like he used to be then, well, it's just not the same is it?! Now there are a few things you've repeatedly written which I just plainly do not agree with. You have said often that it is difficult to meditate and you have to get past a pile of junk to get to some magical 'place' inside and it's all pretty difficult and quite taxing. You have said words to that effect. Now this just has not been my experience at all. Trying to swallow all the junk that Maharaji fed me was difficult. Yes that was well nigh impossible. But abandoning all of that, meditation is quite easy and pleasant to do. Quite relaxing actually and as I've mentioned before, I use it as relaxation therapy. I don't see any junk to get past when I meditate. Even the idea of 'getting past junk' is a misnomer. If you're expecting to sit down and meditate and zoom off to some realm of ecstacy in one hour, well that's asking too much. But sit down and relax and see what's there, hear what's there and feel what's there; what's the big deal or difficulty about that? That's what meditation is. You don't have to try to create an experience or bang your head against a brick wall trying to get to 'that place' or anything. You just sit and relax and see what's there. That is not difficult Mirabai, believe me. You cannot TRY to meditate any more than you can try to go to sleep. If you're not relaxed and feeling easy about meditation then you've been given the wrong advice and guidance. There is no junk to get past, there is no mountain to climb and meditation is only something you can relax into. Now reading your posts, I can see where you're getting this misinformation from about doing meditation. You're getting it from watching the videos. Meditation is not like joining the army. Polishing brass and heavy discipline, left right left right and the like. But then I know who used to teach me that that was the way to go about it - our friend Captain Rowat. One day I abandoned the army obstical course that Maharaji had put in place in my head and decided to chill out. Life is hard enough without making it even harder by following an impossible path. Take it from me, the time when you stop trying to do something and sit down and feel some peace of mind - that is all there need be. A rest, a pause, a sigh of relief. You cannot strive for that and if you just spend a few minutes there, you'll see that it's the easiest thing in the world. Be kind to yourself, give yourself a break and just relax... Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 03:20:24 (EDT)
From: Mirabai Email: None To: David Subject: little .boxes Message: David,you really have responded to my words in a very limited way and put much of what I've said into boxes. You really have misunderstood me and think that I am quoting M....This is too little for me to respond to indepth...It's draining to have to explain where I am really coming from. Also,if meditation is for you nothing but a relaxation teqnique at best then to me this is very narrow. Mirabai Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 09:48:53 (EDT)
From: David Email: djulian@cix.compulink.co.uk To: Mirabai Subject: Relaxation therapy Message: Well I won't persue this any further Mirabai but will end by saying that at my age (45) a little relaxation therapy can only be a good thing. To me, calling the meditation anything else, is just hype. And yet the light I see, the music I hear and the peace I can feel is just as profound as when I used to think I was trying to realise God. In fact it's easier because I'm not trying to achieve anything now. There I think is the difference. I don't think there's anything to achieve other than what's already here. In my life I have to achieve much with business, work and the general rat race of surviving. But the meditation is like an old friend and it is not tainted or touched by Maharaji's trip. It's just my trip and I like to keep it that way. But anyway, in case anyone was interested, my few posts in this thread do illustrate where I'm at these days regarding meditation etc and show why I find following Maharaji to be a hinderance in such things. Different paths, different experiences, different lives. However, to say that my experience is 'narrow' implies a complete lack of understanding or knowledge of it. Perhaps some people here can relate to what I write. Certainly, premies in their ardour are not going to think much of it but after 26 years, these are the conclusions I have come to. My experience is not narrow but has been very deep. Any amount of peace of mind, by its very nature, is a deep and rewarding thing. Just a few minutes of rest is worth a thousand words. I'll leave it there. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 12:27:31 (EDT)
From: Rick Email: None To: David Subject: Relaxation therapy Message: It's the same for me, David: The meditation I used to identify as divine, I now settle for just relaxing. Sometimes it gets pretty good; who knows, maybe it's divine. Doesn't much matter really. Calling it relaxing, takes a lot the charge out of it, and makes it a simple pursuit. Calling it divine, really taints it for me. Mostly it is just relaxing, so it wouldn't be honest to speak generally of it as divine. Funny thing is, as you mentioned, it's the same thing it was two decades ago. Only without maharaji and all the guilt and angst. Of course I'm also 45, so it could be we've gone bad with age. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 17:30:49 (EDT)
From: CD Email: None To: David Subject: Relaxation therapy Message: >My experience is not narrow but has been very deep. Any amount of peace of mind, by its very nature, is a deep and rewarding thing. Just a few minutes of rest is worth a thousand words. The source of confusion seems to be in the nature of words and beliefs that words can convey ultimate expressions of what it true and important. The phrase 'peace of mind' is a classic example of the inability of words to convey the precise and complete nature of feelings and deep experiences. Just like the taste of that mango! CD Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 09:32:44 (EDT)
From: Petrou Email: None To: David Subject: Mirabai, can we talk Message: Compliments to your message here.This is the way I expected that more people would talk here ie without the infernal dripping venom and childish bitterness.I already posted my thoughts on the way I see GMJ. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 12:18:21 (EDT)
From: David Email: djulian@cix.compulink.co.uk To: Petrou Subject: No venom for lovely people Message: Thanks Petrou and I won't put you in a box since off hand, I can't remember quite where you stand. Well you stand as a fellow human so that's cool. 'Spitting venom!' Hey that's a good analogy of how things get here sometimes. You know I like premies but I never like it when they feel they're superior to me. And if they do feel like that then it certainly shows. But premies who are not trying to lay a trip on me are often lovely people. Yes some lovely people there... Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sun, Apr 12, 1998 at 09:05:43 (EDT)
From: Petrou Email: None To: David Subject: No venom for lovely people Message: Thanks David.I won't be so uppity myself after seeing your reply. I'm kindof an exer but I still have enormous respect for GMJ.I turned to Christianity to get some missing moral attitudes and found premies hard to get on with. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sun, Apr 12, 1998 at 20:26:02 (EDT)
From: David Email: djulian@cix.compulink.co.uk To: Petrou Subject: No venom for lovely people Message: I think we could agree on some things then. Some of what Christianity stands for is very close to my heart. Compassion, love for one another, love and loyalty to one's family and helping one another are perhaps Christian ideals which I hold dear. Forgiveness too. If you put yourself out for those you love then for me, that is real love in action. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sun, Apr 12, 1998 at 22:59:37 (EDT)
From: VP Email: None To: David Subject: No venom for lovely people Message: Petrou, Just butting in here. You hit on something that I think is very valid, for me. The whole M trip is very selfish IMHO. I can't see that M is telling me to do anything other than realize myself. Well, that has it's place, but how am I helping the world to be a better place by practising K and going to programs? That is all about ME. What I can get. How am I making a difference with the people and problems around me? I don't feel that M addresses this-actually doing any practical work to make the world a better place. For me this is important and missing with EV. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Mon, Apr 13, 1998 at 08:26:22 (EDT)
From: David Email: CIX To: VP Subject: No venom for lovely people Message: I agree with you there. In my experience, caring for other people and having caring feelings is all part of realisation of myself. By the way VP, I got your message and I'm sorry to be such a slow responder. However, I hate to disillusion you but I'm just an ignorant monkey. It was another David, David Stirling, who helped set up this web site. There have been three (Web) Masters in my lifetime. Some guy I can't remember started the whole thing off and then David Stirling here in England, took over the site when the power was passed on to him. He did a great job. Finally he retired and a new Master came in the form of Brian. Anyway I will reply to your post and thank you for your kind words. You know, I haven't seen 'The Full Monty' myself yet but I know what you mean about the language difficulty especially since the guys in that film all have strong northern English accents. I wondered how you'd understand it over there. We have the same problem watching your films although the film producers seem to train film actors to speak too fast and not finish their words. When I was in the US I had no problem understanding anyone but I did find the accents very interesting especially when I had a conversation with a very smart, suited businessman with a very strong HillBilly accent. A wonderful mix. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Mon, Apr 13, 1998 at 12:16:21 (EDT)
From: VP Email: None To: David Subject: No venom for lovely people Message: David, How confusing, I must be the ignorant monkey. (About the 2 Davids, I mean! Now two Brians-Sheesh! I think I've got it straight now!) I am not disillusioned, though, and meant the rest of that email message:) Thanks, VP Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Tues, Apr 14, 1998 at 06:01:16 (EDT)
From: Petrou Email: None To: VP Subject: No venom for lovely people Message: Its not selfish.If you are at peace you can then look after your family and other priorities.I always work 100% more efficient when I'm happy.If on the other hand I was a hopeless junkie THEN I would be truly selfish because I couldn't look after anyone. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Tues, Apr 14, 1998 at 13:05:53 (EDT)
From: VP Email: None To: Petrou Subject: No venom for lovely people Message: Petrou, I never did any drugs. I might be missing something. Was someone a junkie here? Maybe you aren't addicted to Maharaji. If you manage to put it into perspective, then good for you. If you aren't running off to programs on the spur of the moment and leaving your family behind, then that's a positive thing. I know that I take better care of everyone in my life when I am happy, too. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Tues, Apr 14, 1998 at 13:19:24 (EDT)
From: VP Email: None To: Petrou Subject: Do-gooder Message: Petrou, I just re-read the post you were responding to. What I meant to say is that FOR ME, there is more to life than just my happiness. You are right to say that people are more productive when they are happy. But to me, giving something to others out of my heart, working to do something in the community to make lives better for others, is important. This makes me feel good inside. The world needs people to help others and this is the message that I think Maharaji is missing. It is a message that Christ taught that is an important message whether you are a Christian or not. If I am incorrect, someone let me know. I am not aware of Maharaji (recently) saying to get on down to the homeless shelter to cook a meal or to the nursing home to visit the sick. VP Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 03:11:32 (EDT)
From: Mirabai Email: None To: Jim Subject: Mirabai, can we talk Message: Jim,I did read your rather amusing post, and I must say that I don't feel that I will stay on your list for very lomg. I have done a lot of reading of your posts and many others and I have to say it is hard to keep up with them all. I've written some very long responses to a number of other people as well. By the way ,I never classified myself as a premie...remember...Do you really feel that it is wise to catogorize people in that way?..premies and non premies? ..I am being genuine when I say that it never even occurred to me to call myself a premie or not to...I never did belong to any cult or organization. I associate myself woth those that mirror what I know as true for myself. Your quotes do not move me very much. I don't have a lot of hope of finding much empathy at all with you because you feel that no one has any wisdom as far as you are concerned.... Back then,it would see, you gave your heart and soul to Maharaji without questioning very much....Now you are doing all the questioning.despite everything people have responded in their own personal ways and they really do differ...Maharaji is talking to thousands of people and people hear things...yes even the kind of quotes that you have quoted,but others were able to not take them so literally as you did....I can understand the need to give ones heart and oul and mind to someone completely but really one has to do this from within...not projuect it on to the teacher. You,Jim personally were inclined to respond in the way that you did because of who you were and now you are throwing away everything it seems. I can only speculate,but I do not believe that I would have interpreted Ms' words in the way that you did back then....Accept that you were pretty silly yourself. I can't listen to a bunch of quotes and respond,like ...right,,M was really off back then....I believe there was a lot more that was more essential that one can convey with a bunch of quotes..... The fact that you feel that no one has wisdom worth sharing(or corect me if I'm wrong) does not motivate me to take you very seriously.....You've been heart broken and dissapointed it would seem and maybe you are not in touch with something deep within yourself....Because for me ,that is what is most important. I do like to have a mind that is as open as possible bercause I live truth. Over many years I have heard M say things that sounded a certain way,and I could not always understand exactly where he was coming from and why....But it was never of prime importance to know the exact meaning,because what I have within me is my ultimate authority. For me belief is such a petty thing...To know is what I value the most. People will always hear things in a personal biased way. When M gives a talk to a few thousand people ,there are just so many interpretats. You need to get to a point where what you know is more important than the things you don't know.....Like that divinity really is within you,,you were not duped where it really matters....More importantly,you duped yourself...You were capable of being duped,when you should have only accepted truth when you could know it for yourself....Isn't that a big lesson you have learnt,but now you are going too far,the other way?... Mirabai Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 07:32:11 (EDT)
From: Scott T. Email: None To: Mirabai Subject: Mirabai, can we talk Message: Mirabai: Assuming 'Mirabai' is not your real name, how is it that you chose the name of a celebrated devotee as your pseudonym, when the attitudes you express are (relatively speaking) non-devotional? Is this a stab at irony? I'm not confronting you, just curious. 'Mirabeau' is also the pseudonym of Honoré Gabriel Victor Riqueti, a French revolutionary who favored a constitutional monarchy. Somehow, this actually seems a little closer to your stance. -Scott Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 10:57:35 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: Mirabai Subject: Obviously not, I'm afraid Message: Mirabai, If you think that the long, rambling string of words you've written even approaches answering my very simple and direct questions, you've got to be crazy. Obviously the answer, then, to one question is 'no, we can't talk.' So I've really got no interest in chatting with YOU any further, Mirabai. I HATE avoidance. Really, I deplore it. Other ex's here might have the patience to follow you around the yard as you try to figure things out. I don't. See, I don't think you're the slightest bit sincere. All that talk you've muttered about having the 'strength' to look at things? Wishful thinking, my friend. Jim Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 11:56:43 (EDT)
From: David Email: djulian@cix.compulink.co.uk To: Jim Subject: Obviously not, I'm afraid Message: Mirabai wrote: 'I can only speculate,but I do not believe that I would have interpreted Ms' words in the way that you did back then....Accept that you were pretty silly yourself.' in her answer to Jim. There appears to be the arrogance which comes from a complete lack of understanding, here. If you, Mirabai, had been around in those days you would have realised that there was no room for interpretation of Maharaji's words. He was God as he quite definitely said he was. How else can that be interpreted. If you had not taken on board everything, lock stock and barrel, then you would not have been a follower or a devotee of Maharaji. Now if you're a follower of Maharaji now then that means that you have to accept EVERYTHING he says as coming from superior wisdom. You cannot interpret what he says otherwise you are not his devotee or 'student' as the in vogue word is these days. You either are or are not his devotee. Maharaji doesn't accept compromise. You must accept everything that he says - that is what following a 'master' is all about. You don't trust your own wisdom but rely entirely upon him. That is why we, as followers of Maharaji, did give our lives to him. This is what he asked of us and this is what we gave. Anything less was not being a devotee. So Jim wasn't being silly. He was being sincere. And now we are also being sincere by NOT following Maharaji. In my mind, there are no insincere ex-premies. There are no superficial ex-premies. We are the one's who are following our hearts. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 14:58:32 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: David Subject: Obviously not, I'm afraid Message: Thanks David, Let me ask you something: do you think that someone like me who really never meditates is relaly missing out on something? I posted a thought last week about using meditation as a nice break from so much mental activity. I think I have a real hard time honestly separating the wheat from the chaff here. Have you been meditating all these years? Care to tell me about it? Thanks, Jim Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 22:18:10 (EDT)
From: David Email: djulian@cix.compulink.co.uk To: Jim Subject: Cheese-Burger meditation way Message: Meditating off and on. Like an old friend it's something that I can turn to when I want to. Also, like a good friend, I know it's always there. I think anyone can benefit from doing some meditation but only if they want to. I like going swimming. Once I'm in the water you have to drag me out because I could stay in that pool all day. But I don't go swimming every day like I used to because of other things I have to do plus some health problems which can prevent me. Sometimes I get into meditation and think, this is great! But I'm realistic enough to know that I'm not always goiog to get into it and I no longer whip myself if I'm not into it at any particular time. I think forced meditation is like forced swimming. If you feel like you HAVE to do it then it can become a trial or a chore and you can't keep that up for long. I think it's only possible to meditate if you want to do it. I have a new meditation system called the 'David Cheese-Burger Method'. If I've not done any meditation for a while then I begin by doing just five minutes per technique. That's a total of just twenty minutes formal meditation. Then I have a cheese burger. (Vegitarian of course). After a fiew days of this I may find that I want to do more than five minutes on some of the techniques and so I do. I only increase the time for doing a technique, if I'm enjoying it. Similarly, I only eat two cheese burgers if I really feel like it. I've found that this is the best approach to meditation. Yes it's very different to Maharaji's method. My method is very cheap though since burger bread and vegeburgers are inexpensive. I like the cheese to melt on the hot burger and the tomato ketchup to soak into the bread. Mmm, delicious! Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sun, Apr 12, 1998 at 00:37:28 (EDT)
From: Rick Email: None To: David Subject: Cheese-Burger meditation way Message: David, I hate to say it, but I wouldn't be surprised if maharaji approved of your method. I'm still using the same method I developed while I was a devoted premie. I started off many years ago, forcing myself to sit down every morning to give it a shot. I made a deal with myself that if after five minutes I was really uncomfortable I could quit and get up. I always started with the technique that was sanctioned to be first; light. Sometimes, if I started to get into the light technique, and stuck with it along time, I was able to do the other techniques along time, and then felt like a really good premie. But sometimes that didn't work and I'd do light and music for a long time, but then peter out on the rest. So the habit that developed was that I just do light and music. I rarely am so uncomfortable after five minutes of meditation, so I usually do about twenty minutes or half an hour. But I never get as far as doing the breathing and nectar technique. The really wierd part of it all, is that after over twenty years, I can not get comfortable to start my day, if I didn't meditate. I've tried it many times, and I'm always scattered and frazzled if I don't meditate in the morning. I reckon I'm brainwashed deep and good, because I have virtually no conscious loyalty to maharaji, but can't quit the morning ritual. It does help me focus and get more centered than I'd be naturally, so I'm glad I have it. What a price I paid though? Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sun, Apr 12, 1998 at 17:21:18 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: Rick Subject: Cheese-Burger meditation way Message: David, I like regular mustard, if available. I'll say this right here, cause it's a TRUE thing, and I'm not afraid to say it.... I hate dijon! Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sun, Apr 12, 1998 at 20:12:35 (EDT)
From: Katie Email: petkat@mail.trib.net To: Jim and David Cheese-head Subject: Cheese-Burger meditation way Message: Ever heard 'Cheeseburger in Paradise' (Jimmy Buffett)? For some reason, it keeps going thru my head while reading your and David (the cheese man)'s posts. Wish I could quote it, but I cain't remember all the words... Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sun, Apr 12, 1998 at 20:53:22 (EDT)
From: David Email: djulian@cix.compulink.co.uk To: Katie Subject: Cheese-Burger meditation way Message: I somehow saw you, Jim, as a mustard man; sharp and with a certain bite. I'm plain old ketchup; basic and unsophisticated but with a touch of self indulgence. Katie would be relish and may even have onions with it too. Anon would be a brown sauce man; sensible but with a touch of spice. What would Mili be? Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sun, Apr 12, 1998 at 21:02:19 (EDT)
From: Katie Email: petkat@mail.trib.net To: David Subject: Cheese-Burger meditation way Message: 'I like mine with lettuce and tomato .....and french fried potato, Big kosher pickle and a cold draft beer, Good god almighty, which way do I steer? For a cheeseburger in paradise, Not too particular, not too precise, .....and ....be nice, Just a cheeseburger in paradise.' -'Cheeseburger in Paradise' by Jimmy Buffett David - Wish I could remember all the words to that song!. I eat vegie burgers, but mustard (preferably hot, horseradish and/or Dijon) is a must. Onions are next, then all that other stuff. Relish is not all that important. I hope Jim and I won't come to blows over the Dijon issue! (Or over any other issue...) Happy easter! Katie Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sun, Apr 12, 1998 at 21:04:07 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: Katie Subject: Katie, you can't mean it Message: Are you serious, Katie? Dijon? Katie? Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sun, Apr 12, 1998 at 21:08:19 (EDT)
From: Katie Email: None To: Jim Subject: Katie, you can't mean it Message: Yes, Jim, I am sorry. It's even more expensive, and I still buy it! I think I was corrupted in childhood. P.S. I thought you were talking about Jimmy Buffett. I feel ambivalent about him, but my sister loves him so I know all the songs. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sun, Apr 12, 1998 at 21:10:45 (EDT)
From: Katie Email: None To: Jim Subject: and one more thing, Jim Message: Jim, you stopped Scott and I from discussing food yesterday. Now here I find that you and David are indulging in the SAME sort of discussion. Got anything to say for yourself? Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sun, Apr 12, 1998 at 21:36:35 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: Katie Subject: and one more thing, Jim Message: You're projecting. Plus, you're stuck in the past. Furthermore, I am me and you are you. Finally, no I didn't. Then, postscript, you're up to your old dirty tricks again, aren't you? And, it isn't ABOUT food, it's about mustard. Mustard isn't food and, if it is, I don't need to deal with it. Do you or don't you respect that we're all individuals? Well? Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sun, Apr 12, 1998 at 23:05:34 (EDT)
From: VP Email: None To: Jim Subject: and one more thing, Jim Message: Katie, Ronald Reagan made ketchup an official vegetable--horrors! I like ketchup, but COME ON! I guess we are a bunch of hedonists talking about food. I like mayo and ketchup on my hamburger and I hate mustard. Do you remember the mustard seed necklaces that people used to wear in the 70's? What was that all about? VP Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sun, Apr 12, 1998 at 23:35:48 (EDT)
From: Katie Email: petkat@mail.trib.net To: VP Subject: and one more thing, Jim Message: Hi VP, I am not even answering Jim, because I am so disgusted with him. Listen to your old Jimmy Buffet albums is what I say (to Jim). I refise to speak to anyone who dislikes Dijon mustard! Seriously, the mustard seed thing comes from the Bible. I am not sure of the verse or anything, but it is 'if you has faith like a grain of mustard seed...' (Gumby, or Michael, help!). Take care, VP. Katie Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Mon, Apr 13, 1998 at 08:56:07 (EDT)
From: David Email: CIX To: Rick Subject: Prakash Bai Ji Message: An interesting post, Rick and it just goes to show how you can't standardise something as personal as meditation. I meditate the other waay round which is of course, no more or less correct, just my preference. I do light and music but rarely get into them for too long and then do more on the word and nectar techniques. Some people only do light technique while some only ever do the breath stuff. Ex-premies now realise of course that there is no correct method, just what feels right for you. In actual fact, the woman who showed me the four techniques, Prakash Bai Ji, told us at the time that any one of the techniques could do the business and there was no rule as to which one was more important. She was packed off back to India years ago but I always found her one of the more easy and practical of the Mahatmas. As a middle aged woman she was more mature and didn't have the insane zeal that some of the young, male Mahatma had. SHe was just a nice, kind lady, brought up in the Hindu tradition. Not a zealot and with a good understanding of how meditation worked. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 17:37:02 (EDT)
From: CD Email: None To: Jim Subject: Obviously not, I'm afraid Message: >So I've really got no interest in chatting with YOU any further, Mirabai. Jim, I am sure Mirabai's words were not meant for you alone. Many points of view need to be expressed to the diversity of people who browse this forum. Otherwise this whole subject appears one-sided, which it is not. CD Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 17:43:36 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: CD Subject: Your turn, Chris Message: Chris, Would you please tell me how YOU interpret those two quotes I put up, the Christmas, 71, one and the one form the Q & A session in 'Who is Guru Maharaj Ji?' I'm particularly interested in your comments regarding Maharaji explicitly saying he was the Saviour of Humanity, that he would save us from nuclear bombs and that God ws going to 'explode his cherry bomb' very soon, thus destroying everything and showing the world, once and for all, that Maharaji wasn't kidding. If you don't or won't comment, Chris, whose fault would it be for any one-sidedness? It's your turn. No ones stopping you. We're all ears. Speak up. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 21:01:54 (EDT)
From: Mirabai Email: None To: Jim Subject: Jim&everyone Message: Jim it is true that I did not respond directly to all of your quotes. It is also true that you have not responded to many of my comments in all of my posts. We all seem to be guilty of that here. We read someones post and we proceed to respond to what we want to. We all have our personal agenda we what we feel is important to respond to. Perhaps we all need to look at that issue and decide if we want to continue to do that or if we want to respond point by point to peoples posts. We have so many posts to respond to that we maybe do not give enough attention to detail. I am genuinely open to looking at what the truth is,despite what you say. It is quite a task to see WHAT IS without ones projections,that includes my own and yours or anyone elses. I do want to see Maharaji for what he really is,trying to look at what happened many years ago and to see what is happening right now is a very big,complex and amazing thing to look at. I do want to be as critical as I need to be. For me there are so many ways of looking at things and many things to look at. Mirabai Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 23:57:23 (EDT)
From: Scott T. Email: None To: Mirabai Subject: Complex and amazing Message: Mirabai: I do want to see Maharaji for what he really is, trying to look at what happened many years ago and to see what is happening right now is a very big, complex and amazing thing to look at. I remember thinking that it was complex and amazing, when I first read David Lane's account that didn't seem to put MJ in his 'proper' place. But, in retrospect, it was just my own incredulity that made it seem complex. Now, if Maharaji actually 'passed' on some level that would be complex. If there were some reason to regard him as a 'great soul'... He has followers, money, confidence... which is intimidating but it's not a complicated picture. He just isn't what people take him to be. Whatever he is, he's not great, not even close. In some way that leaves a void to be filled doesn't it? -Scott Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 09:23:08 (EDT)
From: Petrou Email: None To: Jim Subject: Mirabai, can we talk Message: Ahhh.And they say they are not embittered people.It seems that GMJ can be quoted as saying just about anything and we have to take it as gospel because somebody said that somebody said that somebody said......Now THAT is a 14 year old's mentality. You are not reading these messages properly.Alot of people have actually had significant spiritual experiences with GMJ and not by any other means so it isn't hard at all to relate to him as a phenomenal spiritual teacher.If you believe in an afterlife then we are all potentially divine.Why should GMJ be any different??On the contrary he seems to me to be so far ahead that he could be a Divine or realised soul. Ever heard of St Francis,or Joan of Arc and other genuine historical personages that actually were the real thing? Please do more homework. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sun, Apr 12, 1998 at 01:02:04 (EDT)
From: bill Email: None To: Petrou Subject: Mirabai, can we talk Message: What do you think joan of arc and francis realized that made others take note of them? what would be your description of what would make them divine or realized souls? Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sun, Apr 12, 1998 at 09:14:35 (EDT)
From: Petrou Email: None To: bill Subject: Mirabai, can we talk Message: They were privy to great inner experiences because of their own innate guilessness and this poured out of them as manifestations of great events.The normally invisible spiritual realm became visible.This is a comparatively rare event for such scale and all of us have at some time glimpsed the inner realm but we forget or write it off. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sun, Apr 12, 1998 at 22:39:03 (EDT)
From: bill Email: None To: Petrou Subject: to Petrou Message: when you say spiritual realm, would you please elaborate on that? Also, I must not know the full story on Joan of arc, I haven't heard what besides her burning for political reasons was so spiritual about her. perhaps you know? Francis, I believe, was not in an 'advanced' spiritual status but someone who recognised the reality of a concious god and tried to please that friend by doing actions that francis thought the creative power was reccomending. His style of response to his recognition of a concious god was perhaps romantic in retrospect but maybe a bit limited by his ideas. Still, he was not in the catagory of humans that think THEY are here to find thier OWN divinity and merge with the oneness. Being someone who took his cues about the nature of god from some parts of the bible, How could he have ever have related to the new age movement, the buddha/hindu/guru view of the 'infinite' and the reason for life. Surely he would shake his head in wonder that the people were missing the simple reality that he took to heart. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 23:42:01 (EDT)
From: Bruce Email: None To: Miribai Subject: To Mirabai reCLASS ACTION Message: Dear Miribai, If you have time from writing those nice posts, have a look at 'participants below'while its still on the screen, if you haven't already. It might be of use to you in figuring things out here. It includes the following. Katie, I think there's a next step you have to take. You know JW knows much more than you and says it so much better than you but he's so humble that it's up to you to convince him to initiate the CLASS ACTION SUIT AGAINST MAHARAJI. All 20 of you can enter and share the huge payout you will get when Maharaji is proved to be the fraud you say he is in court. And then JW can sit right up there with his peers Alan Dershowitz, Johnny Cochran and Clarence Darrow. You know how hard it is for JW, with all those people above him who are ten years his junior and that embarassing black hole in his resume. You'll be suing Maharaji for deprivation of liberty, loss of income and infringement of your Civil Rights. JW's a lawyer so you wouldn't even have to pay any legal fees. Imagine the payout when you get a jury to agree with you. Instead of impressing this small group of true-believers you will have an international, public, well-publicised forum for you to really show the world what sort of person Maharaji is. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 23:48:59 (EDT)
From: Scott T. Email: None To: Bruce Subject: To Mirabai reCLASS ACTION Message: Nice spin. Doesn't it give you a headache though? Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 00:00:23 (EDT)
From: bill Email: None To: Bruce Subject: invitation to bruce Message: Hello Bruce, Perhaps we got off on the wrong foot. Would you consider reading my post to MIlI in the tread below titled 'grand opening'? I would like your opinion please. I dont want to battle you. You popped in when I was running a little hot. I calmed down and I would be interested to hear your view on the issue in that post. bill Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 00:49:39 (EDT)
From: VP Email: None To: Bruce/Mirabi Subject: To Mirabi re:CLASS ACTION Message: Hi, Bruce. I am a little confused as to what you are telling Mirabi here. Are you clueing him/her in on how inaccurate Participant's post is? For example, JW is not a lawyer. There isn't, to MY understanding, any kind of suit against Maharaji in the works, if that is what you are implying. So far, the only use that post had was for a few laughs! No, Mirabi, I don't think that post is going to clue you in to a whole lot, except maybe to how talkative we all are and how much spare time Participant has on his/her hands. (counting up all of our posts and all that-tsk tsk:) VP Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 01:26:37 (EDT)
From: Katie Email: petkat@mail.trib.net To: Bruce Subject: Please leave me out of this Message: Dear Bruce, For some reason, Participant used my name in the part of his post that you have quoted above. I have no idea why - since neither JW nor I have EVER mentioned a class action suit against Maharaji. I certainly have no desire to bring one against him - what purpose do you think it would serve? It seems ludicrous to me As I've said numerous times, if people want to follow Maharaji, and say that they are happy and fufilled by doing do, then I won't challenge their experience. I feel that the primary purpose of the ex-premie forum is to provide a place where former premies can share their experiences of following Maharaji. I suppose it also provides a place where current premies and ex-premies can debate, but I (for one) usually choose not to do so. Katie Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 18:46:20 (EDT)
From: Vacol Email: None To: Katie Subject: Please leave me out of this Message: Katie, I only want to say I appreciate your fair mindedness....and 'live and let live ' type attitude. Regards Vacol Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 18:57:48 (EDT)
From: Katie Email: petkat@mail.trib.net To: Vacol Subject: Please leave me out of this Message: Thanks, Vacol. I hope you're not feeling too hammered on! I personally find your attitude somewhat refreshing, but don't wand to get caught up in the argument. Regards from Katie Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 21:38:14 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: Everyone Subject: Raja Ji's Darshan Message: Following up on a discussion earlier this week about the 'darshan effect', I wonder if anyone who's been around M in recent years can comment on Raja Ji. We once pranamed to his picture and shouted out his name in fervent prayer and praise (I can't remember how his yell went, but we did it). He was supposedly realized. Don't know where I got this impression but I always thought RJ, BJ, and BBJ were on the same level as Mata Ji, that is a little higher than the mahatmas and lower than Maharaji. But there was no doubt about the fact that they had all realized the knowledge. Just how 'normal' is Raja Ji supposed to be these days and has anyone ever heard any explanation at all about how this angel fell to earth? Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 14:07:31 (EDT)
From: JW Email: None To: Jim Subject: Raja Ji's Darshan Message: Just to add some gossip-mongering to this. Has anyone heard if Raja Ji ever re-married after he and Claudia divorced? I heard Claudia re-married and has custody of Navlata. Also, what does Raja Ji 'do' besides 'be' Maharaji's brother. I know he always hung out with rich people and liked the high life, but that isn't surprising. Does he have some official position in the Maharaji empire of organizations? Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 15:37:24 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: JW Subject: Raja Ji's Darshan Message: When I met him in the late 80s, RJ was on M's payroll as a part-time instructor. Of course that was then. I think he also vaguely mentioned some business interests. He was living in New York. He told me then he was separated or divorced. I'd had no idea. I recall when Scott Perry was going to try to track down Claudia who, he had heard, lived in Miami. You know, we deserve our own special issue of People, don't you think? Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 22:44:48 (EDT)
From: pam Email: None To: Jim Subject: Raja Ji's Darshan Message: Raja Ji is a full-time instructor of M. He's not married but has a live in girlfriend who is a premie and whose mother is a premie and former part-time instructor. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sun, Apr 12, 1998 at 00:43:17 (EDT)
From: pam too Email: None To: pam Subject: Raja Ji's Darshan Message: Thank you Pam. Do you know where Claudia lives now? What her last name is now? Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sun, Apr 12, 1998 at 21:11:37 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: pam Subject: Raja Ji's Darshan Message: Pam, Do you know Raja Ji at all? Who does? Where is he? What special status does he enjoy, if any? And, by the way, are there two Pam's here? Jim Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 18:18:10 (EDT)
From: Vacol Email: None To: Everyone Subject: My Testimony...10. Message: It occurs to me that when we project negative images onto someone, we scapegoat that person(or group) as a sub-conscious way of avoiding certain issues to do with our own lives, even if our projections have some basis in fact. An ex-premie projects negative images onto M and most premies, just as most premies project positive images onto M and their fellow premies. There is a flaw in both types of projections. All projections are flawed in that they externalise 'stuff' that is internally unresolved and unintergrated. The mind (ego) is so clever in justifying its projections. Maharaji is not to essentially blame for peoples positive or negative projections, but by being such a powerful public figure he is a catalyst and prime target for big juicy projections of all types. Another point....ex-premies like to point out the concrete facts....M said this and did that.....that's fine, but every human alive has a past......a past littered with the debris from the experiment called life. We are all evolving, learning , messing up and trying better next time ....and we all say and do things that are open to multiple interpretations and emotional responses. Premies are indeed 'programmed' to see things a certain way........but the same is true of ex-premies. Our own personal experiences and inclinations help to programme us. We all sound dogmatic at times . That's my point! Projections are fickle and cannot be trusted. I am no typical M devotee (as is obvious ); I think for myself...and this potentially can incite both premies and ex-premies, and perhaps M too, if he knew,...but I shall continue to stand for balance and a type of psychological integrity. Extremes tend to make me suspicious. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 18:44:03 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: Vacol Subject: Hey, Vacol, what happened Message: Vacol, I thought you and I were supposedly going to have a discussion. Instead, you keep giving your further 'testimony'. Que pasa? By the way, I think your post above is, with all due respect, nonsense. The silliest thing you've written so far. First, your 'scapegoating' concept is absolute drivel. Compelte, new-age idiocy. If someone breaks into your house and kills your family, you're not 'scapegoating' by 'projecting negative images' on him. Do you even know what'scapegoating' means? Oxford calls it 'blaming someone for the sins of others as an expedient.' Your use of it here makes no sense. As for 'avoidance', I don't think people who are trying to understand a subject (i.e. Maharaji) can be said to be avoiding it. I imagine if you want to play that very dull new-age game of turning every last word on its head in order to say nothing, I guess you COULD say that. Otherwise, you're otu of luck. You pontificate so drearily about something you don't know the first thing about. Like you say, you came on the scene in '82 and, as has been apparent over the last few days, you're essentially ignorant of the years that preceded you. Plus, your from-the-hip general psychoanalysis impresses only as an example of unsophisticated arrogance. Not to mention, transparent hypocrisy. For example, you say: All projections are flawed in that they externalise 'stuff' that is internally unresolved and unintergrated. But then, immediately after, you say: The mind (ego) is so clever in justifying its projections. So tell me, V, how you've escaped this 'projection' maze you're so mindful of? You very predictably (for a cult member, that is) say: Another point....ex-premies like to point out the concrete facts....M said this and did that.....that's fine, but every human alive has a past......a past littered with the debris from the experiment called life. We are all evolving, learning , messing up and trying better next time ....and we all say and do things that are open to multiple interpretations and emotional responses. Well, let's consider this, shall we? Yes, every human has a past. Aren't you accountable for yours? How much more so would that be true if you held yourself out as the 'Perfect Master' and promised to take care of people who surrendered their lives to you? Have you read any of the quotes I've asked you about? How about the ones I posted today? You then do that same trick I've gotten SO tired of but which never seems to fail to fascinate new-age fools, turning words on their heads again. You're right, premies are programmed. That's what all those videos are for, bud. But to say that ex's are 'programmed' is absolutely dumb. Get a dictionary. So, V, your attempt at balance is as good a joke as I hope to enjoy all weekend. As for your 'psychological integrity', you really don't have a clue, do you? Anyway, enough of this nonsense, where's your answer to my last post in our little debate? Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 02:24:26 (EDT)
From: Vacol Email: None To: Jim Subject: re.Hey, Vacol, what happened.. Message: What happened? Jim, so sorry that my pontifications didn't please you! I shall resume the debate. When it all boils down, it seems to me that everyone approaches Maharaji from their own perspective .....as with just about everything else. It's called subjectivity. It's a shame isn't it , that for all your intellectual gymnastics the truth is that you have your own....your very own little perspective on the universe. I never projected the 'perfect Master bullshit onto Maharaji in the first place, so I didn't have to deal with the aftermath. And if M encouraged such images about himself.....well, he's not perfect , so big deal! How did seemingly intelligent people like yourself, believe in that nonsense in the first place? What is M really doing and why? are the only questions of fundamental importance....and although I am open to open investigation into this ...your particular version of reality , fueled by your bitter grievances, are not to be heralded as the final verdict. I know you always have clever retorts.....always the champion ,it seems ,of Maharaji and Premie put downs. Indeed, you have a powerful mind, Jim, but is it Truth we are aiming for or who can win the debate? Can you accept that others have authentically different experiences and understandings than your own? The key word there is 'authentically'. Or are you the Guru of the ex-premies? Honestly....are you not envious of M's popularity? Would you not secretly crave the love that so many people feel for him? The gratitude. You tell me stories about the abuse that M has perpetrated. But if I chose I could tell you stories equally as valid about how M has saved people from the pits... like the Canadian guy I met at Amaroo who told me how he was seriously considering suicide before hearing M..SOME 23 YEARS AGO. But the point I am making is that it is each person on his/her own path...and why should you feel sanctioned to pass your totally over-generalised and blinkered subjective judgements about matters that you only have a limited comprehension about. Your 'facts...facts...and more facts 'is tiresome and narrow-minded. You are kind to those who agree mostly with your ideas. Enough said.....too many words ....the truth is simply beyond our petty little debate! Regards Vacol Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 02:10:41 (EDT)
From: JW Email: None To: Vacol Subject: My Testimony...10. Message: GEEEZZZ ....... Sounds to me like you are saying NOTHING really matters and you can't know anything anyway because everything is just your own projection and no one is responsible for anything. Utter bullshit, and a recipie to justify all manner of abuse if you ask me. You know, Vacol, it sounds like what you are saying is that 'if it feels good do it.' It feels good watching a video and I don't know why, but there is not point in understanding what is happening to me, and nothing else matters, including facts. It might be easier to live that way, but do you really want to? What do you think the cost might be? Yes, I'll have to admit, I've been listening to the new Madonna album and I think it's really good. My favorite song is number 6 entitled 'Nothing Really Matters.' Think I'll humm that now. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 11:10:03 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: JW Subject: Then you lose, Mr. Simons Message: Well 'Vacol', I'm a little confused. See, I got this email from a guy named Kieth Simons and it reads: Jim,I accept the conditions of your reasonable proposals. I look forward to a mutually fruitful debate. I am going away for 2 or 3 days, and will contact you on my return.regards Vacol P.S. I couldn't get this message on the forum Now, remember the context. I'd been bitching about there not being a single premie willing to actually 'discuss Maharaji fairly' and, by that, I meant having a frank, responsive debate. Nothing fancy, just no evasion, jumping up from the table, that kind of thing. So I get this email and forgive me if I thought that Mr. Simons here was actually promising to do just that. So what happens? Instead of ansewring a few simple questions, Mr. Simons splatters me with this tripe: each person on his/her own path...and why should you feel sanctioned to pass your totally over-generalised and blinkered subjective judgements about matters that you only have a limited comprehension about. Your 'facts...facts...and more facts 'is tiresome and narrow-minded. You are kind to those who agree mostly with your ideas. Enough said.....too many words ....the truth is simply beyond our petty little debate! Regards Vacol I got news for you, 'Vacol'. There won't be any 'petty little debate'. You've already completely violated it by failing to answer my questions directly and attacking me for asking them. You lose, bud. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 13:56:32 (EDT)
From: JW Email: None To: Jim Subject: Then you lose, Mr. Simons Message: Do you see a pattern here, Jim? A premie makes a public aspiration of open questioning and discussion about Maharaji and maybe even retains that for a period of time. [I think Vacol has the record so far.] After a few back-and-forth postings, there comes this outburst in which the discussion moves from Maharaji, what he offers and what he does, to some bizarre position, basically that no one has the right to judge Maharaji and further, that ex-premies are deluded and have some sort of ulterior motive, or internal psychological problem, in even talking about someone they followed for up to a third of their adult lives. My theory is that it takes incredible energy and fortitude to retain the facade of open objectivity for one programmed to never judge their master, and so it can't be maintained for very long. By the way, Vacol, I for one have never questioned your subjective experience of Maharaji, knowledge or anything else. You are entitled to that, and so am I. But I do object to your defense of your subjective experience by saying that 'facts' about Maharaji don't matter, that any view or analysis of Maharaji is nothing more than a subjective projection, and that the implication that anyone who criticizes Maharaji has some sort of internal, 'negativity' problem. It reminds me of what 'Mr. Still' said in a post down below -- that the position among premies that Maharaji should be held to a different standard of review than one would require of any other human being really got him thinking. I know this is extreme, but you could also say you couldn't have an objective opinion of Adloph Hitler because 'facts' don't matter and any view you have of him is just a projection anyway. If you feel negatively about him, it must just be because you're jealous of him or have some ulterior motive, or are just a psychologically negative person. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 14:39:20 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: JW Subject: Then you lose, Mr. Simons Message: Yes, Joe, I do. Laurie pointed out this morning that not a single premie here has ever failed to describe themselves as 'open-minded' and not the 'following kind.' I guess in this Bizarro world of theirs only the ex's like you and me were ever sheep. After all, we're the only ones who've actually admitted believing Maharaji. On the other hand, all the people who might appear to be sheep (glued to the video image of a mystery man who once called himself the Lord of the Universe, threatened the imminent destruction of world and promised to save it afterwards, yet never questioning him about any of that), the people who believe him right now, supposedly aren't sheep. This is so funny. The only way one can 'prove' they never fell for the bullshit is by still following him! I can barely contain myself. Oh no, I can't! Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 17:42:09 (EDT)
From: Vacol Email: None To: Jim and J.W Subject: I concede defeat. Message: I surrender! The facts do matter.....too....very much....did it really come over like I was excusing Maharaji for his actions. Sorry guys......I must learn to convey my thoughts more clearly. So lets try and balance the accounts. You guys got hurt=fact. You are angry=fact. Maharaji is guilty of perpetrating an illusion=fact. We are all victims and villians=another fact. But we do not strut the world stage proclaiming the type of stuff M has done. So true! My thought on this is....gurus and masters so project a lop-sided image about themselves , one of being so Holy, so all-knowing, so trustworthy, so messiah-like, that most who fall under the spell of this archetype get caught up in a collective inflation. But this is as much a statement about our own ignorence as it is about the masters . Actually , I am not willing to place everyone on the scales of universal justice and hand out appropriate punishments. If you are yourselves so wise and so capable of perceiving the big picture.....then you cast the first stone! But M, and other great souls , even though they may have succumbed to a type of over-evaluation of their total status, have (I believe) responded to a vision, a realisation, a self-evident divinity, a spiritual awareness.....that is real. You guys can abuse me and I feel ashamed that I (my ego)got hurt enough to react from my own pain......but really .... surely we are all sincere....and can realise that life circumstances, history, past and present , are complex.....; whatever I say is only a partial view.....same for you too. I shall not rob you of your anger and pain. But can you accept my differing world and self experience and views. I am not a premie. I am a human-being. Regards Vacol. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 18:13:29 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: Vacol Subject: What took you so long Message: Kieth, Just as I am a lawyer, jew, male and musician, lust as I am an ex-premie... sorry, don't mean to get boring, anyway, just as I'm all those things, I am also a human being. They're not mutually exclusive. You're a human being AND a premie. Now I want you to think about something. I don't want to chip away at you piece-meal. I want you to consider your own psychology a bit. You solemnly offered to 'debate' Maharaji with me yet no sooner had we started than you started into some jive that, I have a feeling, you're normally much better than. Wonder why you did that? Why did you scoff at facts so readily when that's so clearly not the case? What's going on? Did you read JW's post about the meany premies who have stepped up the plate and falling apart before the third strike? It's true. As Kirpal Singh is my witness, I swear it. What's going on? If you really want to understand where Maharaji's got you I can think of no better commentary than that found in Joel Kramer's 'The Guru Papers.' I'd already stopped believing in Maharaji for years but when I read tht book I definitely gained some SUBSTANTIAL insights I'd never thought of. It's not even about Maharaji, by name. It's about authoritarian thought structures. Please, do yourself a favour, and read it. You ponder the question of how to treat Maharaji's transgressions of trust while clinging to the notion that he's somehow 'realized' or something. Think about it, Kieth. When Maharaji was prophecising certain, imminent world doom in 1971, making absolutely clear that, as far as he was concerned, there was NO ROOM for any doubt, was he expressing wisdom or delusion? The latter of course. Yet, had you been there, you might ahve lined up for days for a chance to kiss his 'avatar' feet and behold his perfect glory. It's all bogus, Kieth. The gig's up. He's busted. A lot of what got Maharaji as far as he did get was the benefit of the doubt he kept urging people to give him. He implored us to suspend our judgment and disbelief and to just give him a bit of a chance. Well that time came and went decades ago. He's like Gloria Swanson in Sunset Boulevard only instead of holding up in his private Hollywood mansion, a faded hint of his former 'promise', he's holding up in his private little Maharaji World. He can't stand the light of day. Nothing could be more obvious. So, Kieth, is that the sick dance you want to be complicit in for the rest of your life? You say: If you are yourselves so wise and so capable of perceiving the big picture.....then you cast the first stone! I'm wise enough to see that he defrauded us and caused immeasurable waste and damage. That IS the big picture and I AM trying to cast the first stone. Maharaji, if you're reading this, maybe you'll be lucky and the 'Vacol's of the world will never get past this level of confusion. God forbid that they ever turn to you and ask you a few questions themselves. On the other hand, Maharaji, you know what they say: if you love someone, ...... Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 18:15:54 (EDT)
From: Mili Email: mili@cheerful.com To: Everyone Subject: Grand Opening! Message: C'mon everybody, click on the link and join the fun! Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 19:23:51 (EDT)
From: nigel Email: nigel@redcrow.demon.co.uk To: Mili Subject: Grand Opening! Message: I JUST WASTED FIFTEEN MINUTES READING 'THE MYTH OF SCIENCE' BY TERRY HAWLES ON THIS RECOMMENDED WEB PAGE, AND HONESTLY, MILI, ARE YOU TELLING US THIS GUY HAS SOMETHING TO SAY, OR WHAT??? Oops! - sorry about the capitals, it's just that I actually was> shouting... Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 20:22:52 (EDT)
From: Nigel Email: not sorry at all really To: mil Subject: Chain of Being pull hard.. Message: Sorry, but I'm a sucker for crap theories, so I snuck another peek, determined to learn something about 'The Great Chain of Being'. This is what I learned: >The Great Chain of Being by Ken Wilber Biological and medical scientists are now in the midst of intensive work on the Human Genome Project, the endeavor to map all of the genes in the entire sequence of human DNA. This spectacular project promises to revolutionize our ideas of human growth, development, disease, and medical treatment, and its completion will surely mark one of the great advances in human knowledge. Not as well known, but arguably more important, is what might be called the Human Consciousness Project, the endeavor, now well under way, to map the entire spectrum of human consciousness (including, as well, realms of the human unconscious). This Human Consciousness Project, involving hundreds of researchers from around the world, includes a series of multidisciplinary, multicultural, multimodal approaches that together promise an exhaustive mapping the entire range of consciousness, the entire sequence of the 'genes' of awareness, as it were. These various attempts are rapidly converging on a 'master template' of the various stages, structures, and states of consciousness available to men and women. By comparing and contrasting various multicultural approaches--from Zen Buddhism to Western psychoanalysis, from Vedanta Hinduism to existential phenomenology, from Tundra Shamanism to altered states--these approaches are rapidly piecing together a master template--a spectrum of consciousness--using the various approaches to fill in any gaps left by the others. Although many of the specifics are still being intensively researched, the overall evidence for the existence of this spectrum of consciousness is already so significant as to put it largely beyond serious dispute. Moreover, in a rather stunning fashion, it has increasingly become obvious that this overall spectrum is quite consistent with the essential core of the world's great wisdom traditions... etc. etc. > Thanks again, Mili. Sorry if my last post was a little hasty, but I have now, thanks to you, decided to look into the 'world's great wisdom traditions' and the 'spectrum of consciousness that is beyond serious dispute'. I would recommend all serious seekers of truth do likewise. See you in the oven. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 23:48:23 (EDT)
From: bill Email: None To: Mili Subject: Hello MILI-let's talk Message: Hello Mili. I read the article on the Japanese Yakuza. Perhaps you read it too. I have been following the evolving japanese economic situation and the Yakuza part of the story never made it to my eyes till now. So thanks for that. I realize I think why you posted that time about the worlds troubles and woes. If you are too well read on the worlds ongoing situations it can look bleak. Certainly people are misbehaving and acting from all the bad motivations. I guess you DO fully understand my personal objections to maharji. Just like what happens when I find out more details about the fuller realities of some ongoing troubles spot or some ominous behaviour by some group in the world, I felt that I recognized some more of the realities of maharaji's actual condition and it crushed my illusion or my basis for SO many decisions I made in my life. The only good side to that whole learning to grow out of my confined understanding of maharaji's actual condition, is (well, besides getting to meet you guys) is that I have come to recognise the even better and seemingly true reality of the existence of a real god. Instead of my previous answer to all the darkness of the world, which was, watch some more videos and wait for maharaji to finally make an intro video that my family and friends and neighbors would watch and come to see him as I did and do what I do. I held on to that dream for sooo many years. Turns out that instead of some 'onemess' oops, I mean 'oneness', that has no personality, the power and source that we are sprung from is concious also and enjoys haveing a friend in a living awake simple person and that person can be me. I looked to maharji for that relationship and he cannot deliver that because he is admittedly not a person who views life like that but he thinks the 'energy' has no personality or conciousness of it's own and so it becomes just a pool of oneness that we are supposed to enter by our hour of meditation. I don't think I am all that far out of line to squawk about all the things he said for so many years about himself. You know, HE has to do the same thing anyone else does if he wants to approach that power. If he doesn't recognise the existence of god, then really what kind of use is he? All he actually did for me was get in the way of god. Because he claimed to be the lord, the god, god incarnate. I dont think I am throwing mud here. I am just trying to see it as it is. I mean did you read that latest post by bruce? He talks about (finally) the reality of maharji's furious confrontations and will tell us his excuses for this behaviour by private e-mail. Would you do me a favor and ask him what bruce feels they are? I dont think he will tell me because having one of those anger waves and he thinks I will just rake him over the coals. I wont. But I dont really need to hear the reasonings. I know now that the master is a role and he is not god. If you weed through most of the bible, clearly there are some useful understandings of the nature of god in there. I can live and have a freindship with the concious power that exists and by my faith and my frequency of awareness of it, I get a definate response. Simple purity of heart, not attainment of my own divinity. Not a one hour fantasy of connecting with my infinite energy part. Not looking to another human for ANYTHING that involves god. No need for a third party involvement. Especially one that uses fury as a 'tool' to temporarily remove someone elses bothersome ego. Or to punish others for thier alleged laziness, stupidity, and inconsideration. NOT the shabad yoga of your website that misleads one into missing the reality of god. And trumpeting your own supposed divinity instead of recogniseing the concious god that exists. We think we are so smart that we know that ultimately we came from some origional thing. So we dismiss the reality that that larger part has its own conciousness and it's own nature and we miss the greatest way to live by our mistaken notion that we are IT. And of course prem rawat is also makeing this same error. But in trying to play the guru role he views himself as the most important person alive and that he is playing the role of master so that means he gets to presume that he is the god incarnate and that he is leading us in the correct view of the reality of life. That there IS no concious god and it is just infinite energy and he is connecting us to it. This in most definately NOT what Jesus had to say. There are two options in life. You are god Or there is a concious god. What do YOU say MILI? I know you are a smart guy. bill Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 03:39:42 (EDT)
From: Mirabai Email: None To: bill Subject: To Bill Message: Sorry,Bill, I do not have an immediate resonse to your post right now.I'll read it another time and see how I feel then....It is the one to Milli isn't it? Mirabai Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 08:57:51 (EDT)
From: Petrou Email: None To: bill Subject: Hello MILI-let's talk Message: I pride myself on being a practising Christian and also a respecter of GMJ as phenomenal teacher.I also love to explore in an anthropological way all religions. I used to read books to get some idea of what a real spiritual experience really was until I came across GMJ 25 years ago.I had some undeniably clairvoyant experiences by practising his meditation and listening to his advice.I also experienced the promised Peace.I am a satisfied customer.I find it hard to relate to negative comments made by others and it doesn't bother me. At least you have the ability to criticize without the terrible bitterness and venom of many others on this link. In all my research I have to conclude that we all have a divine nature.Even a believer in an afterlife must also believe we are potentially godlike.So its still not hard at all for me to see GMJ as way ahead on the Path and as semi-divine. Comprenda? Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 11:53:46 (EDT)
From: bill Email: None To: Petrou Subject: Hello Petrou Message: Yes I hear you. Thanks for your input. One of your comments got me to wonder. When you say way ahead on the path, about prem rawat, or lets just say anybody, ---let me rephrase that. That is an interesting topic. Can someone be ahead, or way ahead? And what is the ahead consist of? How would it show up in a persons behaviour or in thier expression? If there is an ahead, do you think it would be like the buddist idea of many levels where a person kind of moves up the ranks and either chooses to merge or decides to stay in that spiritual status doing some function? I am not asking you so I can dismiss ideas. It is just for the interest in the subject. Hope you will respond. thanks, bill. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sun, Apr 12, 1998 at 09:22:28 (EDT)
From: Petrou Email: None To: bill Subject: Hello Petrou Message: You can't often tell on appearance at all.I have very rarely witnessed anyone who actually manifests Something.GMJ did it for me and when I still read those old magazines I am truly taken aback by the things he says.I am widely read.I had some really good experiences in meditation and listening to GMJ.The kind of things I only ever used to read about at theosophical bookshops or obscure historical references.I slowly got ahead but as in the myth of Sisyphus that boulder can roll right back down everyday IF...I try TRY to stay humble and pray to God.Somethings got to MANIFEST or the person claiming things is baloney. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sun, Apr 12, 1998 at 23:02:43 (EDT)
From: bill Email: None To: Petrou Subject: Hello Petrou Message: Thanks Petou, that was revealing. Would you elaborate on the sentence 'somethings got to manifest'. I thought I understood what you meant but then I realized I was guessing, or filling in the blank and if you dont mind, I was wondering what YOU were thinking about or referring to when you are saying that, You know, like, what, and what type of 'manifest'. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 17:56:11 (EDT)
From: CD Email: None To: Petrou Subject: Hello MILI-let's talk Message: >So its still not hard at all for me to see GMJ as way ahead on the Path and as semi-divine. Petrou, I agree. The foundations of what M teaches have been correct for over 25 years. He makes no claim to having come up with the basic truths but certainly has promoted them without compromise. He continues to tell people to judge based on their own personal experience not on words or beliefs. The claim has always been that the source of peace is inside each person. The stories he tells change with the times but the message is the same as back in 1972 when I first heard it. I am glad that I came across something so positive when I was still quite young. CD Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 18:22:10 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: CD Subject: Keep talking, CD Message: Chris, What do you say about Maharaji's Christmas satsang, 1971? He predicted tah the world would soon blow up and only he would be there to pick up the pieces. Is THAT the same message he's still saying? Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sun, Apr 12, 1998 at 20:32:22 (EDT)
From: Katie Email: petkat@mail.trib.net To: Mili Subject: Grand Opening! Message: Dear Mili, I haven't had time to look at your whole site, but I did find the 'nerdity index' (on your Finnish friend's home page) to be quite funny. I imagine that most of us who post on this site would score quite highly!. I ain't gonna make this a link cause that would make me a REAL nerd. The ISR is: http://gonzo.tamu.edu/nerd.html Maybe Gumby, Scott, Mili, CD, or whomever can make it a link for those who are less nerdy than I am. Thank you, Mili - it was funny! At least my husband is nerdier than I am! Regards from Katie Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 18:02:51 (EDT)
From: Nigel Email: Nigel@redcrow.demon.co.uk To: Everyone Subject: GM delivers peace at last!!! Message: Ok, disbelievers, it has finally happened after all these years of watching hoping and praying: GM has finally delivered the prospect of real peace to at least one small, but very troubled, corner of our planet. He said it was possible; he staked his time and commitment and personal credibility in the venture, and - I don't know whether you've been following the news today - he has at last come up with the goods. So, everybody please raise your glasses to US Senator George Mitchell, who, as chief negotiator and architect of the draft proposal which was today signed by all the main protagonists in Northern Ireland's long-running conflict, deserves enornous praise. (I just hope you fellow-citizens of his appreciate the sheer historical significance of all this). So please pour youselves a large one immediately (no need for green colouring, VP!) and say CHEERS! Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 18:11:09 (EDT)
From: Steve Email: None To: Nigel Subject: GM delivers peace at last!!! Message: We shall see ;-) Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 19:45:18 (EDT)
From: nigel Email: nigel@redcrow.demon.co.uk To: Steve Subject: May the road rise with you... Message: Agreed, Steve, but I think the corner has been turned, and even most of the worst of them hopped on board before the ship departed. Let's live in hope, eh? Go n'eiri bothar leat... :-) hic... Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 22:21:53 (EDT)
From: bb Email: . To: Nigel Subject: GM delivers peace at last!!! Message: Cheers to YOU Nigel! Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 01:52:45 (EDT)
From: David de Camembert Email: djulian@cix.compulink.co.uk To: bb Subject: GM delivers peace at last!!! Message: All praise to Tony, Bill, Jerry, Martin and all who have made a dream become possible. There will be much gratitude in Northern Ireland over Easter and it will be a joy to behold. All this without a single realised soul amongst them. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 01:53:09 (EDT)
From: JW Email: None To: Nigel Subject: GM delivers peace at last!!! Message: It is great news Nigel. It's something I have been hoping would happen for so many years. At least there is reason for hope. By the way, I just listened to the BBC World Service and they said a lot of the credit for the agreement should go to Pres. Clinton, as I guess he was up all night on the phone with the various parties cajoling them to an agreement, apparently taking time away from his usual activities molesting women. :) Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 18:01:47 (EDT)
From: nigel Email: nigel@redcrow.demon.co.uk To: JW, VP, David, Scott Subject: GM delivers peace at last!!! Message: Ever heard Dylan's 'Before the Flood'? It was a live album from the mid-seventies at the height of Watergate. El Zim was doing 'It's Awright Maaaah' and got to the line: 'Even the president of the United States must sometimes have to stand naked'. The crowd went apeshit at the obvious foresight contained in that one line, and Dylan couldn't even continue till they'd calmed down a bit. I guess now it would have to be 'even the president of the United States must sometimes have to put his clothes back on...' Seriously, I don't know whether Bill and Tone joined in the last 24 hours of talks to make some sort of vital difference, or because (as the saying goes), when it comes to Northern Ireland, nobody has anything to lose and everything to gain. I wouldn't be at all surprised if both our leading politicos are already checking out Oslo's best hotel rooms, saunas and tourist attractions. But, dammit, Billy boy is probably the only left-of-centre president you're gonna have for a long time yet, and even if the guy can't keep it in his shorts, that don't mean there ISN'T a conspiracy of republican businessmen out to get him. For me, the real hero in all this is actually John Hume, who has been working for this agreement since about 1969. He's gonna lose thousands of SDLP votes to Sinn Fein (now there's altruism), and he drinks and smokes way too much, and is not in the best of health. But so what? - too much good health is bad for you, I think. I am still euphoric about all this (hic...), and would ask you to raise your glasses once again to: JOHN HUME. PS> the defining moment in the whole of the recent Irish peace process was when Mo Mowlam (Secretary of State for Northern Ireland), still recovering from a brain tumour, told the 'Reverend' Ian Paisley to 'fuck off'. I just wish the BBC cameras had been on hand. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sun, Apr 12, 1998 at 15:25:26 (EDT)
From: JW Email: None To: nigel Subject: GM delivers peace at last!!! Message: Nigel, I also heard that Mo has had radiation or chemo therapy for her cancer and was therefore wearing a wig during the negotiations. I understand when things got really heated she would take off her wig and throw it at people. That, in itself, deserves a Nobel Prize. Clinton is looking beyond Ireland and maybe a Peace Prize. Expect him in Northern Ireland in May or June, now that his trip to Moscow is off because the Russian Duma hasn't ratified the SALT Treaty. This is a perfect opportunity for him to stand in the sunshine and the TV cameras. There are 45,000,000 Americans of Irish decent (read: voters) and this will be very popular with them. I agree with you completely that John Hume is the real hero here, but I do think Clinton and Mitchell played a pivotal role. If Clinton hadn't allowed Gerry Adams into the U.S., in the face of violent opposition from the British government, I don't think things would have moved off dead center. Maybe it is technically correct to call Clinton 'left-of-centre,' but I haven't seen much evidence of it. He is only to the 'left' to an extent that is so small it is not visible to the naked eye. He has done some pretty darn conservative things, that a Republican president likely would not have been able to get away with. By the way, last night I saw 'Primary Colors.' It's a good movie, and in the main, in my opinion, puts the Clinton character in a positive light. MUCH more positive than the book does. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sun, Apr 12, 1998 at 16:41:02 (EDT)
From: nigel Email: nigel@redcrow.demon.co.uk To: JW Subject: GM delivers peace at last!!! Message: I guess I meant 'left' of republican. I have long had the impression that the US has really only two conservative parties, one extreme, the other not quite so extreme. But Tony Blair's been fudging and backsliding on so many election promises over the last year that it is beginning to look pretty much the same over here. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sun, Apr 12, 1998 at 18:43:03 (EDT)
From: JW Email: None To: nigel Subject: GM delivers peace at last!!! Message: Right about the two-party system. Actually, what we have here in the states is two BUSINESS parties, with one being a little more progressive on social issues. Now that all theConservitive Southern Democratic representatives are now Republicans, the Democratic party has probably moved somewhat to the left, but that's not true of Clinton. He is from the conservative wing of the current Democratic party and relies on Republican votes for things like NAFTA and welfare 'reform.'. From what I understand Tony Blair has fashioned himself in the mold of Clinton. Move to the center, always move to the center. I don't know how long that forumla will work; maybe as long as the economy remains strong. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 08:33:59 (EDT)
From: Scott T. Email: None To: Nigel Subject: GM delivers peace at last!!! Message: Nigel: Does this mean the Reformation is finally over? -Scott Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 16:15:30 (EDT)
From: VP Email: None To: Nigel Subject: peace at last!!! Message: Nigel, Wish I could find some of Katie's raspberry beer (thread below) for this occasion. Especially if it is pink-for easter. (I have a real visual thing going on.) I was glad to hear the news and almost as glad someone has been keeping that president of ours out of trouble. VP P.S. Off-topic, I finally saw The Full Monty last night. During several parts of the film, I was wishing I had one of you fine British folks to help translate the english language for me:) Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 17:31:34 (EDT)
From: Scott T. Email: None To: Everyone Subject: It's like 'Huck' Message: Everyone: Anyone ever eat huckleberries? They look identical to blueberries, but they sure don't taste like blueberries. It's like the difference between a wolf and a poodle. Our whole family used to go out 'huckleberrying' in the late spring, and bring in enough for about four pies. My mother had a recipe that included vinegar in the dough for the crust. Yeeeooooww! Sweet, tart and tasty. A spiritual experience. Mind you, we always ate three fourths out on the mountain, my sisters with a permanent blue stain on their faces that went from nose to chin, and ear to ear. My brother stirred up a bees nest once and went larrupping down the mountainside leaping over everything that wouldn't get out of his way. I laughed so hard my sides ached for an hour. It's like an orange... You can just overcultivate a good thing. -Scott Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 18:21:16 (EDT)
From: Katie Email: petkat@mail.trib.net To: Scott T. Subject: It's like 'Huck' Message: We had huckleberries in Virginia too, Scott. In fact, Stanley, the little town near where my dad had his farm, called themselves 'The Huckleberry Capital or the US'. My dad owned two halves of mountainsides bordering on the Shenandoah National Park. Part of one mountaintop had been burned over several years before, and there were lots and lots of huckleberry bushes there. I remember them as being much smaller than blueberry, but also, as you said, tasting a whole lot better. My mom used to make pie too - we also picked and ate 'dewberries' (like a big blackberry) - did you have them where you lived too? Also wild, also better than the cultivated thing. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 20:29:28 (EDT)
From: Scott T. Email: None To: Katie Subject: It's like 'Huck' Message: Katie: Haven't heard of dewberries, but there are acres and acres of wild blackberries brambles in Oregon. I think there are some bigger ones that are more the size of Marion Berries. They can make the woods impenetrable, like stringing barbed wire everywhere. Awfully tasty though. Of course, this has absolutely nothing to do with the topic... but who cares. Thanks for the story. At the time I always thought 'Now if someone could just figure out a way to get a lot of these little critters, without all this effort!' My brother never got over that encounter with the bees though. Expect his memories of the sport are not nearly as nostalgic. -Scott Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 01:38:48 (EDT)
From: JW Email: None To: Scott T. Subject: It's like 'Huck' Message: Scott, I was in Montana last October and found a local brewery making 'Huckeberry Beer.' It was about the best beer I ever tasted. I brought four cases home. I don't have any left. It's like a ripe hucklebery beer......or maybe a magoe sherbet.....how about a lemon sorbet, or a shortcake with rotten strawberries on it.....[just roaming]. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 11:01:22 (EDT)
From: Katie Email: petkat@mail.trib.net To: JW Subject: It's like a huckleberry Message: OK, JW & Scott, that seals it - the huckleberry can now become the official 'simile' fruit of ex-premie.org. When someone asks us what NOT following Maharaji and/or not practicing Knowledge is like, we can say 'it's like the taste of a huckleberry...' or 'it's like a wild huckleberry as compared to a cultivated blueberry'. By the way, Scott, your reminscences are great, not to mention well written. You seem to be recovering from writing your dissertation. P.S. I usually hate fruit beer, but there was a great one made by one of the microbreweries in Fort Collins called 'Frambozen' (Belgian styple raspberry). More like champagne than beer. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 11:12:39 (EDT)
From: Scott T. Email: None To: Katie Subject: It's like a huckleberry Message: Katie: It has my vote. Now, what was it about that cheese thing? It's like a huckleberry cheese danish... -Scott Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 11:22:50 (EDT)
From: Katie Email: petkat@mail.trib.net To: Scott T. Subject: It's like a huckleberry Message: Whoa, Scott, you are getting too deep for me here! I believe the 'cheese' is a symbol of doing something totally useless in 'service' to M (like living in the ashram for 10 years, for example). It evokes the travails of Sir David of Brie, Knight of Cheddar and Earl of Camembert, thought by some to be the patron saint of the dairy, and the original 'cheesehead' (David Simpkiss has discussed this phenomenon to great extent). I think the cheese should be considered separately from the huckleberry so its potent symbolism won't be diluted. (Sorry, David, couldn't think of anyone to cite but you!) Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 11:27:38 (EDT)
From: Katie Email: petkat@mail.trib.net To: Katie Subject: More citations Message: Oops, should have credited John K. for the concept of 'patron saint of the dairy' and Scott for the original symbolism of the huckleberry (wild vs. cultivated. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 11:45:59 (EDT)
From: Scott T. Email: None To: Katie Subject: It's like dill pickle soup. Message: Katie: Thanks for citing me, but the truth is that I think the simile was discovered by Twain. I just rediscovered it. Incidentally, I withdraw the suggestion regarding the huckleberry cheese danish. Not only is the symbolism wrong, but the concept is almost nauseating. Have you ever tried dill pickle soup? It's actually delicious. I threw away my recipe, unfortunately. -Scott Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 11:55:10 (EDT)
From: Katie Email: petkat@mail.trib.net To: Scott T. Subject: I found the quote Message: Scott, don't be too humble. Twain initially proposed the simile, but you refined it, right? (can you tell I've been writing journal articles?? Good grief). Anyway, here's the quote, slightly mangled, with apologies to Mark Twain: But I reckon I got to light out for the Territory ahead of the rest, because the premies they's going to adopt me and sivilize me and I can't stand it. I been there before. P.S. Dill pickle soup? Would love to see the recipe if you can find it. I have a great dill pickle recipe if anyone wants it, BTW. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 12:06:14 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: Katie Subject: Excuse me!! Message: Hey, Can you guys keep it down, down here? We're trying to have a serious discussion up above... well, something like that, and it's not any easier with you guys making all this racket down here. Have we forgotten so soon about 'chit chat'? Is this what you're doing, 'chit chat'ing? Besides, it's Easter Saturday. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 13:32:45 (EDT)
From: Katie Email: None To: Jim Subject: Excuse me!! Message: Thanks, Jim, you sure know how to stop a conversation dead in its tracks... What was that important thing you wanted to talk about now? P.S. It's called 'holy saturday', and today is also Passover. But of course you already knew that. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 13:37:08 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: Katie Subject: Excuse me!! Message: Isn't someone supposed to splash us with divine coloured water or seomthing? I get all my religious holidays confused. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 14:37:46 (EDT)
From: Katie Email: petkat@mail.trib.net To: Jim Subject: Excuse me!! Message: Jim, I asked you a direct question, and you are dissembling here! You might be able to get away with this with the premies, but not with me! By the way, I believe that asking about Holi was a very good example of a red herring (the kind EB was talking about). Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 14:47:29 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: Katie Subject: Sorry you asked Message: Katie, I'm so sorry I avoided your question. Yes, I dissembled. I was ashamed because, you see, there wasn't really anything important to talk about. I just wanted some attention. However, seeing as you're so feisty, princess, I would like to ask you why you never replied to my angry post about Mili inthe 'sex' thread. Didn't you read it? After Mili had 'done his business' there, I really lost it and started pounding on my keyboard. Look, I admit it, I'm no Chris. At that point, I asked, rather angrily I admit, what you and David, two recent 'Mili people' (if I may - ha ha ha!), had to say about 'your man'? You know, I'm laughing now but at the time I wasn't. Now, I realize that since then you actually put him in his place quite nicely in that same thread. That gesture wasn't in lieu of an answer, was it? Love flows like a river, Jim Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 18:30:19 (EDT)
From: Katie Email: petkat@mail.trib.net To: Jim Subject: Sorry you asked Message: Dear Jim - What you said did not appear to be a question addressed to me or to David. You said: Katie, you've defended this asshole every single time. Dave, you thought he was a very 'reasonable' fellow to communicate with and actually quite pleasant at times. I'd really like to hear if there's a single person out there who does not think that Mili has, for once and for all, shown he's incapable of getting past blind ignorance and callousness. This looks like an indictment of me and David, not a question! I thought Mili's post about the ashrams was way out of line (he does like to make YOU mad, you know!), but I don't think he's incapable of getting past blind ignorance and callousness, so I didn't answer. Actually, although I didn't feel that it was addressed to me, I almost did answer your post anyway, however, to point out that I don't defend Mili every single time. Just ask Mili! I'm glad you think it's funny now. I found your and Anon's posts about the ashram to be very moving and heartfelt and am glad that you posted them. Regards from Princess K. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 18:58:48 (EDT)
From: Scott T. Email: None To: Katie Subject: Dill pickle Soup II. Message: Princess, te la: Not to change the subject, but there's actually a decent variation on Dill Pickle Soup, made with Sauerkraut. There's a four star resaurant in Salem Oregon that serves both. Maybe I can get the recipe, if I promise never to enter Oregon again. Wonder if the Inn at Little Washington has it? Sorry to be obssessing, but who really gives a damn about Mili? -Scott Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 19:03:48 (EDT)
From: Princess K Email: petkat@mail.trib.net To: Scott T. Subject: Dill pickle Soup II. Message: Scott, you do not want to go to the Inn at Little Washington unless Maharaji (or someone like him) is paying. It's obscenely expensive. Food is just not worth that much, IMHO anyway. If you can give me some idea of the ingredients, maybe my husband can make up the recipe. (Maybe we should do this by e-mail though!) Take care, Katie Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 21:18:27 (EDT)
From: Scott T. Email: None To: Princess K Subject: Dill pickle Soup II. Message: Katie: I'm checking it out. It's actually called 'cream of dill pickle soup' and I know I got the recipe from either the Portland Oregonian, or the Salem Statesman Journal around 1991. Must be in their archives. -Scott Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 14:35:39 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: Everyone Subject: M's Xmas prophecy Message: Now, from the incidents that these people are putting in my way, a clear picture is given that within a very short period, the whole universe will realize the Knowledge of Self, and there will be one kingdom of Truth and Harmony. These people are trying to put obstructions in my way, and all their actions are enough to give me complete proof that ther ewill be one banner of True Name all over the universe completely. There is no doubt about this. The time is very near. The whole universe will enjoy perfect peace and happiness, forgetting all sorts of differences, under the shelter of the banner of True Name. Now the play of God is going to be finalized in a very, very excellent way. It's said that the fruit of patience is always sweet. When the fuit is not ripe, then you should have patience. But when the fruit is ripe,then eat it; don't wait for another time to eat it. Otherwise that fruit will become rotten, and the whole taste will change from good to bad. Have patience until the right time comes. When that time arrives, then a man should end his waiting, and enjoy the fruit. When the fruit is not ripe your patience is appreciated. But when the fruit is ready, completely ripe, and you are waiting in patience, then it is not good on your part. Therefore, be impatient when the fruit is ripe; otherwsie somebody will come and take that fruit. Now we have to propogate this message of peace throughout the whole universe. ******* Now the time has come. God is going to show His anger over the universe, just like a cherry bomb explodes, and when the reaction stops,then one understands how powerful the cherry bomb was. Before the explosion, nobody understood how much power the cherry bomb had. Now the cherry bomb is going to be fired, and you will all see when this thing will explode, and how it will react over the universe. Everythnig will be completely peacful after the explosion. These people exhibited their maliciousness in my way to obstruct me, but I am confidently saying that my propogation is rapidly going on..... ---------- (Patna, Bihar,India, Christmas, 1971) Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 15:20:34 (EDT)
From: Juan Que Email: None To: Jim Subject: 8th grade education Message: 'When the fuit is not ripe, then you should have patience. But when the fruit is ripe,then eat it; don't wait for another time to eat it. Otherwise that fruit will become rotten, and the whole taste will change from good to bad. Have patience until the right time comes. When that time arrives, then a man should end his waiting, and enjoy the fruit.' Wow! I think these words of wisdom are evidence that he should have finished his schooling. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 17:39:56 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: Jim Subject: Jim Jones Message: The quote above and the one below raises the question about M's 'vision'. It's clear that 28 years ago he thought the world was facing impending doom and that either that would happen -- if only to kill off his naysayers -- or it wouldn't, only because Superguru had miraculously saved it. Vacol, you say you got involved in 1982. Did you know that Maharaji used to foam at the mouth in such classic meglomania? One thing's certain, he was simply, profoundly wrong. Here's another, we believed him then. There was no choice, that was what it was all about being a premie, thinking that this little kid knew what the fuck he was talking about. Another certainty, becuase we believed him we completely put our lives on hold, moved into the ashrams, gave M all our material goods, freaked out our friends and families. Final certainty -- he's never had the guts to deal with it. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 14:12:46 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: Everyone Subject: Easter quote Message: Q: Why does a Perfect Master have to have a living body to give Knowledge? Why is it necessary? A: Are you feeling thirsty? Can you see tah photo of Lord Shiva? You see the water coming out from the top of his head? Drink that water. Drink,Drink! Can you? You can't drink that water. It is a picture. You need everything living. If you have doubts, you cannot ask Lord Krishna questions. That's why you need a living Master, for the circumstances of the world today. When Jesus was here there were no nuclear bombs. But now there are nuclear bombs, and the Perfect Master, the Perfect Saviour, has come to save you from nuclear bombs. ------- (from 'Who Is Guru Maharaj Ji?', page 85) Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 11:29:41 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: Everyone Subject: M's favorite premies Message: So I wake up this morning, check the page and what do I see? It's kind of fun, really, like having a mushroom farm, you get up, log on, see what's sprouted. This morning I found new posts from a bunch of people including premies like Vacol, Mirabai, Bruce, Mili, Chris and Petrou. Boy oh boy, isn't it obvious which ones are allowing themselves to think a bit and which ones aren't? I mean who could deny the difference between Vacol and Mirabai and the other four? The first two are apparently trying to engage people here on just a regular, human level. It's not something to jump up and get all excited about. It's just common decency. But, in this setting, it's still kind of rare and, for me anyway, entrely appreciated. Look at the other four then. I mean is there any comparison? Chris and Mili have posted here for two years. TWO YEARS! Ain't that a peach? Yet who'd disagree that they haven't said as much in all that time as these other two premies have in a tiny fraction of that time? But here's an interesting question: who do you think Maharaji would most approve of? Would it be Chris, the talking mime, a guy who seems to have sacrificed an actual pat of his brain to the Lord? Like he did this years ago and has since learned to function 'wonderfully' without it. Would Maharaji show Chris off to others as an example, 'hey, you guys, it's not so bad. This one had the operation and look how happy he is! Don't be scared (and don't, whatever you do, read One Flew Over the Cukoo's Nest again. What are you trying to do? Torture yourself?)'? Or would Maharaji be proudest of Mili. 'See, this cat's got it right, you stupid jerks! Knowledge is a gas, shut up yer face with your ashram crap. Only the freeriders caught that train anyway, you lazy alcoholic druggies! I never like those fools to begin with. Ask me, my kind of premie's a free-range premie like this one. Don't think too much, don't get into no serious talks about nothing and, as a personal favour to me, stays in your fuckin' faces telling the truth in case someone around here eve forgets there is such a glorious thing, you stupid fucks!'? Is that who Maharaji'd give a boon to? How about Bruce? 'Thanks Bruce for jumping in for me like that! Boy, things were getting pretty tense with that Kangaru article hurting so many so deeply. I don't know how to thank you for setting the record straight for me, once and for all. ( See, I can't explain it all to you now. It's cosmic. Besides, it's supposed to be a surprise and if I told you now it'd spoil everything. Plus, I'm constantly testing you to see that you don't develop what the world calls a 'healthy curiosity' or even 'bullshit detector'. Any questions? No? Good. Keep it that way.) No, fellas, this Bruce guy said it all much better than I'd have hoped. There's really nothing for me to add. Like he said, I never said it and, if I did, it's not the words anyway, it's a feeling. [Here the guru breaks into laughter. Even he has his limits]. No, but in all serious, Bruce has really been great and [Guru can't do it. He can't keep a straight face and say this. He has to walk off the stage for a bit, it's just so funny.] Or Petrou? Will Maharaji give Petrou his Faithful Servant prize? 'Petrou, I want the whole world to see that it's not what you do that counts but the way a premie will immediately leap into action that touches my heart. When you're talking about defending me, everybody, I want you to learn from Petrou here. It's not what you say but just the fact that you're willing to get out there and say SOMETHING, ANYTHING on my behalf. That's what I like. See, it's not the words anyway. And besdies, who thinks they can ever reason with this heathen lost souls, their minds poisoned with doubt, their hearts soaked in anger? Give it up! Be like Petrou, just get in there and, believe me, I'm right there with you. Trust me, I'm your Maharaji!'? Tough one,huh? I can't see Maharaji giving any prizes to Vacol or Mirabai for conceding anything even possibly negative about him. Their agreement that MAYBE he should make himself available to answer for himself must really piss him off. Like who the hell do they think they're talking about? As if?! God, with premies like these who needs reporters? My gues is that Maharaji will give his boon to Bruce. 'He's dumb but that's okay. He's just dumb for love. That's allowed. And he STARTS OFF right anyway, talking about errors and using big words like that. We can work on him, maybe we can work with him. Those other two, Mili and Chris? I don't know. Am I responsible for doing that? I mean do these guys have histories or something? Look, I can't be responsible for every personality (or unpersonality) that throws himself at me, can I? Give me a break! No, i'll take Bruce, here.' Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 15:51:13 (EDT)
From: VP Email: None To: Jim Subject: M's favorite premies Message: Jim, I have heard innuendo here from time to time that M's favorite premies are the rich ones. Is it true that he has special personal appearances with certain people who can afford to pay for this? Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 16:47:51 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: VP Subject: M's favorite premies Message: VP, That's what I hear. I think it's safe to say the only reason Raja Ji agreed to meet me for a drink in the late 80s was because I mentioned I was a lawyer and he thought (wrongly, I'm afraid) that meant bucks. But, hey, I'm speculating and, to be fair, should really consider other possibilities: Raja Ji thought it was really cool that I got the best of him the night before in front of a thousand premies; or Raja Ji felt an extraordinary amount of empathy for me in my plight for truth and just really wanted to help. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 21:19:06 (EDT)
From: Paula Email: None To: VP Subject: M's favorite premies Message: it makes sense, VP, because in my country (Brasil) some premies are faithfull (some of them over than 20 years) and they make EV happen here. No one never talked personally to M, even when he comes here. These premies only get close to M's lawyers, and instructors that comes from time to time to talk to aspirants. 2 possibilities: M does not care for those who does not have money...or.... it is just a coincidence. There is some rich premies that pays for his appartment, car and etc. here, but they follow M all over the world and don't make any 'service' to EV, they just give money. Probably these people gets closer than the others that does not have money. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |