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Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 08:58:58 (EDT)
From: Petrou Email: None To: Everyone Subject: Water into WHINE Message: How predictable.I've just read some of the latest messages and as usual the majority of the people here freely admit to disliking all spiritual groups.This really wrecks their own 'logic'.It is obvious to any impartial observer that people who put down all spiritual wisdom are merely embittered and hence not logical at all. There is spiritual water out there, even certain psychologists agree on this.Psychology itself offers spiritual hope.Look at Jung. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 10:25:44 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: Petrou Subject: Water into WHINE Message: Petrou, Why in the world do you say it's 'illogical' to challenge the notion of 'spirituality'? Because you say 'there's spiritual water out there' and anyone who disagrees with you must be illogical? You say 'certain psychologists' agree. Does that mean the other psychologists are illogical? Is that really what you're saying? Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 09:06:31 (EDT)
From: Petrou Email: None To: Jim Subject: Water into WHINE Message: As John Cleese once said:O dear o dear o DEAR. Ever heard of Carl Jung?One of the greatest and most influential psychologists to have ever lived? Remember him? You know Sigmund Freud's star pupil who broke with Siggy over this same eternal argument? Carl Bloody Jung who realised that man did have a soul after all and that Siggy may,just MAY,have missed the 'bleeding obvious'(to quote JC again ie John Cleese) Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 10:39:56 (EDT)
From: VP Email: None To: Petrou Subject: Water into WHINE Message: Sorry, Petrou. One post by Jim saying that all masters are phoney doesn't constitute 'the majority of the people here.' Mickey the Pharisee is a priest, gumby is a christian, and David and others here (myself included) believe in God. A lot of people here have spiritual hope. Nice try though, VP Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 17:43:23 (EDT)
From: impartial observer Email: None To: Petrou Subject: Water into WHINE Message: It is obvious to any impartial observer that people who put down all spiritual wisdom are merely embittered and hence not logical at all. This is a very interesting point you make, Petrou. You seem to be saying that: (a): One must be illogical to put down all 'spiritual wisdom'. (b): Being illogical is a function of embitterment. Could you perhaps disembitter me here, and suggest which if any particular nuggets of spiritual wisdom are obviously essential to the logical mind? - and whether some kinds of spiritual wisdom are possibly less wise, and thereby less logical? These are important questions, and I am sure many here would be very grateful for some well-reasoned answers. Thank-you. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 09:01:18 (EDT)
From: Petrou Email: None To: impartial observer Subject: Water into WHINE Message: Yeah sure.Try the principles of Love,Peace and Forgiveness. No decent religion goes anywhere without some of this . Isn't the truth simple? Gee!! Just like GMJ said.Wow. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 11:27:32 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: Petrou Subject: Petrou's easter egg hunt Message: Petrou, You're missing the clues that even get you going on this Easter egg hunt. Do you actually think that Jung is accepted worldwide as knowing what he was talking about? Of course not. These are live issues, Petrou,not settled ones. So I think 'spiritualty's bunk? So what? I'm not the only atheist you've ever met, am I? If you want to argue, argue. Where's your proof that 'spirituality' is real? (And please, don't strain yourself to invoke some 'authority' unless you've got a direct quote form God himself. 'Scriptures', by the way, won't cut it.) Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 12:06:20 (EDT)
From: Scott T. Email: None To: Jim Subject: Water into soup. Message: Jim: Personally, I think spirituality's real because I popped out of my body in 1969 and it rattled the shit out of me for the next ten years. Was this a trick in perception? I could be staring at a keyhole and making an argument that because there IS a keyhole there must be something on the other side of the door. Then you could argue, 'No, it's just a keyhole. Doesn't prove anything. Besides, what makes you think that even if there is something on the other side that it's qualitatively different from what's on this side? The keyhole's the same as every other keyhole. It's just another room on the other side. It's just neurons firing. (Sorry to mix metaphores.) You can't prove there's anything more than a keyhole (neural network).' Yep, you're right. I can't prove it. I can only prove that I'm committed to it. I could be an idiot. End of argument. -Scott Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 12:18:45 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: Scott T. Subject: Soup into Oxo Message: No Scott, it's not the end of the argument. Your evidence is a little conclusory, wouldn't you say? If you 'popped out of [your] body', where'd you go? Possibly nowhere? Possibly on a surprise tour of Scott's brain? Your 'keyhole' argument misses the mark, too, doesn't it? After all, I wouldn't be arguing that you wre looking AT, lt alone THROUGH, a 'keyhole'. I'd be questioning why you were squinting at something and 'what might that something be?' 'Keyhole' gives it all away, implying the validity of the 'door', something on the other side of it (i.e. another room or the 'great outdoors') and, of course, implying design (although, I'm sure the GREAT DAWKINS, who is never wrong could offer a few 'designoid' examples of 'keys' and 'keyholes' naturally selected). Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 12:59:55 (EDT)
From: Scott T. Email: None To: Jim Subject: Oxo into Soup Message: Jim: No Scott, it's not the end of the argument. Your evidence is a little conclusory, wouldn't you say? If you 'popped out of [your] body', where'd you go? Possibly nowhere? Possibly on a surprise tour of Scott's brain? Forget the keyhole. I'll grant that it could have evolved. I don't think I took a surprise tour of my brain, because I can't imagine my brain looking like that. Can't imagine my brain feeling like that. Doesn't prove anything of course. Maybe I've a bad imagination. If I was inside my brain doing all that stuff, then the brain's not what you say it is. Chomp on that... I daresay you could not construct a machine that would reconstruct my subjective experience, no matter how complex, so you would have to challenge the 'reality' of that experience. (It's a little bit like being thrown out of an airplane, into a sea/sky of light and energy.) If I could give you that experience then the specifications would be even tougher for you. On the other hand, if you, or I, or both of us could construct it, or show how it could evolve, and what it was really like, we could share the Nobel (provided, of course, the committee could be assured we wouldn't get drunk and create a scene at the ceremony.) -Scott Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 13:16:11 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: Scott T. Subject: Soup on the floor Message: Your own argument against yourself is good enough for me. 'Bad' or deficient imagination. At ehe end of the day, when we know what you REALLY experienced (it's a long day), I'm more inclined to think we'll be going: Wow, what a surprise to learn that the brain is capable of all that! than: See, there really is a tinkerbell! Why? We already know the brain exists and is astounding. We already know the imagination is compelling and powerful. We already have some pretty persuasive theories (to me, anyway) that we've developed a strong propensity to see design, intelligence and just simply faces here there and everywhere. Besides, Dawkins says so. End of argument. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 15:39:10 (EDT)
From: Scott T. Email: None To: Jim Subject: Off the floor.. up up and away Message: Well, but Jim... I really don't think the brain is capable of all that. And I can demonstrate that my imagination's at least as good as yours. Let me put it another way, if the brain is that capable then I'm still in it. Now... there's a thought. I wonder why I can't get a date with Sigourney Weaver? Self-policing probably. Guess everything has an explanation, you're right. Maybe I'll ask her again, now that you've helped me figure it out. -Scott Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 16:00:29 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: Scott T. Subject: Off the floor.. up up and away Message: Scott, I'm not sure I follow your first point so I'll accept that as a concession and we can move on. As any good premie -- current or former -- can tell you, it's not the facts, it's not the words, it's not good acts, why that's absurd!, it's just the way you open up your mouth and give in to it and let the lord not get too bored as you share what you intuit and alas the world's an ass because it won't just roll right over for the man who offers hope to those prepared to buckle under and rejoice their lucky choice when all the rest are simply trying Maharaji doesn't try He's too good at simply lying Sorry, it's Easter. Sigourny Weaver. Glad you brought her up. You ARE Sigourny Weaver in a way, Scott. End of argument. Let the Debate begin! Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 16:41:27 (EDT)
From: Scott T. Email: None To: Jim Subject: Off the floor.. up up and away Message: Jim: How do you mean, I am Siggy, in a way? Here, I've been trying to reach her on the phone for the last half hour, and... now I know why I couldn't get through! It's all so clear! BholeshrisatgurudevmaharajkiJim! -Scott Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 16:44:15 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: Scott T. Subject: Off the floor.. up up and away Message: Now THAT's funny! Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sun, Apr 12, 1998 at 09:41:19 (EDT)
From: Petrou Email: None To: Jim Subject: Soup on the floor Message: If any experience is repeatable under the same conditions or 'ingredients' then it falls under the banner of science. ERGO:Empirical logic. Now,under conditions described by GMJ it was possible for me to rarely duplicate experiences.There was certainly no push button effect BUT as this too was predicted by GMJ it too falls under the category of planned repeatability.ie it just edges into science. Certain South American natives found a way to get out of the body at will by using plants(even petunias!) so this too warrants serious consideration by science.Casual out of the body experiences add to this particular area as POSSIBLY genuine clairvoyant experience.Its all part of neglected areas of research. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sun, Apr 12, 1998 at 13:40:46 (EDT)
From: Scott T. Email: None To: Petrou Subject: Soup on the floor Message: Petrou: You can study the 'effects' of internal states, but not the states themselves. There may be differing explanations for the external effects. This includes data such as 'testimony' etc. What is more relevant in the social sciences is the concept of an 'ideal type' that explains behavior in rational terms across time and in different cultural contexts. So far, the only thing that meets this criterion is 'individualism.' Spirituality is so diverse that it can't yet be identified as an ideal type. 'Protestantism' strains toward being an ideal type though. At any rate, it does not, and never will, attain the same level of scientific certainty as physics. How could it? Peope make choices. -Scott Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sun, Apr 12, 1998 at 09:31:49 (EDT)
From: Petrou Email: None To: Jim Subject: Petrou's easter egg hunt Message: I meant that eminent psychologists CAN believe in the spiritual too.Spirituality IS bunk if it doesn't produce a real manifestation. If eminent scientists CAN believe in the spiritual we should at least be agnostics otherwise we run a terrible risk of putting our little opinion above that of more learned individuals.ie its not very scientific to dismiss the research of others out of hand.True scientific investigation borrows from all the sciences and excludes none.By that I mean it is a fifteenth century notion that each science is mutually exclusive.Modern thought always meshes with all the areas of learning. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sun, Apr 12, 1998 at 15:22:30 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: Petrou Subject: Petrou's easter egg hunt Message: Petrou, You REALLY like to let other people do your thinking for you, don't you? Wow, 'eminent psychologists' huh? What about all those OTHER eminent psychologists who DON'T believe in spirituality? And what about plain, old you and mme, who supposedly can do a little thinking for ourselves? Besides, since when does psychology offer any proof of God? Petrou, your unquestioned assumptions serioulsy belie your claim that you are a 'student' of anything. Where's the critical eye, the subtle discrimination? All I see is a grab-bag of unresolved snathces of faith and confusion. Get sharp, Petrou. Deal with the facts and then, if you must, try to make your argument transcending them. That's a pretty hard sell, at least on this page, but at least that's what you've got to do if you wnat to get anywhere. More specifically, before I forget, you seem to question the validity of Maharaji's doomsday satsangs. Is that right? Are you questioning them? I say I've got them right here in some old DLM/Elan Vital publications. Are you calling me a liar? Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 18:32:26 (EDT)
From: Vacol Email: None To: Petrou Subject: Water into WHINE Message: There is a flavour of anti-non-trusting -spiritual teachers here, I feel. My brother in law got out of the Hari-Krishnas after 15 years and now is down on most spiritual things.....although he tries to compensate in other ways......new authorities. There is a fundamental issue in all of this ....very personal and delicate . Perhaps I can frame it as a question. Do I really, really, experience and therefore understand the core of my self? beyond ideas, beyond conditioning, just the so subtle yet so powerful energy of the life -consciousness that I am? If not then all this debating has no point , save some secondary exercise. If so, then we can afford to express about whatever in our own personally unique ways. The issue has to go beyond how we use words. The term 'spiritual' I happen to feel comfortable with , and the fact that there have been so many great 'spiritual' souls who's paths have crossed my own , including my wife , has been immeasurably a key factor in enriching my life. So be it! Each to our own! Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 00:10:46 (EDT)
From: bill Email: None To: Vacol Subject: interesting subject ,Vacol. Message: Vacol, Hello, would you please read the post I wrote to Mili above in mili's thread that is titled 'grand Opening'. I think your post brought up a very interesting point and maybe you would read the post I wrote him and let me know your opinion. Thanks, bill Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 00:15:32 (EDT)
From: bill Email: . To: Petrou Subject: Water drops and the ocean Message: Hello Petrou, Would you consider reading a post I wrote Mili in his thread titled 'grand opening'? I would like to hear your opinion and your post here is interesting in the subject that it brings up. Sooo, meet you up in that thread! thanks, bill. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 08:43:58 (EDT)
From: Brian Email: brian@ex-premie.org To: Everyone Subject: Kanguru Corrections Message: Bruce has pointed out perceived errors in the article quoted on the 'Kanguru Hop' page on this site. In the interest of all concerned I'm willing to add a page that will correct the apparent errors. The page must include: Pictures of the 'Conference Center' at Amaroo. I need photos of the accomodations used by conference attendees, dining areas, main conference rooms, bathrooms, shower facilities, perhaps some shots of the lobby area, some views of the grounds. If there is a security hut at the entrance that would be a nice feature also. I'll also require a short note from Maharaji thanking the contributing premies for their efforts in developing his property. I'm sure that cities around the world will study the new page showcasing the Conference Center in the hope of attracting conferences to their own corners of the world. It will probably serve as a new model of the modern state-of-the-art complex, and I would be honored to unveil it here - the home of propagation. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 18:10:30 (EDT)
From: Selena Email: None To: Brian Subject: Kanguru Corrections Message: Brian Did you know they don't allow photos to be taken at events? I suspect Amaroo would be the same. Makes you wonder why doesn't it? Of course no one quesitons at the time. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 18:59:46 (EDT)
From: CD Email: None To: Selena Subject: Amaroo isn't a secret Message: >Did you know they don't allow photos to be taken at events? I don't think they want people running around snapping flash bulbs during the events and they aren't much into reporters. I do have a video of Amaroo from a couple years back. It shows a nice happening going on at the place and lots of stuff like people wandering around the land and the giant kitchen and other stuff. It has a great opening and has lots of the sounds of animals that live in the area - unusual bird sounds and other stuff. I have seen quite a few recent photos of the land and the work going on to build up the camping and other facilities at the site. Its not really a big secret unless that is what you want to believe. CD Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 00:21:25 (EDT)
From: bill Email: None To: CD Subject: Amaroo-I love camping Message: Hello there CD, would you look at my post to MIlI in his grand opening thread? It's not that its flawless or anything but the subject is something I am interested in hearing your view on. Alittle different subject. thanks, bill. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 17:53:47 (EDT)
From: Brian Email: brian@ex-premie.org To: Selena Subject: Kanguru Corrections Message: It doesn't surprise me that Maharaji doesn't want pictures taken of his cult camp that aren't approved - and available to purchase on video. It also doesn't surprise me that CD would paint such a pretty crayon picture of Smore City with lots of stuff like people wandering around the land and the giant kitchen and other stuff. It's certainly not what I would call a Conference Center. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 07:19:59 (EDT)
From: brian Email: None To: Everyone Subject: Easter Quiz Message: OK Question 1 Why didn't Brian deny the charges? Question2 Who betrayed Brian? Question3 With what is the road to Hell paved? Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 07:53:29 (EDT)
From: Brian Email: brian@ex-premie.org To: brian Subject: You're babbling, Bruce Message: Question 1 Why didn't Brian deny the charges? Question2 Who betrayed Brian? Question3 With what is the road to Hell paved? Do these questions refer to anything in particular, or are you just caught up in your own good intentions? Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 23:58:46 (EDT)
From: brian Email: None To: everyone Subject: What! Too hard Message: Common guys and girls! Questions to hard or what? I would have thought it quite relevant to the forum especially at this time of year. Perhaps I'm being too obtuse. HINT. 'life of Brian' get it? Brian, the name coincidence is incidental. Why have you all got Bruce on the brain anyway? From my reading of the posts lately, I'd don't think its Bruce that doing the babbling! brian(the great brain) Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 00:05:32 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: brian Subject: NEVER criticize Ex's! Message: Brian, It IS Bruce doing the babbling. We Ex's are, in CD's terminolgy, moving forward. Listen, Brainiac, I still don't know what you're talking about. Okay, I'll try again. Oh, I get it. It's about 'Life of Brian' right? Yeah, I know, I'm good at these. But Brian, I'd have to rent it again to answer your queries. Jim Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 06:11:44 (EDT)
From: brian Email: None To: Jim Subject: NEVER criticize Ex's! Message: Jim, The questions aren't that difficult . What's the problem? Don't want to face it? BRIAN Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 11:20:46 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: brian Subject: NEVER criticize Ex's! Message: Brian, Oh you are a clever one with your evil 'questions' as you call them in your petty, boxed up little earth language. But there is another language, Brian. If only you could stop projecting all your negativity onto the large, white expanse of Maharaji's backside, you'd ahve the strength to see tah really what you're doing is rambling on and on and on,liekme, like you, like we are all the ame and different....see? I can talk too? ... and who says Mahraji's avoiding things? I',m not avoiding things am I? I mean, I'm talking away just like you are, so what makes you think you're so good and open-minded when, after all, it's not an open mind we need but an open mouth that just keeps on going. This is now the thrid time you've bothered me with your angry little questions and yes, I said I'd answer them but just becuase I haven't you've gotten vey mean, accusing me of not ansering your questions when all I've done is talk on and you might be right, you might be wrong. Can we flip on it or something? No, I don't really care, that is, I care but not in any way you OR I would ever understand, not with the part of the brain that you keep calling for dinner when I know it's your hear thtat's hungry. Now, if that doesn't answer your question, please don't lose patience because I wasn't really there and I don't want to know wht really happened besides they're all facts anyway, so why bother? You see, Maharaji NEVER said it was easy and answering your question would, in a way, BE easy and, like I said, he didn't say it so that can't be it. So, I hope that answered your question. Let the debate begin! Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 20:44:45 (EDT)
From: brian Email: None To: Everyone Subject: Jim's lost the plot Message: So it looks like Jim's finally cracked. Can anyone make sense of his babble? What's so hard about these questions? C'mon Scott, I'm sure you'd have a bit of an idea. Have I touched a nerve or something? Easter will be over soon, and I'll be off. There, there Jim, your condition is only temporary, I'm sure! brian Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sun, Apr 12, 1998 at 00:06:09 (EDT)
From: Scott T. Email: None To: brian Subject: Jim's lost the plot Message: Brian: The only part of your life that I remember, and it wasn't really your life, was when it looked like Mary was going to give the Kid a whack just before she went off camera. Beyond that, I can't even recall the plot. I remember the phrase 'You can tell he's a King because he doesn't have shit all over him.' But I'm not even sure that was from Life of Brian. In fact, it was from the Holy Grail movie. So I'm all mixed up. Sorry. -Scott Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 04:29:55 (EDT)
From: Bruce Email: None To: MrEX Subject: MrEX MrEX Message: Dear Mr EX, Why do you say to me, like its a fact, that < You too are ashamed, like most of my premie friends I still have.> when you don't know me from Adam, and I can assure you that I have never been in the least bit ashamed about anything to do with M. Like all of the premie friends I still have. Are YOU so ashamed that you imagine all other premies must be too? Maybe you need to get some help with that . OH yes the god thing. I was honest in saying to Mirabai that I'd never heard him say that he was god. Icould definitely recall him answering a question way back with with something like 'I am not god, my knowledge is god' I understand god to be a presence, something non physical. I could sense, from the beginning that M. was a sort of channel for this presence. His physical body was and is not god. Saying I am god is Not the same as saying Guru Maharaji is god. either Anyway, the words are not the issue. We are talking about an awareness here. For me ,the experience has always been the yardstick by which Ive measured this whole thing. I have no doubts about this. Understanding M.is in the realm of the heart, not the mind This does not mean I don't think about it.. Bruce Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 10:30:57 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: Bruce Subject: Bruce, get real already Message: Bruce, What's wrong with you? You keep going on about how you never heard Maharaji say he was god. Who cares what you heard? The question is waht did he say, isn't it? Anyway, you've got all those quotes which you can't possibly squirm around. Give it up, Bruce, you're starting to look like a very idiotic religious zealot. Oh yeah (yawn!), in case you weren't sure: 1)Who is Guru? The highest manifestation of God is Guru. So when Guru is here, God is here, to whom will you give your devotion? 2)Guru Maharj Ji knows all. Guru Maharaji is Brahma (creator). Guru Maharaji is Vishnu (Operator). Guru Maharjai is Shiva (Destoryer of illusion and ego). And above all, Guru Mahraji is the Supremest Lord in person before us. 3)I have come so powerful. I have come for the world. Whenever the great come,the worldly oppose them. Again I have come and you are not listening. Every ear should hear that the saviour of humanity has come. There should be no chance for anyone to say that they haven't heard of Guru Maharaj Ji. Those who have come to me are already saved. Now its your duty to save others. Shout it on the streets. Why be shy? Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 04:24:50 (EDT)
From: Mirabai Email: None To: Everyone Subject: To Jim Message: Jim I read your last message but I have not been able to find it and can only remember certain aspects to it. I am not trying to make a strength out of the fact that I enjoy the teachings of many teachers...Whatever encourages,inspires an individual to go within and be a sincere seeker of wisdom and truth...I'm all for it. I was just trying to say that putting ones eggs into anyones basket is destructive....The bottom line is that one has to trust in ones own experience...You seemed to convey from memory that no teachers have much use to anyone....Look, I'll drink the words of wisdom wherever I find them,I don't care who it is...Because in the end,I am left to my own inner beingness and that is what is most important to anyone who is a genuine seeker of TRUTH. If the people here are right in saying that Maharaji really is a self-seeking selfish,misguided soul, I have to say that fundamentally this changes very little for me on the inside. I, personally don't desperately cling to the image of a perfect master and it's always been simple for me where it most matters. I will not possessively cling to my feeling and perception that Maharaji is all the positive things I have thought him to be. I openly admit that having found this site,I will allow myself to be challenged in a very radical way..I am questioning M in ways that I have not done previously and this is a dynamic process which I find very creative........ Mirabai Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 08:47:06 (EDT)
From: Petrou Email: None To: Mirabai Subject: To Jim Message: Its good to see someone on this link that isn't embittered to all spiritual wisdom.You will find Mirabai that the people here usually dislike all spiritual things and not only GMJ.This is actually a backhanded compliment to GMJ because if they bag everyrthing then they are into bagging for its own sake.Its a cosmic whine. They turn spiritial water into whine. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 10:37:55 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: Petrou Subject: Change your battery, Bruce Message: Bruce, You're being a bit if a goof with that stupid argument you keep waving around like a retarded dog proudly showing off some fake trophy. Some ex's are quite spiritual. Some, like me, think all spirituality's bunk. So? Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 09:11:48 (EDT)
From: Petrou Email: None To: Jim Subject: Change your battery, Bruce Message: Well I'm glad to hear that at least some exers are 'spiritual'.They must be closet spirituals. I loved your colourful adjectives,something about a dead dog's vomit or something.WOW.Impressive. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 11:44:51 (EDT)
From: Scott T. Email: None To: Petrou Subject: It's spelled W-I-N Message: You will find Mirabai that the people here usually dislike all spiritual things and not only GMJ.This is actually a backhanded compliment to GMJ because if they bag everyrthing then they are into bagging for its own sake.Its a cosmic whine. Frankly Petrou I can hardly believe you said this. Do you not care about the impression you make regarding your veracity? Even Mirabai can tell by looking briefly at the archives that there are some very spiritually committed people in the ex-premie community. I'm not so much outraged by the statement as puzzled. You seem to verify my opinion that premies invest no effort in actual research. I, myself, am trying to achieve a balance between rationality and spirituality, but the consequence is that I have some standards regarding the latter. You seem to imply that 'spirituality' demands abandonment of all standards. I don't call that spirituality. I call that 'wishful thinking.' -Scott Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 10:34:55 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: Mirabai Subject: To Jim Message: Mirabai, Think about this for a sec. Maharaji himself made it extremely clear to anyone who'd listen that the program was all about trusting him without reservation. So what you're saying basically is that, on the most fundamental level, he was wrong, dangerous and not to be listened to. I agree. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 10:39:30 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: Jim Subject: I meant 'Petrou' Message: Sorry, You guys all start to sound the same to me after a while. I guess you can see why, huh? Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 00:26:37 (EDT)
From: bill Email: None To: Mirabai Subject: to mirabai Message: Mirabai, would you consider reading and commenting on a post up above in the thread titled grand opening? It is one I wrote to MILI. I would rewrite it alittle bit at this point but the gist is there on one certain subject that I would like your opinion on. thanks, bill. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 03:12:57 (EDT)
From: Mirabai Email: None To: Everyone Subject: To Scott T Message: Scott T Sorry about the incorrect spelling of your name. Well for me ,my path is fairly simple essentially. Truth,divinity, the timeless within is something to be experienced inwardly and not coloured by other peoples projections and ideas on the subject. I am fascinated by the extreme criticisms that I have heard on this site and am more than willing to listen to these points of view and to realize that people have experienced things that I havn't. Within myself there is no philosophy to hold onto from any teacher because all words are pretty useless compared to the simple reality that is...Sorry if I am not responding directly to the content of your last message. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 11:54:50 (EDT)
From: Scott T. Email: None To: Mirabai Subject: To Scott T - no problem Message: Mirabai: No problem. I wasn't expecting a comment regarding content. I just wanted to make the point that Maharaji suffers by comparison with a number of prominent 'teachers.' Even that's not written in stone. You are welcome to make similar comparisons, and come to whatever conclusions are warranted. -Scott Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 01:02:49 (EDT)
From: Bruce Email: phoenix@b024.aone.net.au To: Everyone Subject: Hi Mirabai! exprems don't open Message: Dear Mirabai, I enjoy reading your posts. Keep it up while you enjoy it.! Like you, I am new to this forum. Actually I only posted in the beginning because I have a specific issue to take up with the authors of ex-premie.org. namely about the kanguru article on their site. As you have probably noticed, the handful of regular ex's who post (an indication of how small their numbers really are), will implement their strategies to discourage you posting when they realize that you aren't going to buy the negativity. I see you were in Australia last year. Great wasn' it!!? I've had a lot of close up encounters with M, over a long period of time, and like most people , have found this to be an incredibly enriching experience. Certainly, it can also be an extremely confronting situation, especially when I've brought my concepts of how a master should behave along with me! If you'd like some more details about this, let me know. I may not be willing to share them on the net though, as I value my privacy and respect that of others, especially M's. Bruce. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 02:35:41 (EDT)
From: bill Email: None To: Brucie Subject: Who isn't open Message: You know, bruce lee, whomever, Your point about that being around prem rawat can be extremely confronting expecially when I have ideas on how he should behave is EXACTLY what I woke up thinking about here in the middle of the night. Do you know WHY it is extremely confronting? I do. Do you know that in 85 prem rawat(maharaji) said that he was now going to try to spread this breath business in a way that was different and to try it in a way that had never been done before. Now after his moms death and other things happening in his life he would like to imagine a pheonix type emergence from the ashes of his previous years. Haveing people still giving him money and thier attention and time and work is giving him hopes of pulling off this pheonix type fresh start. I would imagine that effort would include coming to this web site to try to make excuses for his behaviours. Unfortunately for his wishes for this fresh start is that the old man has not completely burned away. And just because he has cried does not bring about the magical transformation that makes a new man. So the pheonix is stalled at the starting gate. In fact the pheonix is not born yet. The 'old' bird is still there, only instead of burning away, it is fossilizing in it's old understandings and is therefore dooming any chances of the new bird being born. The unfolding of a 'global knowledge revealer' role planetwide is not an opportunity for any joe blow to come along with limited understanding of life, and a _____________________ __________________________________, well, let me not spill all the beans here. Point is, prem rawat is trying to proceed while hobbled with misperceptions of life. His basic underpinnings are flawed and he refuses to put them to the torch. He talks about destruction and new construction but it is not something that has happened completely enough to him. He wants a new addition. That's a grave mistake. He rebuilds his malibu house but he leaves his own house fundamentally untouched. WE are here. We have his history. Either he undergoes the full transformation or he destroys himself. In vain. No Compromises buddy. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 03:09:59 (EDT)
From: bb Email: None To: pr Subject: circle of bricks Message: circle of bricks. A guy rebuilt his house but used the same curved bricks again. The house was the same square footage and again a circle house. Big surprise. Same deal here. Circle of bricks, with maybe an addition tacked on. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 09:05:31 (EDT)
From: Petrou Email: None To: bill Subject: Who isn't open Message: Let me guess:you dislike all religions and spiritual wisdom. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 03:31:08 (EDT)
From: David de Brie Email: djulian@cix.compulink.co.uk To: Bruce Subject: Hi Mirabai! exprems don't open Message: Will what you have written about Maharaji impress Joe Blow who works at the paint factory? No I'm afraid that what you write will only impress other premies and not the vast sea of humanity full of ordinary people. That is cultish behaviour in my book. WHat message have the devotees of God for the ordinary people? I'm afraid they're not going to buy it. Like Mirabai, I wouldn't like to put a label on myself. Human, that's all. In this world do you really think that Mr Maharaji can do something other than create the divisions that are so apparent on this forum? Do you really think that Joe Blow will buy it? Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 09:02:18 (EDT)
From: Petrou Email: None To: Bruce Subject: Hi Mirabai! exprems don't open Message: Great to hear from you.Lets take over this site some with some positivity.Aren't they all a bunch of whining grannies? Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 13:25:46 (EDT)
From: JW Email: None To: Bruce Subject: Hi Mirabai! exprems don't open Message: Bruce, since you disagreed with the content of the kanguru article, did you write a letter to the editor correcting their errors? If so, did the newspaper print your letter and/or respond to it? If so, I woudl be happy to suggest to Brian that he put it on the website following the article. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 22:02:52 (EDT)
From: Bruce Email: None To: JW Subject: Hi Mirabai! exprems don't open Message: JW, Thanks for a reasonable response. Yes, many people did write to the paper. Obviously, I don't know how many .One letter was published, and I will send it when I can get hold of it. Do you honestly think Brian's proposal is something we would want? I assume it is sarcasm. I can do without this. Bruce Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 15:50:26 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: Bruce Subject: Brucie, Brucie, Brucie Message: What are we going to do with you, Bruce? Your posts are so funny. I wish my cat could read, he's been looking so serious recently. I wish I even HAD a cat for that matter. Bruce, you say you like Mirabai's posts but where exactly is your common ground? Do you agree with her that Maharaji just MAY be unjustifiably avoiding his critics? Do you agree that Maharaji just MAY have exalted in a very fraudulent 'ministry'? No, I know, Mirabai's still voting Tory but, Bruce, she's been meeting with the independents! By the way, dear brother, do you think Maharaji has a right to the same level of privacy as your mother for instance? Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 18:22:42 (EDT)
From: Selena Email: None To: Everyone Subject: Hi Mirabai! exprems Message: I have been around here since January, and I thought I'd give some explanation as to why I don't engage in conversations with premies. Mainly it's too easy, if you know what I mean :) Also, that's not why I am here. I am here and have been here because I found the url, and it read EX premies. I have found a lot of help in thinking clearly for the first time in years about all this. I know they don't have a site, and all is fair and we need to be equitable but I am not interested. I have heard itall, over and over. There are times when I wish the site was closed so that I could share my conflict at having lost my religion in more detail. Sometimes when I am about to, I stop because I can almost see the smirks. If that is interpreted as not being open, I really don't care. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 21:28:02 (EDT)
From: bill Email: zfgiluk To: Selena Subject: Hi Mirabai! exprems Message: forget them and talk to us Selena. We are here for you. We can relate. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 22:20:49 (EDT)
From: John K. Email: None To: Selena Subject: To Selena Message: Yeah Selena, I feel the same way you do. Sometimes I think that this guru business is a very serious addiction. We need a safe place free from comments from the addicted. It's similar to drinkers interrupting an AA meeting with talk about how wonderful it is to get drunk. Well, not really, but sort of. I left so many years ago that there is no possibility of me going back, oops better knock on wood...damn there's only particle board around here. But hey, don't let the premies stop you from posting. It's so simple to just not read their responses. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 19:19:42 (EDT)
From: Still Crazy Email: None To: Bruce Subject: Hi Mirabai! exprems don't open Message: I've had a lot of close up encounters with M, over a long period of time, and like most people , have found this to be an incredibly enriching experience. Certainly, it can also be an extremely confronting situation, especially when I've brought my concepts of how a master should behave along with me! One of the things that got me started thinking about what I was doing following Maharaji was when someone on these forums asked, 'Should there be one set of morality for Maharaji and a different set for everybody else?' I found pondering this question to be extrememly valuable. -Still Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 00:59:01 (EDT)
From: Vacol Email: None To: Everyone Subject: Response to so much. Message: There has been so much communicated to me which I am truly appreciative of. So to all of you please be patient . I shall try to address everything in due course. It is powerful stuff. Also I am having difficulties, in getting messages into the index. They often get delayed (from the screen ) for hours , as with current responses. I am also reading through a 1975 edition of the 'Divine Times' try and get a bit more of a retrospective. Regards to all, Vacol. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 12:09:47 (EDT)
From: Scott T. Email: None To: Vacol Subject: Posting from the far antipodes Message: Also I am having difficulties, in getting messages into the index. They often get delayed (from the screen ) for hours , as with current responses. There are a few others having similar problems. My impression as that they are all posting from Australia, but perhaps we should do a survey to triangulate the problem? -Scott Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Thurs, Apr 09, 1998 at 23:55:46 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: Everyone Subject: To Mirabai Message: Mirabai, Thanks a lot for your sincere, obviously well-intended thoughts below ('To Jim and everyone'). But I've got to tell you, I don't think strength is a function of spreading one's devotion around to several masters. I think the master thing itself is a superstitious antiquity and nothing more. If you're interested in where I'm coming from I'd like to turn you on to a field and a book. The field is evolutionary psychology adn if you do a net search for it you'll find, among others, Richard Dawkins. I think he and others in the area have found a way of taking the human pulse that's better than any other I've yet encountered. There's fuzziness around the margins to a lot of the theory but the core is, for me beyond dispute. Our psychological self is a function of natural selection and the 'spiritual guides' know nothing of this. Indeed, the thoery says more about them than they'd ever imagine. Check it out. The other is a book called 'The Guru Papers' by Joel Kramer and ... can't remember her name, If only I'd had their perspective years ago. Mirabai, there's one hell of a shell game going on out there, always has been. Maharaji is indeed a fraud but, you know what? They ALL are. They're all faking it at best, primping and posturing. My views anyway. Jim Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 12:17:43 (EDT)
From: Scott T. Email: None To: Jim Subject: Dawkins as guru Message: Jim, et al: I think Dawkins has made an important contribution, and I agree that the chief criticisms are 'around the margins.' However, the margins can be very important. By the way, 'fuzziness' is a lack of completeness, and to be expected in any significant advance. Just want to keep that 'halo' minimized. -Scott Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Thurs, Apr 09, 1998 at 23:54:12 (EDT)
From: Vacol Email: None To: Everyone Subject: My Testimony..9..continued. Message: Much has been said and alluded to about M's mesmeric quality.....his charismatic personality.....and I have certainly been deeply affected by this at times. It has been suggested that this is a part of his 'stage' self-persona....and that he is quite different off stage. The same things were said about Krishnamurti by some critics. But in all these types of observations , I feel one very vital issue tends to get overlooked. An aspect of human psychology that seems almost universal. That of projection and transference. It is the psychological norm to project our desires and wishful thinking onto the beloved or 'savior'. Most therapists experience this . So M has been the recepient of this.....he has for many been a super-father(psychologically) ; the father one never had, who really cares, really loves unconditionally, who is wise and trustworthy. For others, M was perceived through the projected images as a God, a Spiritual Messiah that was so deeply desired, to inspire and guide, to lead one to salvation, to liberate one from suffering and uncertainty. Projection is uneviatable. To loosen the dependicies on the projections one must learn to introject them...... which is to own those qualities that one is projecting , especially if they are archetypal(primary) ones . This is a complex subject, for instance , it all depends on how un-integrated and unconscious the individual psyche is. In Jungian terms, this process of introjection is a major part of what he named the individuation process. It should be noted that as with positive projections , so with negative ones. As soon as the receiver of the positive projections steps out of line , does not behave in a way that accords with the images one has projected, watch out!!This is the love-hate ambivalance of the shadow-land. When many people get together and project simular images, one gets a collective projection , sometimes of great power. In all of this I ask, does M simply understand this and allow it to play itself out? Is he acutely conscious of what happens about him? Is M WANTING TO HELP THOSE WHO PROJECT ONTO HIM TO INTROJECT AND DISCOVER THEIR OWN SOURCE OF INNER POWER? Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 01:32:04 (EDT)
From: JW Email: None To: Vacol Subject: My Testimony..9..continued. Message: Vacol, your post is very interesting and I think the whole ideal of projection when it comes to Maharaji is very true. However, I think there is more going on than that. For instance, you mentioned that as soon as the object of the projection steps out of line with the projection, that the opposite sort of projection can occur. I think with Maharaji, the fact that most premies don't see him do much of anything but perform at programs and in videos minimizes this even happening. But if it does, other mechanisms were going on with Maharaji that would tend to mitigate that. This would include the whole idea of 'faith,' feeling that dissonant information should be discounted or ignored, and the earlier 'never leave room for doubt in your mind' which was a commandment of Maharaji when I was a premie. So, even if you get some information of or about Maharaji that would tend to blow your concept of him, because objective analysis of M is discouraged and because devotees doubt their own value judgments about him (they don't want to be 'in their minds' or maybe now 'lacking in understanding' of feel the guilt that comes from thinking critically of M) it's hard for any contrary information to be processed in one's view of Maharaji. When I left the cult in 1983, it was out of a simple need to survive. I felt I was suffocating. It wasn't because I discovered that Maharaji was a charlatan, or that he was materially greedy, or he had a drinking problem, I knew all that and it didn't affect me. I just blamed myself, and I said 'I cannot do this anymore, and if I continue, I'm going to die.' That may sound dramatic, but that's the way it felt. It wasn't until a few months later when I met with a therapist who was familiar with working with people leaving cults that things started to happen . He said to me somthing like: 'What Guru Maharaj Ji preaches is so simplistic it's ridiculous. Plus,'do you have any evidence he knows about or cares about YOU?' and 'There is some evidence that he has some sadistic tendencies.' I found myself arguing with him. Now, I had LEFT the cult, but here I was DEFENDING Maharaji to this guy. Anyway, it didn't matter so much WHAT he said; something just cracked; it was the first time in my life that I ALLOWED myself to LOOK at Maharaji objectively. I simply wasn't capable of doing it before. It's hard to explain, but it was a MAJOR breakthrough for me. I just didn't realize how thoroughly programmed I was, and how I had NO IDEA that I WAS programmed. It's just so insidious. Then all the cracks started forming and it all started falling apart and I started to feel free. Actually I started to FEEL, which was something I hadn't done for quite some time as a premie, and yet, if you had asked me, I would have told you I was VERY happy being a premie. Hope this makes sense. I enjoy your posts. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 07:15:49 (EDT)
From: Vacol Email: None To: JW Subject: My Testimony..9..continued. Message: I enjoy your posts too. That's interesting . What you are suggesting is that the normal projection-counter-projection type process is being stifled.....yes I can see that. Hmmmmm. I need to look at all of this from many angles. I would just love Maharaji to have whatever inner fortitude it takes to involve himself in a debate like this....to not feel that it is beneath him. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 07:12:53 (EDT)
From: Anon Email: None To: Vacol Subject: My Testimony..9..continued. Message: Vacol, I think you have answered your own question 'Who is M' to some extent in your last post. Certainly a lot of premies were projecting ideas of M as Saviour, father figure and to some extent employer onto him. One only has to remember the names premies have called M (and his family ) over the years to see this. In the 70's premies often called M 'Dad' and Marolyn.'Mom'. Then in the 80's I started to hear him referred to as 'The Boss' etc. The words to Arti list all the many Hindu concepts of the persona of the Divine which we were also prone to projecting. I totally agree with you that when M deviates behaviourally from ones concept of him then disillusionment can set in. However he always has the perfect escape clause. He is beyond judgement as the Master and it is the pupil who is mistaken. This is a phenomena that goes right the way back through time as one can learn from reading the histories or Gospels of various Gurus and spiritual teachers. (I personally used to be a big fan of RamaKrishna's gospel) People like Mili evidently rely on this principal to deflect criticism back onto the critic. I personally smell a rat with that attitude. I also agree that it is surprising to many that he doesn't seem overly concerned to help dispell the 'collective projections' to which people subscribe, nor does he seem to want to concern himself particularly with peoples arrested develepment problems that seem certainly to be at least partially as a result of their involvment with him. He has stressed that if premies have psychological problems they should see a 'shrink'. What he seems to be saying is that his function is solely to teach Knowledge (whatever that is!) and that if people suffer adverse side effects from their own projections he denies responsibility and offers no advice or assistance further than to refer you to a 'shrink'. I have listened closely to M's addresses and he actually seems very dismissive and irritated by premies who complain. He is predisposed primarily to questions that relate directly to Knowledge and not much else, unless it is a joke or something. Critical premies just annoy him. They don't inspire him to reflect considerately on the solution to their problems. They are just a nuisance. They have dug their own graves and are climbing in. He has plenty of adoring premies anyway. Who needs to placate these few renegade idiots. It is they who have got the wrong end of the stick and behold! How they whine and wallow in their negativity! A clear example of the dreadful fate of those who lose the thread. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Thurs, Apr 09, 1998 at 23:07:02 (EDT)
From: Mirabai Email: None To: Everyone Subject: Scott T:do I make sense Message: To Scot Actually, I'm not sure exactly what you are trying to say. I have not read every thing here and am pretty new to this site. I feel that peoples references to Maharaji having a luxurious lifestyle is somewhat of a light debating point.Maharaji spends so much of his time in his aeroplanes that I don't feel to begrudge him some luxury.I'm not into or against material comforts. People have given him a lot of money it would seem without any pressure from him. Maybe some people are just jealous. And drinking alcohol is not something I'm against. Sorry,but I'm not really sure of the exact point you are trying to make. But I'll admit that I am skeptical of the way that people tend to interpret teachers actions and so on. Mirabai Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 00:41:05 (EDT)
From: David de Brie Email: David.Studio57@btinternet.com To: Mirabai Subject: Scott T:do I make sense Message: You make perfect sense to me Mirabai. You can only write from your own experience and if yours is different to other people's it is equally valid. I am interested in what your experience has been particularly since you have appeared to have received the knowledge much later than many people here. Remember, this is not an exclusively anti-Maharaji forum and you don't have to express extreme views to give a valuable contribution. You don't have to agree with the anti-Maharaji sentiment if you don't want to, or even express a view on it. Otherwise this forum becomes just another cult where dissadent views are not tolerated. So please don't feel inhibitted in expressing your thoughts and experiences. Incidentally, the cheese post is titled, 'The big cheese'. I don't have a copy of it here myself. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 08:45:18 (EDT)
From: Mirabai Email: None To: David de Brie & everyone! Subject: To david Message: David de Brie thankyou for your encouraging and open attitude. Although I don't feel inhibited or intimidated,yet!! You have made an interesting point about the forum otherwise becoming like a cult. When I first was introduced to Maharajis' world in 1984, there actually was a hall where satsang was shared. I have fond memories of those days...There was nothing very trippy going on at all. And if there was I'd remember because I like ordinariness in the sense that .....What is a fact is a fact and anything outside of that is just a romantic,fancifull projection of some sort. ) Just thought I'd mention that)!! There weren't many videos showing in those days,not that my memory is very clear on all the details. People seemed to be sharing honestly and sincerely from a genuine place and I recieved knowledge quite quickly. I suppose I was never one to follow and behave like a sheep,this was no different where Maharajis'world was concerned. I've always had things to critisicse about M but I've always enjoyed his basic fundamental message....I have found him boring and repetetive at times...but I also understand that he is trying to reach the average person who may not have any previous experience in the way of going within...I've argued with this view and said that actually he sounds patronising sometimes...Well,there is much to look at and wonder about...But these things have not greatly interfered with my life and my experience of life. I have always valued Knowledge but realize there are many ways to get to the one source. I have practised very diligently for these years and My life has definitely improved over this time.....Practising knowlegde on it's own is fairly meaningless. One has to find a way to live very honestly in the deepest meaning of the word. I've been through some extrordinary difficult times. Going for what knowledge represents to me is a path of complete honesty and a willingness to dive as deep as it gets. Joy?...I don't particularly like Ms' emphasis on this word. It can make people wonder why they are not in this joy that he talks about.....There has been a richness in my life of just being simple,honest and feeling my feelings,whatever they may be......Confronting oneself is a rewarding, challenging path. I hope you really wanted to know about my experiences,I didn't mean for this to be so long!There will be more to say as time goes by... regards Mirabai I'm not sure what you're referring to regarding the big cheese. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 10:59:20 (EDT)
From: VP Email: None To: Mirabai Subject: To david Message: Mirabi, The big Cheese was a post I was asking Katie about re-posting for Robyn. I think David posted that for Robyn's, Katie's and my benefit. You should read it too if it gets reposted. It's about David doing some service for Maharaji. I agree with what David said about your positions being interesting. And you don't have to agree with everyone here. Each person is an individual, despite what Petrou said above. I guess free speech could be annoying if you are used to only One Way to think about spirituality and life. I would probably be irritated, too, if I thought there was only one answer and others were challanging that which I hold dear. Some people might lash out at and attack. This is a common human response. VP Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 12:38:14 (EDT)
From: David de Brie Email: djulian@cix.compulink.co.uk To: Mirabai Subject: To david Message: Well a few things you've said don't really make much sense to me but I think that's because of this rather limited and condensed form of communication. You've said that just practising knowledge is meaningless and in another post you said that nobody is going to get happy by practising Knowledge and watching videos. Sorry I seem to have missed a point here. If just practising knowledge is meaningless then what gives your life meaning? I know you've talked about honesty etc but that's a bit vague to me. For most people life is a struggle. They have little time to think about meanings since there are more immediate things to do like get some money in and look after children etc. I always considered the practise of meditation to be like a relaxation therapy. Well that's how I see it now. I enjoy the fourth technique especially when I'm driving or sitting at my computer because it gives me a buzz that 'gets me out of it'. The other techniques can be very relaxing and absorbing when I can get into them although light and music I find hard to concentrate on. Perhaps you mean that the way we interact with others is important and gives life meaning. These days I'm not too bothered about looking for a meaning since what I have to do in my life is immediately apparent. I wouldn't say that for me that watching videos would make me happy but sometimes the knowledge techniques do lift me into a most happy state of mind. Well perhaps we are looking at something in different ways but then this form of communication can be rather limited. But perhaps you'll say more in the future which will shed more light on things. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 23:19:20 (EDT)
From: Mirabai Email: None To: David de Brie Subject: To david and everyone Message: David When I said that practising knowledge and watching M videos was meaningless when done alone....I meant that an individual who just does those 2 things....say...practise for 1 hour and watches a video once a day is meaningless if one doesn't be observant and aware of what is inside the rest of the time....This honesty that I talk about does start with oneself and naturally it then relates to ones intimate relationships. My perception of most people in this world is that it is the norm to run away from what is inside...Find all kinds of distractions from going in...WE are the divine within,but there is a lot of junk that we have to face including just feeling the thirst that M talks about...That is another way of putting it. We are always in a hurry to fill our cups out of need and desire and not going deep within and getting in touch with our deeper source. Often people create circumstances in their lives where they have little time to stop and think about things or to feel what is inside. One has priorities and finds time to put them in the order that they see fit. Knowledge as I see it can transform a life,but only with the attitude that making knowledge or what it represents, a major thread that runs through everything else. I know that alot of people have tried various meditation and ways of going in and have concluded that there is nothing much in there. I do not under estimate the challenges that one has to face to realize that there really is something in us that is definitely worth digging for. I've never found any short cuts on this path. I never have to look far for meaning in my life..going within is self explanatory. I enjoy my relationships in this world but who I am inwardly on the deepest level is my source,without that what is there. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 10:54:48 (EDT)
From: Scott T. Email: None To: Mirabai Subject: 'Within inside' - fold twice Message: Mirabai: My perception of most people in this world is that it is the norm to run away from what is inside...Find all kinds of distractions from going in...WE are the divine within, but there is a lot of junk that we have to face including just feeling the thirst that M talks about...That is another way of putting it. We are always in a hurry to fill our cups out of need and desire and not going deep within and getting in touch with our deeper source.... I enjoy my relationships in this world but who I am inwardly on the deepest level is my source, without that what is there. Well, this is all awfully profound, but at a certain point in my life I decided that if getting at that 'deepest' source was such a big production then there was obviously something wrong. I also started to question this huge opposition between 'inside' and 'outside.' I mean, isn't that just geometry or something? Where does inside stop and outside begin, exactly? Here's an interesting one: What if your 'inside' is someone else's 'outside?' What then? Or is everyone's 'inside' THE INSIDE, and if so what's THE OUTSIDE? Do you think there's enough leverage and latitude in all of this for me to become a Guru? I'm trying to figure out how to enhance my retirement plan. -Scott Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 01:22:55 (EDT)
From: Scott T. Email: None To: Mirabai Subject: Scott T:do I make sense Message: Mirabai: Thanks for the post. In the title I assume you are referring to the last line of a post I made a few days ago to NV. I don't recall exactly what I said, but the gist of it was that premies and ex-premies are afraid of different things. Premies are, IMHO, afraid of offending a set of feelings and commitments, or an image they have of Maharaji. I (I can't speak for all premies) am chiefly afraid of wasting my life. I don't really begrudge the time I spent following Maharaji, but don't wish to follow a 'flawed' master any longer. In truth, what was valuable about that experience had to do with the community and with the meditation. I am very concerned about where humanity is headed, where I'm headed, and think that 'charismatic' leadership is probably an essential part of our making it as a species. The character and credentials of that leadership are therefore more important than whether or not I personally had a 'good time.' In my opinion Maharaji is certainly not the worst example of leadership around, but he doesn't actually 'pass' on any standard that I feel important. If I were to give him a grade it would be a C-minus. (A 'C' is not a passing grade in grad school.) I'm just not going to waste more time with a C-minus teacher. Life's too precious. R. Buckminster Fuller, for instance, is a B-plus. He did more flying, attended more programs, gave more lectures, created more inventions, helped more people, wrote more books, saved more lives... well, you get he picture. 'Bucky' refused to accumulate money for it's own sake. He provided a comfortable life for his wife and children throughout their life together. He stopped owning cars around 1970 because they were only good to get him to the airport. He died in 1982 at the age of 89, within 24 hours of his wife, who had been with him since they where married in their 20s. I was genuinely heartbroken, and his life and example have continued to inspire me. Maybe Bucky was an 'A.' Time will tell. But in his light Maharaji is... not worth the time it takes to write this post. -Scott By the way, I'm not a Scot... I'm Welsh. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 03:45:21 (EDT)
From: Paula Email: None To: Mirabai Subject: trying to help Message: Hi Mirabai. You seem very confused about this. Would you like an extra opinion? Maybe the point is not if M is drunk or not, or if he is rich or not. It is because M changed many people's lives, at least for a period, and it was not healthy for a part of these people. I have been reading their messages and I noticed many people got really hurt. I think that the real problem are the consequences of M teachings. People here are trying to exchange experiences about M and K. On the other hand, many premies get hurt of what is written here because they love their teacher and get hurt to know thinks that are not good to be told about M. It is in your hands take a look on all sides and get your own opinion. I read a post here... I don't remember who. but it was a premie. His argument was 'M now changed, and what happened when you lived in ashrams does not make sense anymore'.... it was something like this. I thought about this... and I cannot believe that everyone these days get a better life just watching videos and practicing K. I have some friends that are premies. I see their lives... and it seems they go too inside of themselves and they forget to go outside, and live their own lives. I saw a woman loosing her house because she was in debt... She travelled to see M in another country. Now she thinks that something good will happen because M is watching for her. I could tell you a lot of stories, not needing any information from this site. Some stories related to M are sad... Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 09:05:29 (EDT)
From: Mirabai Email: None To: Paula Subject: Mirabai is not confused Message: Paula nobody gets a better life just watching videos and practising knowledge. It is a fact.(in my opinion) that most people do not know how to live this life in a very wonderful, integrated and inspiring way....this is true for most people in this world...People with knowledge...people without and everything inbetween....There are many sad stories in this world and I am not going to make any rash decisions to say that M is responsible for peoples suicides and major catastrophes etc... It would seem that M did come to the West and made a lot of mistakes in the way that he came across. It also seems to me that he was sincere and did say some very silly things that disturbed people very deeply... I am very open to the possibility that he has a lot to be remorseful about...I'll be looking into all of this type of stuff..... regards Mirabai Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 22:42:25 (EDT)
From: CD Email: None To: Mirabai Subject: Mirabai is not confused Message: > It also seems to me that he was sincere and did say some very silly things that disturbed people very deeply... I am very open to the possibility that he has a lot to be remorseful about. There has always been an interaction between M and his students with the students having the freedom AND responsibility for their own ultimate understanding and actions. It has always been simple but not easy. This interaction has a multitude of facets that certainly have encompassed the full variety of the human drama. The diversity of the people involved has be extreme. Take a look at the wide variety of countries and cultures that M associates in to see the tip of the iceberg. Within those dimensions are the scientists, philosophers, freaks, deadheads, religious types, tee-totalerers, bar flys, musicians and poeple of all sorts of colors and ambitions, each with their own special problems. So what IS the magical recipe to see the unity in this? What particular word should the leader or teacher pronounce? Great people don't wallow in mistakes and the past. They learn, adjust and proceed forward with optimism. The people on this forum can either spend their time on a historic investigation trying to stake claims to blame or use this medium of interaction to attain new positive goals with the remaining time left in life. It certainly is important to learn lessons from history, just don't get stuck in it. M seems to be moving forward as usual. He is going in the correct direction. There is a heart and love inside all people that needs more focused attention in the midst of this chaotic world. Regards, CD Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 23:59:26 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: CD Subject: Maybe, but Chris sure is Message: The first part of your post, Chris, is close, but not quite, unintelligible. If one carefully reads your comment and excises the banal, vague, trite and downright wrong, there isn't a lot left. Here, let's do that: There has always been an interaction between M and his students Now why'd you say that? Just getting going, or something? with the students having the freedom AND responsibility for their own ultimate understanding and actions. Who said that's the case and what the hell does it mean anyway? 'Having the freedom and responsiblity for [one's] ultimate understanding and actions.' What does that really mean, Chris? Does it mean anything? Anything at all? And tell me, where does the so-called teacher's responsibility come in? Does he have any? Like, let's say the teacher taught something wrong? Are you saying that it's 'ultimately' the student's fault if he misunderstood as a result? It has always been simple but not easy. How deep! Why not say it's always been long but not far? Thin but not narrow? Cheap but not inexpensive? Lies but not bullshit? This interaction has a multitude of facets that certainly have encompassed the full variety of the human drama. The diversity of the people involved has be extreme. Take a look at the wide variety of countries and cultures that M associates in to see the tip of the iceberg. Within those dimensions are the scientists, philosophers, freaks, deadheads, religious types, tee-totalerers, bar flys, musicians and poeple of all sorts of colors and ambitions, each with their own special problems. So what IS the magical recipe to see the unity in this? What particular word should the leader or teacher pronounce? I can see your brain working, Chris. You're really trying to have a thought, aren't you? You've got this sense that M's flown around a lot and yes, there sure are a lot of different types of people in the world. Good point. Wait, I get it. You're saying that Maharaji has to carefully choose his words, is that it? I agree it's a tough one but Chris, that's why he's the Perfect Master and we're just a simple premie and ex. Just people, you know? Great people don't wallow in mistakes and the past. They learn, adjust and proceed forward with optimism. Well, Chris, no one's suggesting for a moment that Maharaji's been doing any 'wallowing in mistakes' or is about to. I guess that's why he had his big commemorative nostalgia-fest last year, huh? And as far as learning, what's he going to learn from? His own secret mutterings? What in the world are you trying to protect him from? A little accountabilty? The people on this forum can either spend their time on a historic investigation trying to stake claims to blame or use this medium of interaction to attain new positive goals with the remaining time left in life. Chris, we've all got our goals, thank you very much. One of them is to track down the elusive Lord of the Universe? Now isn't that fun? It certainly is important to learn lessons from history, just don't get stuck in it. Chris, as youcan see in that quote I posted from Christmas 1971, Maharaji predicted an imminent apocalypse. Do you think he should ever explain to anyone what the hell he was talking about or would that be 'wallowing'? M seems to be moving forward as usual. He is going in the correct direction. Oh, are you his driving instructor now or something? How do you know where he's going and which way's 'right'? And waht exactly does 'moving forward' mean? Does he have more or less followers than he did twenty years ago? And is that even the criterion? How are YOU going to judge your guru today, Chris? There is a heart and love inside all people that needs more focused attention in the midst of this chaotic world. There's also a mind and a whole lot of exploitation and deceit in the world. Maharaji is one of the worst perpetrators imaginable and you, my friend, are stuck in his web. That's why you sound like something a little less real than your basic human being. Warmest regards, Jim Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 12:01:15 (EDT)
From: bb Email: None To: Jim Subject: Maybe, but Chris sure is Message: Jim you are crucial around here. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 03:47:06 (EDT)
From: CD Email: None To: CD Subject: To CD Message: To CD there isn't a lot to say..I liked what you said in your post regarding heart and love and the other things. regards Mirabai Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Thurs, Apr 09, 1998 at 21:30:44 (EDT)
From: Katie Email: petkat@mail.trib.net To: Mirabai Subject: To Mirabai Message: Dear Mirabai - you posted the following message in the 'Premies don't read' thread, and I didn't read it until today: Hi Katie,I recieved knowledge 13 years ago and am amazed that you left 20 years ago...I understand that so much has changed since those days...I go on forum because I think that communication is something that is vital and there have not been any outlets for sharing ones views regarding M an EV. Both negative and postitive...I am not a premie, I am a human being....I don't fit into any boxes and don't feel the need to be one. Katie,have you watched new videos from a fresh perspective?...I've never had to go through all the nonsense that apparently went on in those days....it's true that a lot of people who are attracted to a person like M , have low self esteems and do not know how to think for themselves.but so called premies cannot be put into a box just because they have an association with M. People seem to interpret things in the way that best suits them. Dear Mirabai - I probably can't address all the points that you brought up, but I would like to say that I don't view all premies as 'the same' (in fact, that's one of the things that this forum has helped me with), and I apologize if my message inferred that I did. I also don't want to argue with your personal experience - if you find that practicing knowledge is personally fufilling to you, then I have no desire to change your opinion. I began posting on the forum because I found out that a premie friend of mine committed suicide and I was upset about it. I don't feel that I have all that much to work out with Maharaji myself anymore (I hardly ever think about him, in fact), but I do feel that it's important for the forum to be here for people who may want to leave Maharaji's organization but feel guilty or scared to do so. I don't think Maharaji's way is the only way - in fact I never experienced very much while practicing Knowledge (and I DID attempt to practice diligently in the ways recommended by M and his instructors.) I haven't seen any new Maharaji videos and really don't want to. For me it would be like going backwards in my life - I'm not interested in Maharaji anymore and I doubt if he's interested in me. I am much more interested in the people on the forum - I always did like most of the premies that I knew in the old days, and I like most of the premies and ex-premies that I've met on this forum as well. I also feel, as you apparently do, that there needs to be an outlet for premies to talk about Maharaji and Knowledge. It seems silly to me that Maharaji, or the people who speak for him, do not want the premies to have their own web site (they used to have one, by the way). Until then, I guess premies can talk to each other (and ex-premies!) on the forum. Thanks for your courteous reply to my message, by the way. I appreciate it. Regards from Katie Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Thurs, Apr 09, 1998 at 22:09:11 (EDT)
From: VP Email: None To: Katie Subject: To Katie-off topic Message: Katie, Assistant Webmaster, Is there anyway someone could re-post Sir David's 'cheese' post for Robyn? I would do this, but I don't know how. (She asked about this down below.) Or maybe someone could tell her where to look in the Archives. Thank you, VP Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Thurs, Apr 09, 1998 at 23:26:10 (EDT)
From: Katie Email: petkat@mail.trib.net To: VP Subject: To Katie-off topic Message: Hi VP - I don't exactly know where it is in the archives but will look this weekend (Robin is reading through the archives so she may have come upon it soon). I agree, it's worth re-posting! About once a month or so, for sure. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 03:26:14 (EDT)
From: Mirabai Email: None To: Katie Subject: To Katie and all. Message: To Katie It certainly has been amazing for me to hear all these stories that people are sharing here on this site...13 years ago things were just so different to the previous years...Another world it would seem. Thanks for your sensitive reply to me and your appreciation. This forum certainly has attracted an interesting lot of people, I agree. I look forward to continuing my participation here. Because,yes, communication for everybody is important. regards Mirabai Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 09:11:03 (EDT)
From: Petrou Email: None To: Katie Subject: To Mirabai Message: It still amazes me that people can sit around whining about GMJ and call it therapy or whatever.It won't get you anywhere to sook about anything.What an amazing elaborate thing to do. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 09:46:39 (EDT)
From: Katie Email: None To: Petrou Subject: To Mirabai Message: Petrou = why are YOU posting on here then? Just curious... Perhaps you need to find another forum that you like better. Also, you mentioned above that some of the ex-premies don't like any other spiritual groups (actually, you implied that ALL the other ex-premies don't, which is not true). Do you think that this may be a RESULT of them having formerly been premies? I try and be polite to people, but I really do not like it when people post messages criticizing the people who post on here for whining, living in the past, and so forth. I think that being able to post to this forum has done a lot of good for people, and I don't like it when you and others make judgements on the content of other peoples's messages. Regards from Katie Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 16:51:25 (EDT)
From: Scott T. Email: None To: Petrou Subject: Huh Message: Petrough: I don't get it. '... an amazing elaborate thing to do.' What's that mean? Or does it matter? -Scott Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 01:35:44 (EDT)
From: Rick Email: None To: Scott T. Subject: Huh Message: I like that: Petrough Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 19:34:52 (EDT)
From: Anon Email: None To: Petrou Subject: To Petrou Message: It still amazes me that people can sit around whining about GMJ and call it therapy or whatever.It won't get you anywhere to sook about anything.What an amazing elaborate thing to do. Petrou, Will you quit whining about us whining! You're wrong by the way. Therapy often involves considerable whining. Moreover I like nothing better than an elaborate sook.. So go and be all 'positive' somewhere else! Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 08:19:19 (EDT)
From: Petrou Email: None To: Anon Subject: To Petrou Message: Anon is an abbreviation for a nonentity. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Thurs, Apr 09, 1998 at 17:50:25 (EDT)
From: Vacol Email: None To: Everyone Subject: My testimony..9 Message: As I read more and more of these ex-premie site pages one thing becomes clear...;whatever else should or should not happen ,I feel that open debate is an important development...and it is ironic that it is the ex-premies who are facilitating it. Personally I do find M's motives here confusing. There is no doubt that some of the critical material on these pages has got me asking new questions....and I'm never afraid to do that. Some allegations have been made that cannot or should not be lightly dismissed. There is a need though to put things into a large context. The non-freedom , in general, to not allow premies social forums to share whatever is on their minds and feelings, positively and negatively, is I feel an error. It seems to create a vast shadow-land which surely is going to erupt one time. For me , integrity is linked with openness. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Thurs, Apr 09, 1998 at 18:10:15 (EDT)
From: Rick Email: None To: Vacol Subject: My testimony..9 Message: It's clear from this post, that you have no idea who you're involved with. Keep scrutinizing. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Thurs, Apr 09, 1998 at 19:39:52 (EDT)
From: Anon Email: None To: Vacol Subject: My testimony..9 Message: For me , integrity is linked with openness. Vacol, this is exactly why I became interested in this website. I, like yourself, felt that open discussion was absolutely a good thing to help clarify those things that I had been feeling increasingly uncomfortable about. A year later I feel much less 'spooked' by anxieties about expressing myself here and seem to have got quite a lot out of my system. I am not prepared to cower from my integrity because of whatever respect I have had for M. I think that it is quite wrong for premies to try and suppress information about Maharaji by suggesting that anything that is said (that is contentious) is automatically a malicious rumour or outright slanderous lie. I have been involved with M for long enough to know that most of the accounts we hear have considerable basis in true fact. Truth has no need to fear open discussion. The one thing that is difficult to maintain here is a level-headed dialogue. However in amongst the heated exchanges I have found some very interesting stuff. Actually I find the Journeys entries, where people just express their actual personal experiences, most inspiring. If only to reassure me that I am not alone in my secret misgivings, these 'Journeys' have been of considerable value to me. Also these outpourings of individual expression have a sort of raw honesty and sincerity which can be lost in the heat of the Forum exchanges where sides are easily taken and motives are not trusted. I am hoping that civility will increase with time and that the arguments will mature into debates that yield really indisputable insights. As CD says..I feel positive! Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 05:43:45 (EDT)
From: Vacol Email: None To: Anon Subject: My testimony..9 Message: It would certainly be a very positive outcome if mature debates 'yielded really indisputable insights'. That is almost hoping for to much but I will remain open . Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 07:27:02 (EDT)
From: Anon Email: None To: Vacol Subject: My testimony..9 Message: My experience is that the process of gaining understanding is very gradual and continuous throughout life. I have great faith in human nature and maintain that open and sincere communication between us all can do nothing but yield good results. I don't believe in restricting my influences to one particular narrow or self-serving community. The Internet facilitates a broad sphere of exchange where much information can flow and where more informed judgements can therefore be made. Misinformation obviously has to be weeded out and is to be identified as such, but it is not a reason to entirely avoid the Internet as some people proclaim. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 17:10:36 (EDT)
From: Scott T. Email: None To: Vacol Subject: Indisputable insights Message: Vacol, et al: I don't think anon really meant 'indisputable insights.' The two concepts don't really go together. Any insight that's not disputable is also not useful. Perhaps he meant 'non-contentious' insight, which I take to mean something that doesn't automatically polarize everyone. Even a survey statement that everyone agrees with is open to dispute, so an insight that is indisputable is a candidate for permanent status 'on the shelf.' -Scott Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Thurs, Apr 09, 1998 at 20:25:42 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: Vacol Subject: My testimony..9 Message: V, Do you have any idea how Maharaji would feel if he heard you talking like this? Jim Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Thurs, Apr 09, 1998 at 17:44:09 (EDT)
From: JW Email: None To: Everyone Subject: Who Won 102,000,000 Message: Well guys, Tuesday the California lottery jackpot was $70,000,000, and by the drawing last night the total was $102,000,000 due to all the frenzied buying of tickets. I bought 5 tickets, and believe me, if I had won, I would have shared the jackpot with each and every one of you. As it turned out, only two of the numbers even showed up on ANY of my five tickets. Oh, well! Anyhow, the paper reported that 3 tickets hit the jackpot. I think all three were in Southern California. One was bought in Santa Clarita, one in Ventura, and (I love this) one was bought by a group of workers at a Wal Mart in Bakersfield! I imagine the standard of living of those workers will change. They will be splitting up $34,000,000. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Thurs, Apr 09, 1998 at 21:36:24 (EDT)
From: Katie Email: petkat@mail.trib.net To: JW Subject: Who Won 102,000,000 Message: So, Joe, do we owe you any money? Or can we buy you drinks at the ex-premie reunion? I also liked the story about the Wal-Mart workers in Bakersfield (which is, incidentally, the only town I have ever been in where a security guard escorts you to your room at the Motel 6 after you check in... Maybe I'm just innocent, but I found it alarming.) Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Thurs, Apr 09, 1998 at 16:38:07 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: Everyone Subject: A little sex, anyone Message: Last night my girlfriend and I talked about Maharaji and sex. It's so incredibly hard for women to believe that I, of all people, would have -- could have -- been celibate for eight years. Okay, seriously now, Maharaji taught a path of surrender. I don't give a shit what he has to say about it now, when I got involved at 18 and 19 this was the deal: Give your life to me and I will give you peace and Surrender the reigns of your life to me and I will give you such a peace tht it will never die Premies understood the seriousness of this. There was no question and yes, it was a little freaky. But, as the satsang kept telling us that that feeling of unease was a good thing because it showed how our mind was really fighting which, again, was a good thing, because it jsut showed how strong Maharaji was and how far we had to go, and on and on and on -- the very stuff that makes it easy for any of us to brilliant satirists (it was so rich) -- as all that happened, we stepped to the plate, girded our loins, embraced the sheer, unfathomable solemnity of it all, prostrated and gave our lives to the Lord, Guru Maharaj Ji. As Maharaji and all the mahatmas, Holy Family and V.I.Premies made so clear -- this was not a part-time trip. This was every single infinitessimal moment, involving every last minsicule fibre of our 'being'. And, as they also made clear, it was a matter of dying to be born again. Give up the world so that you can finally transcend into Maharaji's world. Hence it was a path of ultimate austerity. You have to give it all to get it all. That kind of thing. Sex, naturally, was the first test of dedication. If one was really serious about crossing that great river of maya, of realizing Knowledge, one had to die. That's why M gave the first western Mahatmas Indian names, they were emblems of new lives in the Lord. At first the ashram / community thing was very simple. Since everyone had to cross the same bridge, make the same sacrifices, it almsot didn't matter where you lived. None of us were supposed to have sex, none of us. Just like none of us were suppsoed to indulge in any worldly thoughts or desires. The ashram, then, was just an environment that supported that outrageously extreme renunciation. Of course community premies felt second-class to the ashramies. Maharaji had set it up that way by making his path so uncompromising. It wasn't as if forfeiting sex or TV or money or any of that was optional. It was the path and the ashramies were the ones who really bit the bullet. Some of the rest did too but just couldn't move in to the ashram because of kids. That was the ONLY acceptable excuse for not breaking up your marriage bakc in those golden days. And, as I remember, even the married premies were told, if they ever had the guts to ask, to live 'as if' they were in the ashram, i.e. celibate. That is, of course, if they were serious about the path. So then, suddenly, we hear that Maharaji's married. Now here's where my blood starts to boil. If I could talk with him, one of the first things I'd ask is when he decided that sex was okay. See, imagine it -- there he is, enjoying the time of his life, enveloped in the arms of a woman who was then voluptuous and stunning. How long did that continue before he decided that it wasn't necessary to deprive all the thousands of people who'd entrusted their lives to him of that same incredible pleasure. Why did it take him until 1982 or 3 to decide that he didn't need to ask his premies to be celibate? Either he'd say that he only realized that the path DIDN'T require such stark austerity then, in the early 80s. If that's the case I'd really have to ask, yet again, just what he knows about anything. Perfect Master? Ha! If, on the other hand, he said he realized this years before, I'd have to ask him just how much he loves all these people he'd shut off from one of life's fienst pleasures. The man is despicable. He had the keys to our hearts dangling from his belt as he casually threw his pants off and dove into the world himself. I'd love to talk to him. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Thurs, Apr 09, 1998 at 17:28:21 (EDT)
From: Rick Email: None To: Jim Subject: A little sex, anyone Message: Jim, I agree with the basic 'thrust' of your post, however I experienced the pressure, for a non-ashram premie, to be celibate as vague. It was clear from satsang that if you wanted to be realized and be a true devotee you needed to be celibate. Every indulgence was a setback from that goal. I talked to Jagdeo, Padarthanand, David Smith, and Stuart MacDougall in 1977 about moving into the ashram, and when it was apparent I wasn't going to , nothing was said about being celibate. Of course there was an ongoing judgment about sex, and that caused me tremendous guilt. So I'm not trying to diminush what you're saying, just clarify what I saw. Householders aside, there's no question that ashram premies had a strict dictate to be celibate. Maharaji obviously wasn't celibate and I even remember him saying on the subject, 'Do as I say, not as I do'. Well, like all us idiots back then, I bought it and felt really guilty, and even tried to be celibate. In the early eighties, when the ashrams closed, he was singing a different tune. No explanation was ever given and it's obvious hypocrisy. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Thurs, Apr 09, 1998 at 18:06:42 (EDT)
From: Vacol Email: None To: Jim Subject: A little sex, anyone Message: Jim....having just read your personal account.....I can begin to understand your anger. The sheer hypocracy of it all. I had a little experience in the ashrams before they were closed down and it does not surprise me that a lot of bullshit went on in those times. I never felt pressured to try and live up to such ideals as you did. But one question I need to ask you is .....how much of that bullshit came directly from M....or how much were premies, especially ashramites , responsible for rehashing M's words and meanings? Also...at least M had the courage to cut out the cancer instead of leaving it to expand. He does not shrink from making radical changes even when they are unpopular among premies. Like closing down the ashrams and ridding premie-speak of so many Indian terms.....culturally borrowed words. But subjectively I can feel your rage and partially empathise with it. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Thurs, Apr 09, 1998 at 19:25:39 (EDT)
From: JW Email: None To: Vacol Subject: A little sex, anyone Message: Since Participant has already chastised me for belly-aching, I won't go into the details of my 9-year term in the ashram. Just let me say that I agree 100% with Jim and my experience was much the same. Sometimes it might be hard to remember what those days were like, but clearly, Maharaji was very much into the ashrams and was very strict about them. Maharaji gave direction to the initiators and the national coordinators about how he wanted things in the ashrams to be and, from what I can tell, they carried out his marching orders. The initiators stayed in the ashrams and made sure things were happening the way they were supposed to and I heard many of them say what Maharaji told them about the ashrams. I can recall being an ashram housefather and sitting with initiators and specifically discussing each ashram premie and what was happening with them. If someone failed more than once or twice to get up at 5:00 am for Arti, they were spoken to by the initiator. Poverty, chastity and obedience were the cardinal rules, and these were specifically approved by Maharaji, or at least he raised not one finger to change them. I also have talked about the 1981 inquisition by that nazi David Smith when Maharaji told him to 'clean up the ashrams.' No need to go into that little horror story again! Ashram premies were available to be sent wherever they were needed at a moment's notice. If they were in the provinces they worked a job and turned over all their money to the ashram. The ashram then made large donations to DLM and to Maharaji personally and then tried to have enough money left over to go to the programs. Usually the ashrams also supported the community coordinator, the resident initiator, sometimes another community staff member, and often supported premies who worked in cult businesses at slave wages, like Rainbow Grocery. The most direct evidence of Maharaji's personal involvement in this were the ashram meetings Maharaji held at many of the programs in the years about 1978 until about 1981 or so. In these meetings, Maharaji told us that the ashram was the most fortunate place for us to be and how important it was for our own salavation that we stayed there and what an integral part of his mission it was. I never heard him once suggest that if one was not enjoying living in the ashram one should leave. Oh, no. The solution to all problems was to surrender your own wants and desires, practice knowledge and pray for the grace to continue. He also said a lot of stuff to scare the shit out of you of even thinking of leaving. I don't want to repeat myself, but I recall one meeting when he said moving out of the ashram was equivalent to moving into a cesspool. It was moving out of a situation where you were living in the safety and care of Maharaji, into the maya of mind. And as I also said, around 1979 there was a concerted effort to get everyone who was able to move into the ashram, and this, I was told by various initiators, was also by Maharaji's direction. I also distinctly recall one satsang Maharaji gave in which he said he was reading initiator applications and specifically the applicant's answer to the question 'Have you ever moved out of the ashram?' He said that if he saw a 'yes' answer to that question he said he wanted to throw the application against the wall. He just couldn't understand how someone could be so lacking in understanding to ever have done that. And this was not said in an ashram meeting. This was at some program, I think I heard through one of those numbingly boring phone-feeds we used to have to sit and listen to. In retrospect, I think it was a good idea that the ashrams were closed. Certainly that is better than having them go on for another 10 years. But don't you see how someone would feel having given up their youth being poor and celibate, staying because their lord and master said it was the best thing to do, and then have him summarily dump the whole 'experiment' with no explanation and without taking any responsibility for what happened to those people? That's something a scoundral does, not someone you loved and had devoted your life too. Yes, I think the ashram premies have a right to an explanation. But, as far as I know, Maharaji, as has been his wont, just blamed the premies for whatever happened that was less than blissful. He really is incredibly lacking in the integrity department. Why people continue to follow him is beyond me. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Thurs, Apr 09, 1998 at 19:36:34 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: Vacol Subject: A little sex, anyone Message: Hi guys, Rick, You're right that the prohibition against sex was often less than overt but really, think about it. We were all supposedly on a path. The path was described as I mentioned above - full, absolute, unqualified surrender. That meant everything. The message was clear: if you're ready to really 'go for it', you had to follow the path, walk the razor's edge and die to be reborn. Until then, you could keep hovering around base camp, it all depended on your 'thirst.' So you felt a little guilty about sex? Wonder why. Vacol, I guess our 'debate' is going to be bifurcated (at least) and infiltrated. That's okay with me if you don't mind. Thanks for your sentiment. I appreciate it. Honestly. Let me answer your question. It all came from Maharaji. Now, if you want proof, I'll give it to you in spades. I'll show you what you should have been able to at least guess by now (no offense), that this guru thing is a very hierarchial game, to say the least. Maharaji has very cowardly tried to skate away from the full brunt of his own words and actions by crying 'youth' and 'culture'. Those are both extremely bogus defences. 'Youth' doesn't hold up because, like I say, he perpetuated his charade well past the time when he should have known better. More to the point, a man who claims his authority as guru from age eight can hardly claim 'youth' or inexperience as a defence for anything. The idea's absurd. It's not a whole lot different than the old joke about the man who kills his parents and begs the court for mercy because he's now an orphan. No, if 'youth' was a defence it only means that Maharaji's entire authority stemming from that period is open for re-examination. He can't say 'I was just a little boy' on the one hand, and try to maintain that whatever power he inherited as guru is just taken for granted. Vacol, this is so obvious I get shivers of embarrassment when I think of people I know, not premies, ever reading this. The points are just too obvious. This is, in the final analysis, a cartoon. A farce. Then you credit M with having the 'courage' to change things. I'm sorry, I can't help but laugh. My read is this: Maharaji started to change things in 1975. He'd gotten rid of his mother and older brothers, he had a beautiful wife and a buddy in Raja Ji. Life was good. Who needs the Indian stuff? Besides, Jonestown, if you believe Mishler at all, made him think. I don't know how old you are, V, but, believe me, Jonestown made EVERYONE think. If you think Heaven's Gate caused a stir, you have no idea. So, like I say, M started to 'ope things up'. Satsang was no longer rote cheerleading for surrender and sacrifice and the unspeakable but constatly heralded glory of Maharaji. Instead, we were encouraged to 'get real', talk about our feelings and such. Anyone who still thought this was a path of 'realization', based on surrender and merging with Maharaji (the initial pact), was disappointed I'm sure. The thing is, most people were kind of relieved to see things slack off. After a few years of trying, after the debacle of Millenium, premies were starting to wonder if there really is such a thing as realization. Maharaji didn't talk about it the same, things got murkier and murkier. Might as well enjoy ourselves, right? So we did. Premies left the ashrams to a mere fearful skeletal crew, guys like me who weren't sure what to find the next step on our once shining path. And even we stopped talking the heavy shit after a while. It just wasn't happening. All the premies celebrated our new found openness and Maharaji, for the first time, started blaming us, his family and anyone he could think of for the unnecessary 'Indian' trappings we'd all been mired in for a few years. The only person he didn't blame was himself. It just doesn't work that way. So, what happened? Late 76, Essen, Germany, Maharaji assembles all the national coordinators and gives them shit for... you guessed it, forgetting devotion. Remember how Mishler talked about how disillusioned he was when he discovered the lengths Mahraji would go to to save his wealth and income flow? This was what he was talknig about. Maharaji got scared that, with the fall-off of devotion, came the fall-off of donations. What's a guru to do? So, without any older family members goading him on, this young (but not quite so young anymore) Lord of the Universe put us through a more hellishly religious cycle than any of us had ever imagined. For the next few years it was all devotion. This time, though, it was different. The first spurt,in 72 to 74 or 5, was proud, inspired and excited. Premies were in the process of giving their lives to the Lord and he, supposedly, was in the process of giving us eternal salvation. Heady if vertiginous, we were really into it. The goal, as I'd mentioned, was to 'realize' the knowledge. Maharaji said that that was something he did soon after receiving it. His brother had all done it as had his mum. The mahatmas, we were told had as well. And, excitement upon excitement, he even suggested that a few premies might be 'getting there.' We were all trying to click into some special spot that he kept promising. Now, however, things were different. It seems that Maharaji really wanted to punish us for 'falling prey to the mind' during that little interlude in '76. The satsangs weren't about our realizing Knowledge so much as they wre about how tricky the mind was, how weak we were and how great he was. Again, if you want proof I have it, no problem. It'd be nice if just once a premie gave some of us ex's a little benefit of the doubt though. I'm NOT making this up and, no, it's NOT a matter of interpretation. Anyway, guess what? The premies got bored again. No one was 'realizing' Knowledge, Maharaji certainly wasn't saving the world and, well, this heavy devoitonal scene, all hair-shirt and self-approbation, got old fast. So, despite the fact that Mahraji, on his own, ressurected the ashrams from the brink of death in 77, adn despite the fact that he threatened us not to leave in closed-ashram satsangs, in the early 80s we started leaving anyway. Personally, my feeling was that, if this is the divine path, fuck it, I want a life. It was only then, when people started calling his bluff and leaving the party, that he scrambled to run around to the end of the line to make it look like he was still leading the parade. Courage? You've got to be kidding. During the heavier periods of devotion, all sorts of people got hurt. Do you know about any of these? How many premies do you know about who committed suicide or murder, yes murder, on account of their belief in Maharaji's divinity? Ever heard of Tallahassee? How about Pat Halley? Ever meet my friend Dave Winer who hung himself in 74 becuase he couldn't handle the dobuts he was starting to have about Maharaji's divinity? It goes on and on and on. How does one prove that the Holocaust really happened? There is so much proof, V, of what I say. If you want it, I and others can give it. But are you really open? See, at the end of the day, one thing's for sure. Maharaji nees to answer a few questions. He exhausted whatever benefit of the doubt a young Supreme Lord in human form gets these days. Now it's time for him to answer for himself. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 06:45:48 (EDT)
From: Vacol Email: None To: Jim Subject: A little sex, anyone Message: Jim, you've shared so much. I appreciate that ...and don't mind our debate going public, except for the extra workload it creates! Near the end of your contribution you say,'at the end of the day ,one thing's for sure. Maharaji needs to answer a few questions....' I agree. All the bullshit that went on back then ....all the rules, explicit and implicit, all the hierarchial games played, all the fears that engendered,all the ideas that sprouted....it seems to me goes on now in modified forms. This may surprise you ....me saying that , but what I feel is the real issue, is whether these structures are justified in any way....or from any perspective? Is M's experiment , with the victims like yourselves considered, is truly bringing positive growth to many people world-wide ; if Knowledge is one key ....and M's words is another key towards an evolving situation that is bringing real 'goodies' to hundreds of thousands of people....if..if..! But if what the ex-premies are saying has a wide applicability,....if thousands of premies have truly been brain-washed,....if Maharaji's words and his actions are radically hypocritical.....if..if..! Jim....for as long as it takes I shall walk the cliff-edge of inconclusiveness. In my 16 years of involvement I have generally chosen to not get involved with the bullshit I knew was going on around M . For me , it was a simple relationship. I did have my questions and concerns but in the main I got on with living my own life. At Amaroo last year , I mostly kept to myself...and when having darshan(whatever that is) it never entered my mind to kiss M's feet. I looked him in the eyes without fear and said thankyou. He smiled and that was that. I don't like cultish behavior....never have....and that is why E.V and I generally go our separate ways. I remain open....and this whole exercise is a growth-curve for me. I hear the pain and anger out there , but that is not enough to convince me of anything .....and I shall journey on with trust that some type of benificial outcome will ensue. In my life , I do not personally blame anyone for anything. What I mean ,is that I take responsibility for the choices I make. And even if those choices proove unwise I still accept the fact of my own learning curve....that to me is empowering and liberating. Regards Vacol. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Thurs, Apr 09, 1998 at 20:46:10 (EDT)
From: Anon Email: None To: Vacol Subject: Righteous Indignation Message: how much of that bullshit came directly from M....or how much were premies, especially ashramites , responsible for rehashing M's words and meanings? No no no. Please don't start on that one. I swear it. Maharaji was responsible for the Ashram Regulations, and more. If he in any way wasn't he certainly should have been! I personally went to many 'ashram premie satsangs' where Maharaji addressed us exclusively and apart from others. At one meeting, (I think it was in Rome) he scalded someone who expressed desire for a girlfried. I say scalded. That is mild believe you me. He really admonished this guy and made him seem like an ungrateful piece of ..... It struck me that the guys question was not insincere. Maharaji wielded huge power over us, largely due to our unquestioning respect and awe for him. He was not at all indisposed to using that power to strike fear into the hearts of us premies (whom he there referred to as the truly committed ones who were more precious to him than the other premies. I definately remember him saying this at Rome.) Anyway, sex was NOT ALLOWED in the ashram. There is a book somewhere of rules that Maharaji either wrote himself or certainly endorsed at the time as being the definitive guide for us. Because I trusted M implicitly, it didn't bother me at all that he was married and presumably having sex. Actually what bothered me much much more was when I was told by a friend that Mahatma Guru Charanand had been screwing his young blonde girlfriend. (I won't mention any names!). But this guy was my best friend and I just could not doubt his word, although I desperately wanted to. It really threw me. I have since heard quite seperate reports that corroborate what I was told then about Charanand, whom I knew well as a very likeable and inspiring man. I spent a lot of time with him. I never dared ask him about his purported liason with that lovely young premie (whom it has to be said was indeed a desirable and flirtatious siren) I had given up sex at the time when I naturally desired it most because I really wanted to do what M wanted. I felt a sense of sacrifice no doubt. But when I learned that these revered Mahatmas (who were very close to Maharaji) were allowing themselves such indulgences, it made me question their integrity. Incidently I think I will always be sexually a bit immature as a result of that long period of celibacy. I stayed in the ashram until they closed and boy, was that an eye-opener. It had not been an easy life. I had worked my guts out for years to raise money to maintain the ashram and Maharaji's needs. We did not automatically get to go to festivals (like Mili suggested). Often we were the ones who stayed behind in our dreary provincial outposts, working selflessly in our ghastly little jobs. If I have one regret it is that life was pretty damn boring. I 'signed up' as a devotee wanting to serve and dedicate my life to the Lord.I didn't expect that to be boring! I was dissappointed that I sunk further and further, year by year, into the most monotonous obscurity, and abject tedium. Real pleasurelessness. I admit I had higher expectations, but I really did try to surrender, lock stock and barrel. AS WE WERE TOLD WE SHOULD BY MAHARAJI. That is my point. I made a point of listening ONLY to Maharaji's words for direction. I was well aware of the risks of being mislead by the interpretations of other premies. No, it was because I followed his words alone that I ended up in the deeply committed (and frankly soul destroying) situation that I did. That is mytrue experience. I'll tell you what. I am really surprised that more ex-ashram premies don't write in here. No..maybe not. Most are probably so poor that they don't have a computer! I had to fight like hell to make a life for myself when I landed on the street again. I was lucky that I was younger than most so I had enough youthful zeal to recover. ( I received Knowledge at 17 and left the ashram at 25) Others were less able to recover. Sometimes I have the dark suspicion that M really does not care at all for us in the way we dreamt and hoped for, for so long and know what?...I don't think that even if this website vanished without trace tomorrow, some people are ever going to tire of pursuing Maharaji to ask him to address the heart-ache they have suffered as a result of following his former instructions to the letter. That is not sour grapes. It is righteous indignation. That is why this site has sprung up. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Thurs, Apr 09, 1998 at 21:19:47 (EDT)
From: Anon Email: None To: Anyone Subject: Righteous Indignation Message: To continue...It just occured to me that dear Vacol here, has NO FUCKING IDEA WHATSOEVER (excuse my French) what a HEAVY TRIP it had been for us devotees prior to his relatively undemanding initiation in 1982. Actually that year is roughly when things started to loosen up a bit I guess. Anyway it's not his fault. He is a victim of successful revisionism. Of course I don't expect that all older premies will admit that it was a heavy trip but it certainly was effectively for many. 'Totally surrender the reins of your life to Maharaji' isn't a phrase we hear so much nowadays is it? 'Have Gratitude for this life, you students!' just doesn't strike one with the same urgency or gravity does it? Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 03:59:53 (EDT)
From: bill Email: . To: Anon Subject: Righteous Indignation Message: You have strenghtened me from the beginning with your clarity. Thank you anon. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 04:03:42 (EDT)
From: David de Brie Email: djulian@cix.compulink.co.uk To: Anon Subject: Righteous Indignation Message: Thanks for writing all of that, Anon. Yes it was a heavy trip and yes, my life was in pieces by the time things folded in 1983. It took me three years of hell before |I began to stand on my own two feet and survive and make my way in the world. When I came to Maharaji in 1972 I was a bright, young and enthusiastic 19 year old youth. When it all folded in 1983 I was confused, guilt ridden and mentally and physically exhausted. Eleven years of insanity and I thought I was doing it all for God. It took many years before the guilt began to fade and even now it still rears its ugly head from time to time. Thanks a lot for sharing that, Anon. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 07:05:12 (EDT)
From: Vacol Email: None To: Anon Subject: Righteous Indignation Message: Anon, as with Jims response I thank you for sharing these painful experiences with me. I shall add a little to what I have just typed to Jim....although I feel these words can be equally valid for both of you ....and others too. Maharaji is 'also' responsible for what has expired over the years. He should feel that. He should acknowledge his part in the drama. He should show he cares about the not so positive effects his influence has had in peoples lives. I also feel M should have open debates with deep and inspired thinkers as Krishnamurti did. But these are my biases.....my ideas. M is his own person and he does not have to kow-tow to me any more than I have to to him. Yes, there are conditions if one wants to recieve Knowledge...but M has every right to set his own agenda. Look, one thing that peeves me off a bit about all the Maharaji bashing that goes on , is that M is perceived as a fool....and that he is not . His words are very ,very wise....but that does not constitute a great soul in itself. And by the way ,some of his words are really not wise....they can be stupid ,but I'm referring to most of his words , not the occassional bullshit......and I'm only referring to his sat-sangs.....not all the other stuff that goes on behind the scenes. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 10:24:15 (EDT)
From: VP Email: None To: Vacol Subject: Righteous Indignation Message: To Vacol, He has every right to set his own agenda when he has to brainwash people. If he were legitimately trying to give knowledge to everyone, Vacol, HE WOULD JUST DO IT- no games, no secrets. Just give knowledge to everyone. Maharaji definately knows what he's doing, but it's not what premies think it is. The instructors have to get the devotional thinking in motion, which can take a mighty long time, if it takes at all. If you haven't looked in the instructors handbook on this site, take a look. VP Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 13:05:23 (EDT)
From: JW Email: None To: Vacol Subject: Righteous Indignation Message: I hope I didn't give you the impression that I think Maharaji is a fool. I certainly don't believe that. And I would also say that some of what he says may well be wise and true (although in my experience that is an extremely small quantity that is repeated over and over). But those statements are basically just Hindi tradition. I would imagine that many people would agree with him when he says that 'peace and happiness are within you' and 'the external world will not bring you true happiness' and 'human beings have an inherent desire to know the truth.' [Those are my summations of what he says.] Sure, there is some 'truth' in what he says that may well make sense to people. Most charaltans mix truth and fantasy. But if you REALLY LOOK at what he says, and I don't think most premies do, the part that has really any content it is an abysmally small amount. He does repeat Hindi stories, and the rest is just HIM doing whatever he does, saying whatever he says, that, for the truly programmed, is just accepted without judgment. In my experience, premies recall the jokes and cute comments much more than any content, because there is so little. I probably listened to thousands of hours of Maharaji speaking in my life. Some of it I heard over and over in videos and read it in print. In the early years he talked about meditation and practicing knowledge and the purpose of a guru. Then in the late 70s and early 80s it was ALL about devotion and surrender to him. Now the emphasis seems to be back onto the vague discussion of 'the beautiful place inside' and the need to have 'gratitude' to the master. The common denominator in all of this is that HE is essential to the process, not just for revealing the meditation techniques, and not just as some sort of instructor or source of inspiration, but to serve as some sort of ongoing object of worship, devotion or gratitude which is somehow essential to the whole process. But he seems to ginerly tip-toe around that discussion these days, but nonetheless his actions demonstrate that he still wants to be worshipped. And that, in my opinion, is the problem. I have a question Vacol, did it seem at Amaroo that many other premies besides yourself were NOT kissing M's feet in the darshan line, or did it seem that most WERE doing it, just like in the past? Was Amaroo the first time he started giving darshan again in the West in the recent past? Also, at Amaroo, what would you say was the main age-group of the premies. Over 30? Over 40? Just curious. In the video I saw of a program in Long Beach in 1966, the crowd looked mostly 40-ish, indicating to me that they are mostly hold-overs from my generation of premies, from the blatantly 'devotion to the living god' period. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 17:39:02 (EDT)
From: Vacol Email: None To: JW Subject: Righteous Indignation Message: JW....I find your comments about the 'content' of Maharaji's talks interesting. I feel to listen to M's videos with a fresh and more critical eye......but guess what ....the video-recorder has broken down(a couple of days ago), divine intervention? ! From memory, what seems to happen, is that I enjoy the videos regardless of the content....to some degree. It is a feel good experience. But on objective reflection, I can see that M doesn't cover a wide field. As far as Amaroo is concerned, I really did'nt notice what others were doing in the Darshan line, but from hearing what others have said afterwards it seemed that many did kiss his feet. As for the average age of people attending....my impression was that a lot of older'premies'....30's to 50's were present. By the way, the experience of being at Amaroo was very powerful for me.......even before hearing M speak. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 18:37:06 (EDT)
From: Still Crazy Email: None To: JW Subject: Righteous Indignation Message: Yes, Amaroo was the first time he has publicly 'given darshan' to premis from the West since 1983. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 01:04:04 (EDT)
From: JW Email: None To: Still Crazy Subject: Righteous Indignation Message: Thanks for that information. It's something I find very intriguing. Since your involvement was so recent, do you have any ideas why Maharaji started giving darshan in the west after not doing so for 15 years? Did he say why he was doing it again? Are there any premies who were really surprised that he's doing it? By the way, I heard that he never really stopped giving darshan in India and in some other countries with large Indian populations. Is that true as well? Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 21:31:58 (EDT)
From: bill Email: sfghfg To: Vacol Subject: Righteous Indignation Message: what words would you say are wise? Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Thurs, Apr 09, 1998 at 21:23:42 (EDT)
From: mili Email: mili@cheerful.com To: Jim Subject: A little sex, anyone Message: OK guys. I read this thread and let me tell you something. Ashram is a funny Indian word, but what it means is monastery, convent. So, believe it or not, there are a lot of people living a life of poverty, chastity and obedience right now, all over the world. And I don't mean Catholics only. There are also Buddhists (Zen, Tibetan, Hinayana, Mahayana, you name it), Mother Theresa's nuns, Ramakrishna Mission monks, and others. Personally, I think it's weird to be celibate - what's that got to do with anything? But the fact remains that celibacy is something the Pope insists on, too. So, you couldn't hack it with the monastic path. So Maharaji closed the ashrams. That's it. End of story. I hate to come across like someone who is always flaming you here, but I was fed up with you zealot ashramites while you were in the ashram because I remember having to take shit from you guys to the effect that you were always 'more devoted' than we ordinary folks were, and now I have to read this hysterical shit from those same once 'ultra-devoted' premies. Things do come around in a full circle, don't they? You went into the ashram to meditate and serve your guru. That was the deal. Too bad you feel that it was entirely wasted. But, I don't think it was wasted for everyone. A lot of people I know don't have the kind of regrets that you have - they were in the ashram to realize Knowledge, and they did have some deep experiences. The focus and discipline that they latched onto while in the ashram is an asset for them to this very day. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Thurs, Apr 09, 1998 at 21:46:59 (EDT)
From: Anon Email: None To: mili Subject: A little sex, anyone Message: I was fed up with you zealot ashramites while you were in the ashram because I remember having to take shit from you guys to the effect that you were always 'more devoted' than we ordinary folks were Are we now getting closer to the truth of what motivates your reaction? So, you couldn't hack it with the monastic path. So Maharaji closed the ashrams. That's it. End of story. He showed great foresight didn't he! Too little too late and whatsmore no...not end of story at all. Personally I did 'hack it' but it wasn't so much fun. I don't regret the focus or the discipline aspects either, but it isn't a big asset for me today and besides that was MY effort and still is nothing to do with being in the Ashram. I never said I was more devoted than anyone else. BUT MAHARAJI DID! I heard him in plain English in Rome say exactly that at a meeting! Honest! I thought it odd at the time myself. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Thurs, Apr 09, 1998 at 21:56:22 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: mili Subject: Mili does it again Message: Mili, You are truly amazing. It's as if someone here ingeniously thought you up. Not a real person at all. Instead, a completely thoughtless, superficial parody of a Maharaji apologist. I have to calm down a bit. For a moment there I was actually pounding my keyboard keys, I'm so angry. Katie, you've defended this asshole every single time. Dave, you thought he was a very 'reasonable' fellow to communicate with and actually quite pleasant at times. I'd really like to hear if there's a single person out there who does not think that Mili has, for once and for all, shown he's incapable of getting past blind ignorance and callousness. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Thurs, Apr 09, 1998 at 22:02:35 (EDT)
From: VP Email: None To: mili Subject: Monks do it Message: So, let me get this straight. Catholics, Buddists, Mission Monks and nuns as well as other groups have managed to make this monastic system work, but Maharaji FAILED to? I don't know, this doesn't sound like a very rational defense to me... Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 03:08:09 (EDT)
From: Mili to VP Email: mili@cheerful.com To: VP Subject: A little sex, anyone Message: VP, What the fuck makes you think I am 'defending' anything here? I just read this shit as some kind of bizarre entertainment. Also, it brings back fond memories, sometimes. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 10:07:32 (EDT)
From: VP Email: None To: Mili Subject: To mili, A little sex, anyone Message: Mili, Are you trying to tell me and everyone else that you aren't on this forum to defend goomraji? You are here just to have a little 'bizarre' fun and to get some nostalgia? After reading some of your posts, I find that position hard to believe. To answer your question, some of your earlier posts probably gave me the impression that you were defending Maharaji here. Also, 'Ok, guys. I read this thread and let me tell you something.' sounded a bit defensive to me, or a little bit authoritative depending on the translation. It's hard to tell, because of this medium. I was still right in the logic whether you meant it that way or not: It would be a lame defense of M for anyone to say that other monastic programs work when his didn't. I understand you are trying to make everyone here look at their own actions, but I think that picture is incomplete without looking at the actions of M as well. VP Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 11:55:33 (EDT)
From: Mili Email: mili@cheerful.com To: VP Subject: Ashrams Message: Want to know my secret thoughts about the ashrams? Well, here it is. I think Maharaji should get a medal for taking a raggedy bunch of acid-heads, lazy freaks and anti-social misfits, cleaning them up, giving them haircuts, making them work at a job, respect authority and perhaps giving them toilet training. Then, when they were ready, he let them go to try and lead some kind of normal lives in the world. Maybe that's why he DID get the Congressional commendation, or whatever it was. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 13:45:28 (EDT)
From: VP Email: None To: Mili Subject: Calling Ashram experts! Message: Mili, That's quite an interesting theory. To find out if it is the truth, I would have to ask you, what EXACTLY did Maharaji say when he opened up the ashrams and called for people to live there? Did he say, 'Give me your ragged, your acid heads, your lazy.' or did he call for ALL of his premies to surrender and move into the ashrams? Did only 'the losers' answer his call? VP Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 15:28:25 (EDT)
From: VP Email: None To: Mili Subject: To Mili, And another thing... Message: Mili, I recall reading that JW left the ashrams of his own accord because he felt he was 'suffocating'- I believe this is correct. So just how did M 'let him go when he was ready'? In this case, that part of your theory is nonsense. Also I wonder how the premies who couldn't support themselves after the ashrams closed, or the ones who killed themselves, would feel about M getting a medal on their behalf. These are some very judgmental things you are saying about the ex-ashram premies. I assume you mean all ex-ashramites. Doesn't that include a lot of people who are still premies? VP Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 15:31:18 (EDT)
From: Katie Email: petkat@mail.trib.net To: Mili Subject: Ashrams Message: Mili - I have to assume that you don't totally believe what you wrote about, or perhaps that the people who lived in the ashram in Zagreb were, as you put it 'a raggedy bunch of acid-heads, lazy freaks and anti-social misfits'. This was not true of the majority of the people who moved in the ashram in the US (and I assume the UK, as well). At least it wasn't true of the people I knew - most of who had dropped out of college (one could not go to college and live in the ashram) or sacrificed promising careers to live in the ashram and serve Maharaji. I'm not sure how many ashram premies you knew personally, but even though I myself did NOT live in the ashram, I resent your making such huge generalizations about all ashram premies, especially when you never lived in the ashram. If you want to complain about or criticize the ashram premies in Zagreb, well that is you perogative. Otherwise it just sounds like you're talking through your hat (talking about something that you don't know anything about.) By the way, your statement that Maharaji should get a medal for taking a raggedy bunch of acid-heads, lazy freaks and anti-social misfits, cleaning them up, giving them haircuts, making them work at a job, respect authority and perhaps giving them toilet training. sounds exactly like things that my dad (a senior Pentagon official) said about the people who protested against the war in Vietnam. Especially the 'respect authority' and 'haircut' part. Do you really believe this? How long was YOUR hair back then, anyway? Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 15:34:55 (EDT)
From: Katie Email: None To: Katie Subject: Sorry, I broke my HTML Message: My last paragraph should have read: By the way, your (Mili's) statement that Maharaji should get a medal for taking a raggedy bunch of acid-heads, lazy freaks and anti-social misfits, cleaning them up, giving them haircuts, making them work at a job, respect authority and perhaps giving them toilet training sounds exactly like things that my dad (a senior Pentagon official) said about the people who protested against the war in Vietnam. Especially the 'respect authority' and 'haircut' part. Do you really believe this? How long was YOUR hair back then, anyway? Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 14:34:11 (EDT)
From: eb Email: None To: Jim Subject: I Need a Lesson in Debate Message: 'I hate to come across like someone who is always flaming you here, but I was fed up with you zealot ashramites while you were in the ashram because I remember having to take shit from you guys to the effect that you were always 'more devoted' than we ordinary folks were, and now I have to read this hysterical shit from those same once 'ultra-devoted' premies. Things do come around in a full circle, don't they?' Jim, I'm not good at debate, but isn't this what they call a red-herring? eb Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 14:37:30 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: eb Subject: I Need a Lesson in Debate Message: No, it's called being an asshole. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 17:30:35 (EDT)
From: JW Email: None To: eb Subject: I Need a Lesson in Debate Message: Some of the ashram premies laid trips on the non-ashram premies. I know that happened, but it wasn't done by everyone. But regardless, who set up the whole ashram system and TOLD the ashram premies they were special and/or privileged to live in the ashram? I think the vast majority of those living in the ashram, if they REALLY had a free choice, would have chosen NOT to live in the ashram. It was a pretty miserable experience, maybe some ashramers thought their only privilege was to feel superior to the householders. So, do you think Maharaji set up the whole ashram 'experiment' to teach a group of holier-than-thou assholes a lesson? Boy, the joke sure was on us! Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 19:31:26 (EDT)
From: eb Email: None To: JW Subject: I Need a Lesson in Debate Message: Hi Joe, Actually, I need a lesson in how to quote Mili so it doesn't look like I wrote the post. While we're on the topic, I want to say that the ashramites I knew never laid holier-than-thou trips on me. Maybe it was just our community, or maybe I was sooo oblivious I couldn't tell I was being dissed(sp), but I always felt comfortable with the premies in our local ashram. They helped me get to many festivals and gave me baby showers. BTW and off the subject, does anyone remember an initiator named Valerio? I had a huge crush on him. Then I had a darshan dream and Maharaji told me to stay away from him. Talk about being programmed clear down to the subconscious! Joe, I love to read your posts. eb Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Thurs, Apr 09, 1998 at 14:02:04 (EDT)
From: John K. Email: None To: Everyone Subject: In Defense of M Message: My Defense of M What we have to try to understand is the creator's perspective. Let's first of all consider the nature of the creator. To do that let's look at the nature of this creation. This is a creation in which animals eat each other to survive. This is a creation in which human beings kill, torture, and do absolutely awful things to each other. Think of the Holocaust. How could God stand by and allow people to behave that way? But the nature of the creator is that it DID stand by and allow that to happen, in fact the creator purposely created people with that evil in their nature. So, the creator has created a creation in which all kinds of things happen that are terrible. I don't want to go on and on about this, but you understand that I could in fact go on forever about all the terrible things that happen in this creation. So, now that we understand that the creator created a creation that is filled with terrible events, let's imagine the creator manifests itself in human form. We think if the creator manifests itself in human form that it should do 'good'. You know like Jesus did. Jesus basically undid what the creator had done. Jesus said 'I and the Father are one.' So why would God make a person blind, and then come down and manifest in a human form and allow that person to see? If that's what God wanted to accomplish why didn't God just make that person right the first time? My point is that why should the creator manifest in human form to change what it had already created? If it wanted everyone to be able to see, it would have made them able to see. If it wanted a world with no suffering, it would have created a world with no suffering. So, when the creator manifests, the creator is not going to do good deeds, at least not like feeding the poor, clothing the naked, housing the homeless, etc. to eliminate suffering. Remember God is the one responsible for suffering in the first place. So, now we have determined that God in human form will not do 'good deeds'. A common criticism of M on this forum is that he allowed so many weird things to happen that seemed to be totally pointless and stupid. Like the famous story of David's 'The Guarding of the Cheese'. Or I have my own unpleasant experience that in the ashram I was not allowed to have the dental care that I needed because all extra money had to go to pay for M's plane. And also, I knew people who were urged to move to Miami which caused families to break up, children to be abandoned, etc. To understand this we need to understand the central and most controversial aspect of our nature - free will. God created us with free will. We can choose to do with this (sorry, it just slipped out) life whatever we want. Which means we are free to treat each other in absolutely despicable ways. So, again when God manifests in human form, God is not going to do away with free will. God will not interfere with how people want to live their lives. If a young mother wants to leave her child to come to Miami to do service, he will not stop her at her door and say, 'Ooops sorry my dear, shouldn't you consider the long term effects on that 2 year old upstairs sleeping that you are abandoning? I refuse to let you leave.' God will not disrupt our lives in that way because that would be interfering with the most important aspect of our nature, our free will. And God will not stop that ashram treasurer I had to deal with from telling me, 'John, you need to learn how to surrender. You don't really need to fix your teeth. Wouldn't you rather the money goes to Maraji?' M is not going to magically appear and stop this guy from being an ass hole. Again, why should God create us with the ability to do stupid things, and then manifest in human form to stop us from doing those stupid things? No, that is not what God comes here to do. So now we have determined that God in human form does not manifest in order to 'think' for us, to make our important decisions for us, or to control our lives, or to do good deeds. So, ex's, what do you think? Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Thurs, Apr 09, 1998 at 15:20:43 (EDT)
From: Rick Email: None To: John K. Subject: In Defense of M Message: Well done, John. And your use of 'this life' was kosher this time, as you had to differentiate between life in general (with which we can't do as we wish) and our life, which we can. Indeed, you captured the absurdity of the whole perfect master thing. Amazing that we didn't question that in the 70's. Even dumber, is that the perfect master manifests to teach us how to become free from karma, the world of duality. So that while our teeth eventually rot (stupid ashram treasurer or not) we can rise above the pain, and reside in a blissful state. Like you say, why not just create teeth that don't rot, or make the bliss standard equipment? Clearly, God fucked up big time. And the little huckster, maharaji, is just a tiny pimple. Maybe we need to call the Father out on the carpet, and stop messing around with the little fish. Remember knowledge being compared to a glass of water, and how it was pointed out that a person dying of thirst in the desert, doesn't ask what's in the water? And how we were supposed to have been like the person dying of thirst, and how absurd it was for us to ask about knowledge, because we were supposed to be so desperate that it was dumb to question the only liquid being offered to us? That was so cruel. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 09:21:59 (EDT)
From: Petrou Email: None To: John K. Subject: In Defense of M Message: Out of your long message at least comes the point of free will. If you want to make more sense out of the worlds suffering try this approach:limit your judgments to what you perceive with your senses only and you will see far more pattern to 'suffering'.To hear about 'all the world's suffering' is to hear second hand of things we can never possibly know enough about. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Fri, Apr 10, 1998 at 11:38:49 (EDT)
From: John K. Email: None To: Petrou Subject: Earth to Petrou Message: Petrou you write: 'If you want to make more sense out of the worlds suffering try this approach:limit your judgments to what you perceive with your senses only and you will see far more pattern to 'suffering'. First of all, I am not trying to make sense out of the world's suffering. There is suffering in the world. Period. I don't have any doubts about that and I am not trying to see patterns to it. Some people suffer far more than others. Isn't that obvious? It sounds like you are saying that I cannot make a judgement about, for instance, the holocoust, because I was not there to perceive it with my own senses. Are you sure you mean to say that? Human beings are capable of empathy. I saw a film reel on the jews being led into the ovens and trust me, I understood the suffering and horrors involved. I could feel it in my soul, in every fiber of my being. I did not need to be there to understand that people suffered. A problem I have had with your posts Petrou is that I don't understand what exactly you are saying. Help me out. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 08:27:57 (EDT)
From: Petrou Email: None To: John K. Subject: Earth to Petrou Message: Many of the Jews claimed they were in a different state of mind than you might think by being an outside observer.That is they reported being in a state of non feeling and caring.I have often heard it said that people who have for example been in horrible accidents etc feel nothing at the time when all the ghastly visuals are taking place.In my own experiences of tragedy I can honestly say there is a strong sense of meaning,pattern and godliness behind it all.Even in deaths,losses,accident. Is that clear yet? Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 11:21:23 (EDT)
From: Rick Email: None To: Petrou Subject: Earth to Petrou Message: John K. wrote I saw a film reel on the jews being led into the ovens and trust me, I understood the suffering and horrors involved. I could feel it in my soul, in every fiber of my being. I did not need to be there to understand that people suffered. Petrough responded: Many of the Jews claimed they were in a different state of mind than you might think by being an outside observer.That is they reported being in a state of non feeling and caring.I have often heard it said that people who have for example been in horrible accidents etc feel nothing at the time when all the ghastly visuals are taking place. Petrough, Which Jews claimed this? How do you know they claimed this? If they were being led to their deaths in ovens, how do you know they claimed this? I've never seen anyone display such a lack of compassion. Perhaps the nazis thought, 'What the hell. The Jews are probably in a state of non-caring; let's gas them.' I'm so baffled I can't even call you an idiot. I'll have to do it later. Rick Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 14:30:29 (EDT)
From: JW Email: None To: Petrou Subject: Earth to Petrou Message: HELLO?!?!?!? Petrou, a pretty disgusting post. I'm not at all surprised that some of the Jews being led to the gas chambers where in a somewhat different state of mind than someone might think watching a movie about it. I think there are very few people who can imagine the horror of what an experience of that must be like, although that doesn't mean they can't know that it WAS horrible and be able to empathize enough to understand to a some degree what it was like. And I have read some of those reports from concentration camp survivors who said they fell into a state of 'non-feeling' but you use those reports completely out of context. They were just reporting a human being's ability to adapt to constant pain and degredation through a numbing process. After being treated like an animal in a concentration camp for some period of time, a human being will naturally numb themselves from the pain. And I'm sure their experiences were somewhat different than those Jews who were selected to go immediately to the gas chambers. When the gas was turned on, the reports are of screaming and sounds of terror. I doubt few of them stopped to contemplate some 'sense of meaning' or some 'pattern of godliness' behind it that came to them at the time. Get a clue, Petrou. Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 14:52:14 (EDT)
From: Jim Email: None To: JW Subject: A solution for Petrou Message: Relax, Petrou, No one said anything about a Final Solution. I just think that you'd benefit from a few years visiting old folks and sick people on a World Welfare Association lovemobile. It's sensitivity we're looking for here, brother. Shalom, Jim Back To Index -:- Top of Index |
Date: Sat, Apr 11, 1998 at 11:05:37 (EDT)
From: Scott T. Email: None To: John K. Subject: In Defense of M Message: John: You... you.... inveterate LIBERAL! Have you been reading Hume or something? Modern version: Robert Nozick. -Scott Back To Index -:- Top of Index |