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Forum III Archive # 50

From: Jun 2, 1999

To: Jun 8, 1999

Page: 3 Of: 5



Telboy -:- can't believe it -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 23:35:13 (EDT)
__UNO -:- Nor can I -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 23:51:10 (EDT)
____barney -:- The Countdown has begun -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 03:35:09 (EDT)
__Gail -:- can't believe it -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 00:08:46 (EDT)
____KB -:- mata bell -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 00:44:41 (EDT)
__AJW -:- Better believe it -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 04:17:47 (EDT)
__x -:- can't believe it, Can't believ -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 05:43:10 (EDT)
__Mike -:- Premie..... -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 09:53:07 (EDT)
____Nil -:- Premie..... -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 20:56:19 (EDT)
______nigel -:- So tell us please, Nils... -:- Sat, Jun 05, 1999 at 03:18:53 (EDT)
__nigel -:- So tell us please, Telboy... -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 19:26:39 (EDT)
____Marianne -:- Stick around a while -:- Sat, Jun 05, 1999 at 01:19:35 (EDT)

madame tricks -:- saph -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 23:28:41 (EDT)
__UNO -:- saph -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 00:00:34 (EDT)
____KB -:- saphlanand -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 00:31:09 (EDT)
__Jethro -:- saph -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 02:33:24 (EDT)
____AJW -:- saph -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 04:22:07 (EDT)
__Fred -:- saph -:- Sat, Jun 05, 1999 at 03:12:55 (EDT)

gregg -:- the jerry springer forum -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:42:41 (EDT)
__KB -:- figure 8 -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:47:15 (EDT)
____gregg -:- figure 8 -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:57:38 (EDT)
______KB -:- figure9 -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 00:39:30 (EDT)
__Helen -:- the jerry springer forum -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:53:34 (EDT)
____gregg -:- the jerry springer forum -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 22:02:58 (EDT)
______Helen -:- the jerry springer forum -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 22:22:18 (EDT)
________gregg -:- the jerry springer forum -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 22:51:47 (EDT)
______Gail -:- the jerry springer forum -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 19:49:55 (EDT)
__x -:- the jerry springer forum -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 06:43:34 (EDT)

sally and jorge -:- Interested in cults -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 19:25:53 (EDT)
__AJW -:- Interested in cults -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 04:27:16 (EDT)
____Jorge -:- Interested in cults -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 11:14:05 (EDT)
______JHB -:- Interested in cults -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 11:23:17 (EDT)
________jorge -:- Interested in cults -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 12:04:21 (EDT)
__________Gerry -:- Interested in cults -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 12:09:57 (EDT)
____________jorge -:- Interested in cults -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 12:11:31 (EDT)
______________Helen -:- Interested in cults -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 17:32:05 (EDT)
______AJW -:- Interested in cults -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 21:59:07 (EDT)

JHB -:- Today's Darshan Dream -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 18:53:10 (EDT)
__Helen -:- Today's Darshan Dream -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:41:34 (EDT)
____gregg -:- Today's Darshan Dream -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:46:21 (EDT)
______Helen -:- Dreams (ot) -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 22:02:16 (EDT)
__Denise -:- Today's Darshan Dream -:- Sun, Jun 06, 1999 at 22:57:39 (EDT)

JW -:- Shameless Plug (ot) -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 16:04:05 (EDT)
__gregg -:- Shameless Plug (ot) -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:51:36 (EDT)
____JW -:- Second Showing. -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 12:13:15 (EDT)
__Robyn -:- Shameless Plug (ot) -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 22:53:18 (EDT)
____JW -:- Shameless Plug (ot) -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 12:16:53 (EDT)
______Robyn -:- Shameless Plug (ot) -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 18:27:35 (EDT)
__KB -:- Shameless inplants and weaves -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 01:13:33 (EDT)
____Robyn -:- Shameless inplants and weaves -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 01:24:28 (EDT)
______KB -:- caterpillar story -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 02:05:33 (EDT)
________Roger Mothra Drek -:- soon to be ***best*** -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 04:15:03 (EDT)
________Happy -:- caterpillar story -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 15:24:36 (EDT)
____Mike -:- Shameless inplants and weaves -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 10:01:43 (EDT)
______JW -:- Shameless inplants and weaves -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 13:02:28 (EDT)
________Mike -:- Thanks, JW -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 13:53:23 (EDT)
____JW -:- Shameless plug (ot) -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 12:33:17 (EDT)
______KB -:- Shameless plug (ot) -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 23:19:55 (EDT)
____Gerry -:- Shameless inplants and weaves -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 12:52:46 (EDT)
__z -:- Shameless Plug (ot) -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 06:50:56 (EDT)
____gregg -:- Shameless Plug (ot) -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 12:56:33 (EDT)

Toby -:- lets put some salt in -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 15:26:41 (EDT)
__Jim -:- And hurt his feelings? -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:38:05 (EDT)
____Roger E. Drek -:- Too late! -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 02:36:52 (EDT)
____toby -:- And hurt his feelings? -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 03:20:11 (EDT)

Jean-Michel -:- Worshipping the Absurd! -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 11:10:46 (EDT)
__barney -:- Excellent! -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 16:13:18 (EDT)
____barney -:- I can see clearly now -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 16:39:57 (EDT)
______gregg -:- Well, I don't know... -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 17:46:15 (EDT)
________Mike -:- Well, I don't know... -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 14:20:56 (EDT)
______KB -:- the chain is gone -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 01:17:03 (EDT)
____Jean-Michel -:- OCR error! -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 13:02:24 (EDT)

Catweasel -:- No-one here is Right! -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 09:19:58 (EDT)
__Powerman -:- Sounds like..... -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 11:01:19 (EDT)
__AJW -:- No-one here is Right! -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 11:13:29 (EDT)
____UNO -:- You weren't so bad, Anth. -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 12:17:34 (EDT)
______Liz -:- You weren't so bad, Anth. -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 12:31:02 (EDT)
______Liz -:- Irene Hall -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 13:23:48 (EDT)
____catweasel -:- No-one here is Right! -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 09:31:28 (EDT)
__Disillusioned -:- No-one here is Right! -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 11:19:39 (EDT)
____Catweasel -:- No-one here is Right! -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 09:36:35 (EDT)
__UNO (Prof of English) -:- No-one here is Right! -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 12:26:42 (EDT)
____Marianne -:- No-one here is Right! -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 13:01:52 (EDT)
______Liz -:- What's What? -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 13:06:06 (EDT)
________Marianne -:- What's What? -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 14:58:14 (EDT)
________UC -:- What's What? -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 16:33:00 (EDT)
__________barney -:- check this out! -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 16:53:14 (EDT)
____________Rob -:- Miami event -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 19:22:50 (EDT)
____________Everyone Except Barney -:- check this out! ITS BULLSHIT! -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 09:55:34 (EDT)
______________barney -:- You disappoint me! -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 13:29:26 (EDT)
__________Jim -:- That's pretty funny, UC -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 16:56:14 (EDT)
____________UC -:- That's pretty funny, UC -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 18:14:48 (EDT)
______________Jim -:- Typical -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 18:19:24 (EDT)
______________UC What I mean -:- That's pretty funny, UC -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 09:59:45 (EDT)
__________Mike -:- It was a premie that -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 19:37:37 (EDT)
__________AJW -:- Hi UC? -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 05:00:02 (EDT)
__________Catweasel -:- What's Real!!!!! -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 09:43:27 (EDT)
______Gail -:- Satellite Link-up -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 15:26:30 (EDT)
______Catweasel -:- No-one here is Right! -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 09:38:26 (EDT)
__Mike -:- Ok, define hate.... -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 15:42:30 (EDT)
____Catweasel -:- Hate is in your eyes -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 22:36:30 (EDT)
__Maggie -:- No one there is right! -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 19:13:09 (EDT)
____Gail -:- NSA WATER FILTERS -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 19:48:49 (EDT)
__TD -:- Where can I get a prescription -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 00:37:50 (EDT)
____cp -:- misconception -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 04:13:21 (EDT)

Happy -:- no threat -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 08:58:07 (EDT)

Keith -:- Tolerance -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 02:37:40 (EDT)
__cp -:- Tolerance -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 02:59:14 (EDT)
____Helen -:- Tolerance -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 09:16:33 (EDT)
______gregg -:- Tolerance -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 12:35:09 (EDT)
________Mike -:- BWAH HA HA HA! -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 12:53:42 (EDT)
__________Selene -:- BWAH HA HA HA! -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 13:04:28 (EDT)
______Nil -:- Tolerance -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 19:59:57 (EDT)
________Helen -:- Tolerance don't mean -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:33:58 (EDT)
__________Nil -:- Tolerance don't mean -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:46:37 (EDT)
____________Helen -:- Like......using your BRAIN -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 22:15:01 (EDT)
______________Nil -:- Like......using your BRAIN -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 22:36:49 (EDT)
________________barney -:- Maharaji's BRAIN DRAIN -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 04:35:09 (EDT)
__________________Nil -:- Maharaji's BRAIN DRAIN -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 10:26:43 (EDT)
____________________barney -:- Thanks, Nil. I'm flattered(nt) -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 12:56:53 (EDT)
______________________Nil -:- Thanks, Nil. I'm flattered(nt) -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 13:08:16 (EDT)
________________Helen -:- Like......using your BRAIN -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 08:39:32 (EDT)
__________________Helen -:- Nil: Read this -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 09:05:48 (EDT)
____________________Nil -:- Nil: Read this -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 10:31:12 (EDT)
______________________JHB -:- Nil: Think about this.... -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 11:06:27 (EDT)
________________________Nil -:- Ex's: Think about this.... -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 13:20:22 (EDT)
__________________________JHB -:- Ex's: Think about this.... -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 13:29:15 (EDT)
____________________________Nil -:- Ex's: Think about this.... -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 15:23:10 (EDT)
____________________________Nil -:- Ex's: Think about this.... -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 15:32:30 (EDT)
______________________Helen -:- Nil: Read this -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 11:36:00 (EDT)
________________________Nil -:- Nil: Read this -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 13:05:21 (EDT)
__________________________Powerman -:- You're full of shit, Nil -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 13:34:52 (EDT)
__________________________Helen -:- Nil: Read this -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 17:03:18 (EDT)
____________________________Nil -:- Nil: Read this -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 20:45:57 (EDT)
______________________________Powerman -:- Nil: Read this -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 20:53:35 (EDT)
________________________________Nil -:- Then fuck off and... -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 20:59:59 (EDT)
__________________________________Powerman -:- Okay, I admit it, -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 21:29:02 (EDT)
______________________________Helen -:- Nil: Read this -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 22:19:58 (EDT)
______________________________Tattoo -:- Nil: Read this -:- Sat, Jun 05, 1999 at 06:32:44 (EDT)
____Nil -:- Tolerance -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 19:52:58 (EDT)
______Jim -:- You're right, Nil -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 20:07:25 (EDT)
________Nil -:- You're right, Nil -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 20:32:27 (EDT)
__________Jim -:- Really? -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 20:53:48 (EDT)
____________Nil -:- Really? -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:19:03 (EDT)
______________Jim -:- NIL!! Wake up!! -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:24:49 (EDT)
________________Nil -:- NIL!! Wake up!! -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:37:11 (EDT)
__________________Jim -:- NIL!! Wake up!! -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:48:35 (EDT)
____________________Nil -:- NIL!! Wake up!! -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:58:41 (EDT)
______________________Jim -:- NIL!! Wake up!! -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 22:05:10 (EDT)
________________________Nil -:- NIL!! Wake up!! -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 22:19:48 (EDT)
__________________________TD -:- NIL!! Wake up!! -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 23:53:40 (EDT)
______________Powerman -:- Really? -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:27:49 (EDT)
________________Nil -:- Really? -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:43:02 (EDT)
__________________Powerman -:- Really? -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 00:14:39 (EDT)
____________________Nil -:- Really? -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 12:34:36 (EDT)
______________________JHB -:- Communication. -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 12:54:18 (EDT)
______________________Powerman -:- sees another premie lying -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 12:55:15 (EDT)
________________Rob -:- Powermania -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 22:31:27 (EDT)
__________________Powerman -:- thinks Rob is asleep -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 00:29:03 (EDT)
____________________Rob -:- I never sleep, -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 00:51:25 (EDT)
______________________Powerman -:- says, 'Okay, Rob, you win the -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 01:07:57 (EDT)
________________________Rob -:- ooooooH -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 01:28:19 (EDT)
__________________________Jim -:- Kudos -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 02:10:47 (EDT)
____________________________GI -:- Kudos from the Master James -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 08:57:57 (EDT)
______________________________JHB -:- Kudos from the Master James -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 11:09:24 (EDT)
________________________________GI -:- Reply to JHB / cc: Jim -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 20:23:37 (EDT)
__________________________________Jim -:- Reply to JHB / cc: Jim -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 20:48:53 (EDT)
____________________________________Prize Patrol/Canned Yak -:- Reply to JHB / cc: Jim -:- Sat, Jun 05, 1999 at 00:10:09 (EDT)
__________________________________JHB -:- Reply to JHB / cc: Jim -:- Sat, Jun 05, 1999 at 05:15:10 (EDT)
______________________________Roger E. Drek -:- GI, SHUT UP! -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 13:41:45 (EDT)
________________________________GI -:- GI, SHUT UP! -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 20:36:34 (EDT)
________________________________GI -:- More Drek-anal-ysis -:- Sat, Jun 05, 1999 at 01:21:55 (EDT)
__________________________________barney -:- Smoke 'em if you got 'em, GI -:- Sat, Jun 05, 1999 at 03:39:43 (EDT)
____________________________________Jim -:- Nya nya nya nya nya! -:- Sat, Jun 05, 1999 at 15:03:58 (EDT)
____________________________________barney -:- furthermore -:- Sat, Jun 05, 1999 at 15:32:24 (EDT)
__________________________Powerman -:- I thought I could practice -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 10:52:24 (EDT)
__________________JF -:- Powermania -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 00:40:18 (EDT)
____________GI -:- How 2 bring peace 2 the world -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:21:11 (EDT)
______________Jim -:- Sheer stupidity -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:32:00 (EDT)
________________GI -:- Who's who in Jim's world -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:53:22 (EDT)
__________________Jim -:- almost -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 22:06:29 (EDT)
____________________GI -:- A matter of perspective -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 22:14:30 (EDT)
______________________Powerman -:- A matter of perspective -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 00:35:08 (EDT)
________________________GI -:- A matter of perspective -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 08:45:16 (EDT)
__________________________Powerman -:- GI Joe -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 10:18:01 (EDT)
____________________________GI -:- Time out -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 20:45:55 (EDT)
______________________________Powerman -:- I mean -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 21:23:31 (EDT)
________________________________GI -:- you got it all wrong pal -:- Sat, Jun 05, 1999 at 00:21:29 (EDT)
______Powerman -:- Tolerance -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 20:07:53 (EDT)
__KB-I cant read your -:- posts kieth, too stupid.-NT -:- Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:58:27 (EDT)
__AJW -:- Good Question Keith. -:- Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 05:19:23 (EDT)


Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 23:35:13 (EDT)
From: Telboy
Email: None
To: Everyone
Subject: can't believe it
Message:
I was heavily into DLM from around 1973 - 1976. I can't believe you guys are still bitching about it after 25 years. Put it behind you for fuck's sake. Maharaji is history. Plus we were all hippies then - don't get trapped in your childhoods, it wasn't 'that' bad a trip.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 23:51:10 (EDT)
From: UNO
Email: None
To: Telboy
Subject: Nor can I
Message:
Gosh, you're so right Mr Telboy. I will stop posting here immediately and also erase this site from my favourites list. And Barney; abandon this site tight away! I'll also erase the whole of The truth about Maharaji website which I so mistakenly spent hours and hours constructing.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 03:35:09 (EDT)
From: barney
Email: None
To: UNO
Subject: The Countdown has begun
Message:
Shit, UNO, Telboy is right! And you're right too. I'm gonna nuke this website. The countdown begins in 10 minutes!
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 00:08:46 (EDT)
From: Gail
Email: None
To: Telboy
Subject: can't believe it
Message:
I can't believe it either. Lucky you! You left after 3 years. I stayed with this trip for 24.5 years. You left before the really heavy, mind-wrenching, devotional period happened. That's when I fully realized what it meant to be a devotee of the Living Lord--trapped for a lifetime.

Stick around, Telboy. Read all about it.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 00:44:41 (EDT)
From: KB
Email: None
To: Gail
Subject: mata bell
Message:
Your right Gail, he missed the -final solution-
killing the connections to 'the world' and
the 'ultimate ruler' era's.

Telboy/man, what helped you walk away?
Were you informed about anything that did it for you
or did you just disengage during the 76 window of
opportunity?
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 04:17:47 (EDT)
From: AJW
Email: None
To: Telboy
Subject: Better believe it
Message:
Hi Telboy,

we got knowledge the same year. I left in 1998. I'm not bitching. I'm sorting myself out. Living your life based on a load of mumbo-jumbo for over 25 years does require a bit of sorting out afterwards.

Anton le sensitive
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 05:43:10 (EDT)
From: x
Email: x
To: Telboy
Subject: can't believe it, Can't believ
Message:
receiving this Knowledge, TO YOU, maybe, TO SOME maybe here maybe not, but, You talk like your not such a frendly person, maybe its just you, maybe .......................GO AWAY NOW
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 09:53:07 (EDT)
From: Mike
Email: None
To: Telboy
Subject: Premie.....
Message:
Sorry Telboy, but you are using the old 'just walk' speech. It's on the list of favorite things for premies to say. So I pegs 'em as I sees 'em.

By the way, just in case the world flew by while you were asleep, M is still very-much active and still spreading his gospel of deceit. He still expects unearned adoration. He is as rich as ever and continues to make money off the premie's backs. I just wanted to let you know that this dangerous liar is still around and pawning-off his meaningless rambling and fluff on unsuspecting innocents. Thought you might be interested.... sleepy-head.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 20:56:19 (EDT)
From: Nil
Email: None
To: Mike
Subject: Premie.....
Message:
By the way, just in case the world flew by while you were asleep, M is still very-much active and still spreading his gospel of deceit. He still expects unearned adoration. He is as rich as ever and continues to make money off the premie's backs. I just wanted to let you know that this dangerous liar is still around and pawning-off his meaningless rambling and fluff on unsuspecting innocents.

Mike why don't you go save the fucking whales or something. Or better still, why not go fuck the whales. You clearly need to have a cause to give your life some meaning.
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Date: Sat, Jun 05, 1999 at 03:18:53 (EDT)
From: nigel
Email: nigel@redcrow.demon.co.uk
To: Nil
Subject: So tell us please, Nils...
Message:
You clearly need to have a cause to give your life some meaning.

What do you need to give your life some meaning, Nils? - I mean shouldn't you be merging with the Word or something?

You've got the got the keys to eternal liberation, dammit, yet you seem to have a problem with people who just want to chat about their shared perception of your Master as being a corrupt fraud. Surely that's their problem, not yours. It's a personal experience, after all: just you and Goo Margie in your heart - that's all you need to know about for that perfect satisfaction.

Stick around here and you'll be looking at those big, big waves and getting all queasy, instead of staying right in the middle of Maharaji's boat where it's nice and safe.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 19:26:39 (EDT)
From: nigel
Email: nigel@redcrow.demon.co.uk
To: Telboy
Subject: So tell us please, Telboy...
Message:
I was heavily into DLM from around 1973 - 1976. I can't believe you guys are still bitching about it after 25 years. Put it behind you for fuck's sake. Maharaji is history. Plus we were all hippies then - don't get trapped in your childhoods, it wasn't 'that' bad a trip.

...how heavy was 'heavily'?

Did you surrender the reins of your life?

Did you devote every fibre of your being to this preposterous little squit?

Did you truly believe that 'Maharaji's World' was the only reality, and that the rest of the world was an illusion?

Were you made to feel that there wasn't any safe place in the universe you could hide if you ever left the movement? That you couldn't possibly be happy again without the protection of the Lard's divine fucking Grace?

Did you treat your friends and family badly as a result of Prem Rawat's messianic totalitarianism?

And if so, did you get the chance to put right the damage?

And how do you know we haven't 'put it behind us'? You're here posting when you don't need to be - same as me.

Wouldn't you like to see the Lord of the Unicorns publically pilloried as a mindfucking liar? Hell, it beats watching TV... And don't you think it a good idea for all mindfucking liars to be exposed? Or maybe just some of them... Ashokohara, Applewhite, Hubbard, Jim Jones etc.? We could have a chat about where you would draw the line, consider the similarilties etc.

And aren't you even interested in what on earth possessed you back then? The psychology of it, maybe... Heavy cult membership is a remarkable thing for anyone to get into, wouldn't you say? How would you explain it to your kids if you wanted to warn them off? Don't you see that a webpage like this actually performs a service in warning people off?

I suggest that either you join in the discussions properly - maybe read around the site a little before joining in, or else find yourself another forum for your poisonous little snipes.
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Date: Sat, Jun 05, 1999 at 01:19:35 (EDT)
From: Marianne
Email: None
To: Telboy
Subject: Stick around a while
Message:
If you have only read this site a few times, you might get the idea that the regular posters have nothing else going on in their lives. You are wrong. Keep reading for a few weeks. Since you left in 1976 (I was involved for the same years), something made you split. You will learn information and gain insights about later events which will affect your view of your involvement in DLM. Your post strikes me as that of a person who has skimmed the site briefly and hasn't read the Journeys section.

Where did you live? Were you an ashram premie? Did you go to Houston?
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 23:28:41 (EDT)
From: madame tricks
Email: None
To: Everyone
Subject: saph
Message:
anybody know what happened to mahatma saphalandji - the English hippie guy who became an initiator inthe 70s?
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 00:00:34 (EDT)
From: UNO
Email: None
To: madame tricks
Subject: saph
Message:
Dunno mate and you shouldn't ask but should be doing something else other than reading this forum. I mean, get a life man and follow Mr Thingymajig's advice above.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 00:31:09 (EDT)
From: KB
Email: None
To: UNO
Subject: saphlanand
Message:
He resigned from his instructor job very early on.
around millenium. perhaps before.
he was into pot but would come to some festivals.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 02:33:24 (EDT)
From: Jethro
Email: None
To: madame tricks
Subject: saph
Message:
The last I heard of brian(saph)was that he had left m and teaching computer progarmming.....but this was quite a few years ago.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 04:22:07 (EDT)
From: AJW
Email: None
To: Jethro
Subject: saph
Message:
Hi,

Father Love (see Journeys) was in touch with him recently. I beleive he's alive and well and living in the SouthWest of England. I also think he's an ex- nowadays.

Anth the Gossip.
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Date: Sat, Jun 05, 1999 at 03:12:55 (EDT)
From: Fred
Email: None
To: madame tricks
Subject: saph
Message:
Glen Whittaker told me that Saph was still a bit bingo (I hope Saph you will forgive me if you read this - you are probably O.K. Just not involved in the M insanity.)

He also said he had a nice little wifie to look after him.

Thank goodness because M doesn't look after causualties.

Fred
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:42:41 (EDT)
From: gregg
Email: None
To: Everyone
Subject: the jerry springer forum
Message:
I see many wonderful and thoughtful exchanges here. But when I log on and see a whole bunch of posts, I know what it is: a bunch of premies and ex-premies yelling at each other. Throwing cyberchairs.

So whassup with that? I know flaming is, like, way funner than philosophizing...but shouldn't this space be about figgerin' things out rather than duking it out?

Maybe not.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:47:15 (EDT)
From: KB
Email: None
To: gregg
Subject: figure 8
Message:
We HAVE spent many threads having the talks about
life and reality.

You mention the possibility but you don't start any
subject.
wazupwidat?

This forum has been all over the map.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:57:38 (EDT)
From: gregg
Email: None
To: KB
Subject: figure 8
Message:
KB: I apologize if I am bringing up an old worn-out topic, but don't accuse me of bitching and not doing nuthin' about it. Please rewind last week's forum and read my posts. I am new to this forum, but have been posting thoughtfully and often. I don't recall your name, but that's because I am kind new here. Maybe you don't know me because you haven't been checking out this site recently.

And I wasn't trying to be personal. I just had a suggestion, or an observation, as a newbie.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 00:39:30 (EDT)
From: KB
Email: None
To: gregg
Subject: figure9
Message:
It isnt a worn out topic, (whichever topic you mean).
I did see your posts but I do admit to focusing
more on the posters I know and making sure I read
thier latest and with the remaining time I pick
up on the new folks.
I said 'wazupwidat' in a nice way.
Encourageing you to let it rip.
You might like the discussions that occur on the topics
you bring up.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:53:34 (EDT)
From: Helen
Email: None
To: gregg
Subject: the jerry springer forum
Message:
You're not the 1st to compare the forum with Jerry Springer or a Roman coliseum. What do you suggest for improvement?
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 22:02:58 (EDT)
From: gregg
Email: None
To: Helen
Subject: the jerry springer forum
Message:
Helen: love your posts.

Suggestions? I don't know. Restraint? Reason? It's just my bias, really. I'm not as bitter as many here, and, if I were, I guess I'd be cursing at the premies, too.

If our purpose is to vent, to hug, to communicate with each other... I guess restraint is bad; it's repression.

But some have said that our purpose is to let premies get a chance to be exposed to our experiences.

What is our purpose here?
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 22:22:18 (EDT)
From: Helen
Email: None
To: gregg
Subject: the jerry springer forum
Message:
I hear you, gregg. I've gone through my ups and downs here. I've gotten so angry I've stomped off and threatened to never come back. I think all forum regulars go through a process. I also was way addicted to the forum for awhile. That also passed. Now I am a bit more philosophical about it. It is what it is. I sorta stay out of the way of people I know I will annoy and who will annoy me. I'm sure I'll get all angry again and stomp off. It goes in cycles

I kinda like the Jerry SPringer aspect sometimes, it was interesting when 'report' said that premies sit around reading the forum after satsang, and that we are sort of a 'Melrose Place' for them. That tickled me pink. Whatever it takes for people to read--and to question.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 22:51:47 (EDT)
From: gregg
Email: None
To: Helen
Subject: the jerry springer forum
Message:
Well, yeah, you got a point...the Internet is a Jerry Springer kind of place for a lot of people anyway, so why not here. I do, now that you mention it, enjoy the variety of people here.

I mostly surf and research; this is the only forum I really visit, and the variety may be partly why.

As an English teacher, I am offended by Mr. Cat Weasel's illiteracy, but I grin and bear it.

Mostly, I like the fact that everybody here has something to say about that strange strange little man (not that there's anything wrong about being little...or strange...or fat or fraudulent or greedy).

Gotta go and read my daughter bedtime stories.

C-ya.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 19:49:55 (EDT)
From: Gail
Email: None
To: gregg
Subject: the jerry springer forum
Message:
I think the people on Jerry Springer have to be getting paid-- we're not! I have never met a premie that even remotely resembled that lot. Then again, it is a cloistered life up here!

You are probably right though, Gregg. It is more helpful to newbies to present the facts without the digression or passion, but hell, we can't be humanitarians all the time.

PS: Do you know how to make a real happy face on screen?
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 06:43:34 (EDT)
From: x
Email: x
To: gregg
Subject: the jerry springer forum
Message:
x It is!!!, maybe not always, and it might seem that way, but, and again I say, but, but, The Opportunity/Possibility is allways hear and now, and that is the magic ..............!
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 19:25:53 (EDT)
From: sally and jorge
Email: None
To: Everyone
Subject: Interested in cults
Message:
Hi:
We are researching a small project on cults and this web site caught our eye. We would be very interested in getting in touch with any people who have been, or are still involved with Maharaji.
Please contact us at: jkreimer1@aol.com,or sdgo@bellsouth.net
Hoping to hear from you.
Thank you.
Jorge and Sally
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 04:27:16 (EDT)
From: AJW
Email: anthginn@yahoo.com
To: sally and jorge
Subject: Interested in cults
Message:
Hi Sally and Jorge,

as a writer, the first thing that springs to mind is, 'Why don't you try joining one?'. You can't beat a bit of personal experience.

Why not try ours. You go through the front door to 'learn about your inner self' and, after being crammed with sickly, wishy-washy videos for a while, pretend you understand, hint that you get this 'special feeling' when you see Maharaji talk, and you'll be initiated.

Before you know it you'll be at the feet of the Master with an inane grin on your face and a standing order form in your pocket.

If that all sounds a bit tame, you could come round our house and worship me.

Shri Anth Ji
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 11:14:05 (EDT)
From: Jorge
Email: None
To: AJW
Subject: Interested in cults
Message:
Well, actually I have gone to video events for a couple of months and I've also spoken to some premies. I have to say that ex-premies are more interesting. About workshiping anybody, that's a bit difficult for me. Still I would like to talk to you (not about workshiping you btw). I'll e-mail you if you don't mind.
Best regards,
Jorge
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 11:23:17 (EDT)
From: JHB
Email: None
To: Jorge
Subject: Interested in cults
Message:
Jorge,

Your request seemed sincere, and Anth is currently in an irreverent mood. Have you read all the background material on this site, and Jean-Michel's, and Roger Drek's sites? There enough information there to keep you going. If you have any questions after that, then there will be many here who will give you serious answers.

All the best, and enjoy the videos (if you can!),

John.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 12:04:21 (EDT)
From: jorge
Email: None
To: JHB
Subject: Interested in cults
Message:
Hi John:
Thank you for your post. For a moment I thought that perhaps I was being offensive (not being a premie or a ex and meddling into other people's bussines)and I certainly don't want to do that.
I've looked through this and other sites for the past few days and yes, there is a lot of material. I have a lot of questions but I'd rather ask them by e-mail or telephone.
Thanks again for the encouragement,
Jorge
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 12:09:57 (EDT)
From: Gerry
Email: glyng@techline.com
To: jorge
Subject: Interested in cults
Message:
Jorge,

Don't know if I can be of much help but my e-mail address is above.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 12:11:31 (EDT)
From: jorge
Email: None
To: Gerry
Subject: Interested in cults
Message:
Thanks, I'll wirte to you very soon. I have to leave now.
Jorge
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 17:32:05 (EDT)
From: Helen
Email: None
To: jorge
Subject: Interested in cults
Message:
You can e-mail me also--HelenRDC@aol.com
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 21:59:07 (EDT)
From: AJW
Email: None
To: Jorge
Subject: Interested in cults
Message:
No problem Jorge

I didn't mean to sound flipant by the way. My mouth often runs away with me, and it's been a long, hard week...blather blather.

Anyway, looking forward to hearing from you.

Anth the repentant
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 18:53:10 (EDT)
From: JHB
Email: None
To: Everyone
Subject: Today's Darshan Dream
Message:
This afternoon I fell asleep in my armchair and had a dream. I was at a Maharaji program, and he was in a strange L-shaped bed-type car/chair that he could move around at the front of the hall. There were many people in the hall, mainly around the edge. There were some long sofas near the front occupied by his family and PAMs. I moved forward to get a better look, and M started moving this strange bed/car/chair around, and issuing clouds of dry ice type smoke. I thought this was odd, and would be received badly by the premies. I then turned around and saw that most of the premies had left, and M was simply playing, oblivious of the fact that no one was watching him any more.

I walked out knowing that the whole thing was over, and that he was finished.

Dream interpreters are invited to analyse my mental health.

John.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:41:34 (EDT)
From: Helen
Email: None
To: JHB
Subject: Today's Darshan Dream
Message:
Sounds like a good dream to me. Everyone left, you knew the whole thing was over, you are HEALED, brother!!! Now go forth and multiply.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:46:21 (EDT)
From: gregg
Email: None
To: Helen
Subject: Today's Darshan Dream
Message:
Y'know, I haven't had a darshan dream in twenty years or so, but as I recall, they were like the dreams I had of my heroes, the Beatles, when I was 12 (1964): my heroes talked to me....in my driveway...and I was thrilled!
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 22:02:16 (EDT)
From: Helen
Email: None
To: gregg
Subject: Dreams (ot)
Message:
COOL!
I had a middle aged moment the other day at work. My co-worker said the first album he ever bought with his own money was Michael Jackson's Off the Wall. Mine was St. Pepper's Lonely Heart's Club Band! Another co-worker had never heard of Joni Mitchell, that made me weep.

Then again I've never heard of a lot of stuff they (my 20-something co-workers) listen to either.

I used to have a great dream life, then I went on this medication for pniched nerves, neurontin, which has really helped me as far as pain relief goes, it also helps me sleep, but I have really weird, strange and kinda scary dreams. Like last night I dreamed that I was trying out for some kind of play and the producers wanted me to pay 500 bucks to have my photos taken (publicity shots) and I realized it was a rip off scam. I was very disappointed. These are the kinds of dreams I have lately, they are unsatisfying and disconnected from my real self. This medication is an anti-seizure medication that they realize is also good for people with pinched nerves and I think it's suppressing the part of my brain that dreams good dreams. Oh well.
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Date: Sun, Jun 06, 1999 at 22:57:39 (EDT)
From: Denise
Email: None
To: JHB
Subject: Today's Darshan Dream
Message:
Well, JHB, here's my two cent interpretation of the dream. I don't know if you should take me seriously or not, but I am a licensed therapist and did lots of dream interpretation, though not any for quite a while-maybe I'm rusty.

First of all, know that we all have our own symbols in dreams so you will best know what they mean. I can give my impression not knowing you or how you've been feeling about M or anything, so this will be a starting point. Remember that in dreams it's very important (and will tell you a lot) to note the feelings you were having about the events while in the dream.

Anyway, my personal impression, now that I've made adequate disclaimers, is that it reminded me of the Wizard of Oz, where you viewed M as the Wizard of Oz with the dry ice mist to add drama like the Wiz did. We all know the Wizard's deal--he was a fake who embellished his powers and most believed him. Your impression of him embellishing and pretending to be more than he is was negative and you thought others would think so, too. The premies in your dream were around the edges of the hall, maybe meaning they are 'on the fringes' of his life and not really near him, though could mean they are 'on the fringes' in life in general also, think about what it could mean to you. The PAMS on the couch to me means they get the best and most comfortable one and are the closest to him. How did you feel about their placement? How did you feel about where the premies (and you) were in the hall? The end of the dream you basically said in your own words-he was over. I don't know what your official stance on him is but maybe, at least subconsciously, you feel he is over with his whole trip.

Think about what I've said and figure out what you think it means to you. I just gave suggestions about my impression of what it could be, but, again, you'll know better.

Don't know about your mental health based on this.

Also, I thought that a dream with M in it is just a dream unless also accompanied by THAT EXPERIENCE. I've dreamt many times about M, but only consider one of them a true darshan dream.

*Denise
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 16:04:05 (EDT)
From: JW
Email: None
To: Everyone
Subject: Shameless Plug (ot)
Message:
During the month of June, about 100 PBS stations accross the country are running a documentary produced by a friend of mine, Debra Chasnoff, that you might find interesting. It's called It's Elementary: Talking About Gay Issues in School. Debra won an Academy Award for another documentary in 1991 called Deadly Deception.

I saw the film at a screening a couple of years ago and I thought it was very good. It's a 78-minute film about what happens when teachers talk to their students in age-appropriate ways about same-sex relationships in an attempt to prevent prejudice, anti-gay violence, etc. Since it was completed in 1996, it's been adopted for use by a wide range of institutions with tolerance and diversity training programs, from the National Education Association (NEA) and the National Association of School Psychologists to B'nai B'rith and the United Church of Christ. The Chicago school system recently made it part of its teacher training program.

Debra managed to identify six elementary and middle schools in places you might expect: Madison, Cambridge, New York and San Francisco, where teachers talked with their pupils about gay people, and filmed those discussions. The real stars of this video are the kids -- who are often light-years ahead of their parents and societal norms in understanding what prejudice is all about. This kids are really great.

But, the anti-gay ultras of the Christian right, including Rev. Donald Wildmon, and James Dobson, the same people who brought us the absurd 'homosexuals can be cured' ad campaign, are mounting a campaign to pressure local stations to keep you from seeing this program on PBS. In fact, PBS refused to air the show nationwide, but the San Francisco affliate, KQED, is offering it to public TV stations through another distribution network this month.

Anyhow, I think about 100 stations have picked it up and are running it in June. [I think it runs in Denver tonight and in most of the major cities during June.] You can check your listings to see when it's on. I think about 80 stations have announced they won't broadcast it. [You might consider contacting your local PBS station and complain if they have refused to air the program.]
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:51:36 (EDT)
From: gregg
Email: None
To: JW
Subject: Shameless Plug (ot)
Message:
JW: I missed the show; it played here in Denver last night; but I heard good things about it. Kids need to hear these things -- it's no big deal to them (my little daughter never blinked an eye about her two aunts), but it's a big big deal to a handful of christian fanatics. We need to be outraged about those who want to push their agenda down the throats of our kids while whining about 'the homosexual agenda.' Jesus!
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 12:13:15 (EDT)
From: JW
Email: None
To: gregg
Subject: Second Showing.
Message:
Thanks Gregg. It's always great to hear from someone as open as yourself. Actually, Debra faxed me a partial listing of when the program runs. It is scheduled to be shown again in Denver on KBDI on Wednesday, June 16 at 9:00 pm. So maybe you will get a chance to see it after all.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 22:53:18 (EDT)
From: Robyn
Email: sundogs@hotmail.com
To: JW
Subject: Shameless Plug (ot)
Message:
Dear Joe,
Thanks for this info. Unfortunately I don't get PBS here in countrybumpkinville but I spoke with Jess tonight and told her. She had heard of it but didn't know when it was.
I just copied your post to email her as she can't spend time on the net at work anymore, poor baby! :)
Love,
Robyn
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 12:16:53 (EDT)
From: JW
Email: None
To: Robyn
Subject: Shameless Plug (ot)
Message:
Thanks Robyn. If you talk to Jessica, the program is being run on KQED on June 30 at 8:00 pm. It's also being run on KCSM (Channel 60) on June 24 at 8:00 pm. Can't you pick up any Philly stations where you are? You can also order a copy of the video yourself if you want to at www.womedia.org. Really, I do NOT get any kind of a kickback from Debra. :)
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 18:27:35 (EDT)
From: Robyn
Email: sundogs@hotmail.com
To: JW
Subject: Shameless Plug (ot)
Message:
Dear Joe,
You just don't understand how far out I am. I can't even get cable here. I could buy a satalite but I am not that into having tv. I pick 3 local stations, one NBC, CBS and ABC and have to watch different ones in different rooms where they will come in. It is to much of an ordeal, maybe Jess can tape it for me. I am working on buying belly dancing videos now and can't do both. At least now you know where my priorities lay! :)
Thanks for the info I will copy and email to Jess.
Love,
Robyn
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 01:13:33 (EDT)
From: KB
Email: None
To: JW
Subject: Shameless inplants and weaves
Message:
Debra might be jumping the gun by shopping
sex discussions in the elementary age groups.

I am not sure disclosure is a good idea for the
elementary and mid grade levels. The kids can
be SOO harsh and cruel to other kids that have
a difference going in thier lives (same sex
partner parents-being one difference)
No matter HOW the teacher presents it, any disclosure
that opens a kid up for torture at the young ages
can be very destructive.

Elementary boys can torment relentlessly and not see
the harm they cause.
Parents are quite blind to what happens to thier kid
in this way. Bullies are a fact of life and they go
deaf during heartfelt discussions.

Closeting was a response to the realities of the
generation before us. It may be hailed as 'the greatest
generation' but it was also very harsh and cruel.

If a kid opens up during a warm discussion in a class
hosted by a teacher, when class ends, the darkness
decends and the kid is in for it. Word gets
around and the verbal assaults begin.

High school you stand a better chance of tolerance
than in the early years.

Having boys in high school, college, and 2 in elementary,
this is what I think I see.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 01:24:28 (EDT)
From: Robyn
Email: sundogs@hotmail.com
To: KB
Subject: Shameless inplants and weaves
Message:
Holy Molars KB,
'Having boys in high school, college, and 2 in elementary,
this is what I think I see.'
You are in for the long haul aren't you! :)
Love,
Robyn
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 02:05:33 (EDT)
From: KB
Email: None
To: Robyn
Subject: caterpillar story
Message:
Like the caterpillar story right?

Maybe you weren't around for it so I'll tell
you.
A few years ago I was giving the (now 9) kid a bath
and I remembered a charanand story;
First a man starts off with 2legs, then he gets married
and he has 4 then he has kids and it's 6 8 10...
and he becomes a caterpillar.
He told the story in the typical guru maharaj ji
way, in a derogatory way.
I just thought this quietly to myself.

Then, the 4 year old looked at me and said
'guess what daddy!' I said 'what?'
He said 'caterpillars become butterflys!'

How about that.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 04:15:03 (EDT)
From: Roger Mothra Drek
Email: None
To: KB
Subject: soon to be ***best***
Message:
asdf
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 15:24:36 (EDT)
From: Happy
Email: None
To: KB
Subject: caterpillar story
Message:
Nice story! Well worth to be among the ***best***.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 10:01:43 (EDT)
From: Mike
Email: None
To: KB
Subject: Shameless inplants and weaves
Message:
KB: I tend to agree with you on this one. Not because I think the subject isn't a good one, but because of the ages involved. You brought up some really good points concerning 'differences' perceived by children and their subsequent use as a torture-device. My little girl is 'different' (a mild learning disability) and she is picked-on mercilessly by others (even though the teachers really try to stop it).

If I'm not mistaken, JW is/was a teacher (sorry, JW, my memory is blatto today). If you are reading this, JW: What is your take on the issues brought up by KB? Actually, I would be interested in what any educator on the forum had to say.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 13:02:28 (EDT)
From: JW
Email: None
To: Mike
Subject: Shameless inplants and weaves
Message:
Mike,

I responded to KB above. I think KB has a misconception about what the tolerance training actually does. Frankly, I completely disagree that you can avoid kids picking on other kids by trying to hide differences. It doesn't work because kids find out about the families of other kids, and trying to hide it just reinforces the view that there is something wrong with it, or something to be ashamed of.

You have to deal with it head-on, no matter what the prejudice is -- racial, religious, gender, etc., Otherwise the kids with the 'differences' are just isolated. Prejudice is based on ignorance and fear and it can get established early. I really believe that shedding light on the issue is the best way to deal with it. As I also mentioned, I think Debra's film is mostly for adults-- teachers and administrators -- giving them some options on how to deal with the whole issue.

By the way, I have only taught adults at the college level -- so I've never really dealt with teaching elementary or high school kids. I have a whole lot of respect for anyone who does that, however.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 13:53:23 (EDT)
From: Mike
Email: None
To: JW
Subject: Thanks, JW
Message:
JW: I agree that trying to 'hide' the subject is bad news all the way around. I was thinking more along the lines of 'witholding info' for a time. I know it's a subtle difference, but I know there are some things, particularly sexual things, that my particular kid just isn't ready for, yet. We don't hide anything from her, but we don't make a point to tell her until she's ready for the info.

I guess my concern is that, in some notable cases, parents have been taken out of the loop concerning when/what their own children are taught. It's kind of hard to hold parents accountable for behaviors that may result from training they knew nothing about, in the first place. As a parent, I'm a little concerned. Although, I will say that so far, I'm very pleased with the educational system here in Phoenix.

Thanks for the input, too. This is obviously an area where I could use some help and I'm not afraid to ask for it. It's a tough call. I agree with you wholeheartedly concerning the training as it applies to adults.....it's about time!
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 12:33:17 (EDT)
From: JW
Email: None
To: KB
Subject: Shameless plug (ot)
Message:
KB:

Maybe you ought to see the film before you decide what Debra is trying to do. Actually, Debra is a lesbian mother and got into the whole subject of anti-gay prejudice and bias when her daughter got old enough to be in school. It's a very personal issue for her and her family. How would the kids in school, as well as the teachers and administration, deal with the fact the Debra's daughter has two moms? It isn't something you can shove under the carpet until kids are older. Kids are smart and know if kids come from non-traditional families. It isn't something you can hide, nor is it fair to expect kids to hide their families from others. That's a pretty destructive message to send. Moreover, prejudices are formed at a very young age, and you have to address them at a very young age. If you see the film, all of the discussions are very 'age-appropriate' and the follow-up from the schools is that they programs helped avoid abuse and violence. I agree -- kids can be cruel. That's the reason for the film.

Debra might be jumping the gun by shopping
sex discussions in the elementary age groups


Again, you should see the film because this isn't anything Debra does. 'Sex' is never discussed with the kids, no matter what age, as is appropriate, because 'sex' really has very little to do with the subject. Ther are NO 'sex discussions' with those kids.

High school you stand a better chance of tolerance
than in the early years.


I really disagree. Again, you can't wait until high school to address this issue. Otherwise, you end up with incidents like what happened in Marin County a few months ago when a 17-year-old was beat senseless and had the word 'faggot' carved into his flesh after he founded a Gay-Straight Alliance at the high school in his supposedly liberal and tolerant community. The truth is that most teachers and school administrators haven't a clue how to tackle the root causes of antigay verbal violence and that physical violence and psychological trauma it engenders. Really, Debra's film is directed at teachers and administrators. That's the real audience. That's why some school districts have adopted it as part of teacher training and why the NEA and the Assn of School Psychologists has endorsed it.

Again, I really suggest you see the film and see what you think after that.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 23:19:55 (EDT)
From: KB
Email: None
To: JW
Subject: Shameless plug (ot)
Message:
I guess the only area I was worried about was if
there would be discussions that brought out
WHO had what home life.

I figure high school is better in many cases
because the kid perhaps is not as vulnerable as
they are when they are younger.

Also, hopefully they have a group of freinds by then
and have that support.

It is a shock to hear stories like you told about
the kid that got attacked.
Like the spokesman for the state child protection
agency said, 'people are vicious'.

We will attack ANY difference.
Any effort that helps lessen that has my support.
I have 2 nephews in the exact situation we are
discussing. Only thier close friends know and so there
is less likelyhood of assholes who need not know
finding out.
It's none of thier business.

I welcome her work but I am reminded that most kids
hear all kinds of talk about 'being nice' and
still end up contributing to meaness some.

My sister's partner has 2 daughters and
who knows, maybe if they showed the film to them
in the FIRST grade it would make a difference.
But after 4 kids going through first grade,
I say you have to do it in the first couple of months.

They DO change in first grade and after a few months
they do get rougher.

Anyway, maybe I jumped the gun.
But I do see the meaness and I wish it wasnt there.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 12:52:46 (EDT)
From: Gerry
Email: None
To: KB
Subject: Shameless inplants and weaves
Message:
I hate to agree with JW, Bill, but I'm afraid he's right. Most of our programming is settled into place by age twelve (not that it can't be changed, but it is difficult) and it's important to get to kids while they are still young. And he did say ''age-appropriate.''

This is one of the dumbest memes out there. Teaching kids to hate, what 10% or so of the population? For what? No, some counter programming is definitely over due. Good job Debra. I'll look for the show.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 06:50:56 (EDT)
From: z
Email: z
To: JW
Subject: Shameless Plug (ot)
Message:
z WHAT ?????????????????????????????????????????????
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 12:56:33 (EDT)
From: gregg
Email: None
To: z
Subject: Shameless Plug (ot)
Message:
JW - thanks for the info. I'll be on vacation then, so I'll watch it which brings me to...

Mike -- yeah, I'm a teacher (and a parent, though not a prolific parent like you! I have one 7-year old). I teach higah school. I agree and disagree with you about the reltive cruelty of different age groups. It's complicated, because kids are cruel about different things to different degrees and in different ways as they grow older.

I think younger kids seem excessively cruel because they are unambiguously demons, their anger, their likes and dislikes. They do not engage of acts of cruelty with the same viscious intention to hurt as do adolescents, in my opinion.

I happen to work in a public high school of the arts right now, where there is a lot of tolerance for differences of all kinds. But most high schools in which I've worked have not been good places to come out of the closet, to put it mildly.

Early education in this area is good. Human beings are notoriously intolerant of those who differ from them...not just in this country...we should do what we can to get along.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 15:26:41 (EDT)
From: Toby
Email: toby4u@01019freenet.de
To: Everyone
Subject: lets put some salt in
Message:
Why don't we get more active about this mess
lets publish the technics in the net and wherever possible

and get the whole bullshit into the press somehow
i think this would do a big peace of the job.

Any suggestions to that?

So hello from Toby
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:38:05 (EDT)
From: Jim
Email: None
To: Toby
Subject: And hurt his feelings?
Message:
Toby,

We're not really trying to bug Maharaji. This is all in fun. Actually, we're all a bunch of pracising premies working on a long actor's imrpov piece borrowed from the 'warm fuzzies'. We're doing a workshop on the mind, that's all. Reveal the techniques? What, are you mad? Don't you know that Maharaji's forbidden us from doing that?

Come on man. Settle down. Have a root beer. We're just having a litle fun here.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 02:36:52 (EDT)
From: Roger E. Drek
Email: None
To: Jim
Subject: Too late!
Message:
Oh shit! It's too late. I should have read your message, Jim.

Free! Maharaji's meditation techniques

Also, the entire aspirant process leading up to and including receiving Knowledge are here at Ex-Premie.Org
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 03:20:11 (EDT)
From: toby
Email: None
To: Jim
Subject: And hurt his feelings?
Message:
well i don't know what you are really up to.
see if it would be only for the money i wouldn't care
but this odd thing does really have a spiritual dimension
i have experienced some of it
an M. is definetly not a good master nor the lord, he doesn't
even really have control of what is happening behind the scene.
so what do you think is backing him and even forcing him over
the years ?
He has made up some deal
and this
is
NO FUN
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 11:10:46 (EDT)
From: Jean-Michel
Email: None
To: Everyone
Subject: Worshipping the Absurd!
Message:
Thanks to 'Happy' who's sent me a copy of this article, and by the Grace of OCR and some hardwork, here is the 1st part (about 2/3) of

Worshipping the Absurd

'The Negation of Social Causality among the Followers of Guru Maharaj Ji.'
Article by Foss and Larkin in Sociological Analysis, 1978. Page 157-164.

The article is a bit old, but I find his analysis excellent, and
worth deserving a good place on exes websites!

I've been involved in EV's administration from 1974 to 1996/97, and not much has changed!
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 16:13:18 (EDT)
From: barney
Email: None
To: Jean-Michel
Subject: Excellent!
Message:
Thank you so much, JM. Truly, a great addition. Foss, wherever he is, might appreciate this.

I'm curious about the following passage:

the authors observed and participated in its activities over a period of two-and-a-half years from May 1973 to the end of 1973, meticulously documenting Mission events.

Where two-and-a-half years from May 1973 to the end of 1973 doesn't add up.

Shouldn't that be the end of 1975?

Is that an OCR error or a typo in the source?
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 16:39:57 (EDT)
From: barney
Email: None
To: barney
Subject: I can see clearly now
Message:
Reading the paper showed me where a lot of my sick thinking has come from dating all the way back to 1973. Basically, the whole externalization and lack of personal responsibility for positive events and the self-blaming of negative events in my life. Thank you, Maharaji.

I enjoyed this line especially:

Guru Maharaj Ji is held to be the personification, embodiment, and perfect mirror of the premie's experience of the universe. The Perfect Master is ambiguous, self-contradictory, absurd, capricious, self-indulgent, and arbitrary in everything he does - at least to all outward appearances. But he is hardly expected to be plausible or even to make any sense at all. 'He just is the way He is,' as one premie put it.

It's quite interesting to see that this paper, written in 1978, provides great insight into the cult that is still valid today even with the attempts to rewrite history through Knowledge-Lite. The reality is that K-Lite is a thin veneer covering the timeless truth about Maharaji - he's a fraud who proclaims himself as God.

Furthermore, our premie friends on the Forum would deny any validity of Worshipping the Absurd and defend Maharaji endlessly while smuggly knowing and believing that Maharaji is God, just as the paper states.

Can you say, brainwashed and manipulated?
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 17:46:15 (EDT)
From: gregg
Email: None
To: barney
Subject: Well, I don't know...
Message:
I'm not sure I totally agree with the premise. GMJ's capricious and materialistic nature didn't have much to do with why he was worshipped for most of us, as far as I can see in hindsight. I think many of us would have preferred a more guru-like guru -- he was adored despite, not because of, those ridiculous characteristics. I think the authors find a little too much meaning there, as academics are wont to do.

I think though, that they are right on target in their assessment of GMJ's appeal to ex-Movement ex-hippie people -- people who thought they would be a part of the immanent Revolution and were disappointed and at loose ends when the Revolution failed to appear on schedule. The family of premies offered a lot of things that we dreamed of in the sixties: communality, transcendence, a flat-out refusal to straight society...everything but political transformation...which was clumsily finessed by the old pie-in-the-sky one-size-fits-all religious jive.

And it was all just a con. What a Grifter.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 14:20:56 (EDT)
From: Mike
Email: None
To: gregg
Subject: Well, I don't know...
Message:
gregg: Actually, I disagree slightly (for what it's worth). The fact that god was 'playing' with us and blowing our concepts with his outlandish behavior was a 'draw' or, better yet, PROOF that he was who he said he was. According to all the 'books,' god did this kind of thing, alot. The M-lila played into that quite nicely, in my opinion. In other words, it may have been a slight hinderance initially (to the uninitiated), but his version of divine-lila was a 'positive' thing to the initiated, IMHO.

Jeez I can't believe I just wrote that..... now I have to go wash my hands.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 01:17:03 (EDT)
From: KB
Email: None
To: barney
Subject: the chain is gone
Message:
You make a potent perfect webmaster Barney
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 13:02:24 (EDT)
From: Jean-Michel
Email: None
To: barney
Subject: OCR error!
Message:
Where two-and-a-half years from May 1973 to the end of 1973 doesn't add up.

Shouldn't that be the end of 1975?

Is that an OCR error or a typo in the source?


That was an OCR error. If you find more of those, please tell me.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 09:19:58 (EDT)
From: Catweasel
Email: I Luv Youse all!
To: Everyone
Subject: No-one here is Right!
Message:
This is a cesspit of hate,self rightous bullshit;a real thunderbox of total crap.Your swimming in it ,eating it ,drinking it!The hate expressed here is volatile enough to power up a small city.Say what you like,but it looks like someone's got your measure.Goodbye.For now.......
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 11:01:19 (EDT)
From: Powerman
Email: None
To: Catweasel
Subject: Sounds like.....
Message:
the cat got his tail stuck in the door. Me thinks thou protest too much.

I don't hate the guru. I just don't care that much.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 11:13:29 (EDT)
From: AJW
Email: None
To: Catweasel
Subject: No-one here is Right!
Message:
Cat,

what are you talking about? You're like the Jesus freaks who need the devil to justify their existence. I don't hate anyone.

Sure I'm self righteous, but not nearly as much as when I was one of the chosen ones, who knew the living lord was walking around and everyone else was too ignorant to realise it.

And if it's such a cess pit, how come you spend so much time here?

Anth.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 12:17:34 (EDT)
From: UNO
Email: None
To: AJW
Subject: You weren't so bad, Anth.
Message:
No Anth. You were one of the LESS self rightious ones. I mean, you were pretty human and you're not afraid to say that you WERE duped into believing M was the Lord. Now if only the Glen Whittakers, Peter Lees and Peter Dawsons would be so honest. And by the way, what happened to dear old Irene Hall. Did she finally go to the great satsang hall in the sky or is she still with us?
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 12:31:02 (EDT)
From: Liz
Email: None
To: UNO
Subject: You weren't so bad, Anth.
Message:
And don't forget Peter Potter - His name appears on these American 'Scum' Businesses as V.P. (And as with all these guys I genuinely liked him.)

Liz
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 13:23:48 (EDT)
From: Liz
Email: None
To: UNO
Subject: Irene Hall
Message:
Yes, What did ever happen to Irene Hall - the only premie in the U.K. that wasn't a biochemical personality (taken drugs) ....or was she? She was definately one of the few premies over 50 then but now we've all caught up.

Love,

Liz
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 09:31:28 (EDT)
From: catweasel
Email: None
To: AJW
Subject: No-one here is Right!
Message:
Never my trip,always to keep MY neck above it.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 11:19:39 (EDT)
From: Disillusioned
Email: None
To: Catweasel
Subject: No-one here is Right!
Message:
My goodness! You are full of anger and hate Catweasel! No doubt that you, like many many others, are brainwashed and ready to believe any garbage put out by M.

I guess you will awake one day.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 09:36:35 (EDT)
From: Catweasel
Email: None
To: Disillusioned
Subject: No-one here is Right!
Message:
Bait the hook!!!!!!!!You come from everywhere!!!
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 12:26:42 (EDT)
From: UNO (Prof of English)
Email: None
To: Catweasel
Subject: No-one here is Right!
Message:
Catweasel - don't ya just love him!
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 13:01:52 (EDT)
From: Marianne
Email: None
To: UNO (Prof of English)
Subject: No-one here is Right!
Message:
Hi Prof! It sounds to me as though the cat just got back from M's program in Miami. His posts sounds just like the potty satsang M is alleged to have given about this very Forum.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 13:06:06 (EDT)
From: Liz
Email: None
To: Marianne
Subject: What's What?
Message:
Does anyone actually KNOW what M said about the forum or are we like The Kings New Clothes here?

Liz
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 14:58:14 (EDT)
From: Marianne
Email: None
To: Liz
Subject: What's What?
Message:
Liz: Not for sure. I'm just relying on the impeccable premie sources in the potty thread down below. How's things up north? It snowed in northern CA today.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 16:33:00 (EDT)
From: UC
Email: None
To: Liz
Subject: What's What?
Message:
'Does anyone actually KNOW what M said about the forum or are we like The Kings New Clothes here?' - Liz

You are exactly like the Emperor's New Clothes. Maharaji didn't say a single, solitary word about the forum, not even obliquely. This seems to happen quite regularly here, where someone announces a 'fact', others go on to discuss it and bemoan their and/or everyone else's stupidity for having spent x number of years with a guy who could have done 'blah.' This, of course, then turns into anger/hatred directed at Maharaji for the 'blah' that someone 'heard.' I've been looking at this page today and have seen numerous references to this imagined event such as this from Marianne who is apparently trying to stir the pot on this non-happening that she, of course, didn't witness or hear.

'Hey Nim! Did ya see that the Mster was railing about the forum at the event in Miami? What do you think?'

And another from that intrepid reporter Marianne:

'Roger: Don't you think it is slightly humorous that M. is talking about the Forum at important events now? That's the best publicity the site could get. Aren't you curious to know if he mentioned your site too, especially the photos?

Once again folks, he didn't mention or refer to your forum in any way. He was very beautiful, funny, relaxed and emanated a great deal. Or have you forgotten that he's capable of that? And isn't the fact that you've convinced yourself that he has no unusual or special qualities a form of 'brainwashing?'

And please....spare me the quotes from 1947 and try to get the simple fact that you're making this up about the Miami event in 1999.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 16:53:14 (EDT)
From: barney
Email: None
To: UC
Subject: check this out!
Message:
UC,

Please read this dated (1978) research paper, Worshipping the Absurd, (incomplete at present) and tell me that none of this is applicable to Miami 1999.

Please understand that probably none of us attended the event in Miami. Whatever information we get is second hand. You are demanding that we achieve the higher standards of a professional and commercial news organization and that is simply not possible. While we prefer substantiated facts, it is very, very difficult to verify everything due to the lack of funding to allow fulltime investigative reporters and the very nature of the closed, secretive cult makes getting solid information difficult at best.

As recently as 1997 I've been to meetings where the Public Relations person gave the whole run down as to what to say to strangers (possibly the press) who arrive at local video events. Basically, the strategy was to say very, very little and to hand them a card with the number of the National PR person.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 19:22:50 (EDT)
From: Rob
Email: None
To: barney
Subject: Miami event
Message:
Barney,

I'd be happy to send you a copy of the video of the event when it comes out. Let me know where (a PO box, perhaps?) and how many copies.

If you're expecting to get a plug from it, I'm afraid you'll be disappointed!
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 09:55:34 (EDT)
From: Everyone Except Barney
Email: Are You Kidding?????
To: barney
Subject: check this out! ITS BULLSHIT!
Message:
Jesus Barney ,you old school teacher YOU ,WHY BOTHER
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 13:29:26 (EDT)
From: barney
Email: None
To: Catweasel
Subject: You disappoint me!
Message:
Catweasel,

I'm so disappointed. I guess I was reading too much into your message No-one here is Right! where I thought you were going to leave.

Oh, well.

Too bad that you consistently fail to provide anything of value to this semi-public Forum and would rather disrupt through your poorly written vitriolic posts. Surely, you can do better. Catweasel, I know you can. Please try.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 16:56:14 (EDT)
From: Jim
Email: None
To: UC
Subject: That's pretty funny, UC
Message:
Oh it's hilarious to see you cult members in action.

Fact: Some cult member comes here and tells us that it seemed to him that Maharaji was referring to the forum when he talked about 'clogged toilets'.

Fact: We weren'tt at the cult meeting. Nor are we welcome to go. It appears, from what Gail tells us, that any identifiable outspoken critic of the cult leader can't get in.

Fact: We've been asking for what, if anything, he really did say about the forum here. Now, at last, someone (you) are able to come forward and tell us. Fine.

Fact: Maharaji probably was talking about the forum but he's the one too frightened to meet his critics or speak plainly. I get that from ELK where he's quoted as recently as two months ago as saying that the best way to deal with criticism is to ignore it.

It's just so funny to see you cult members in action. Thanks.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 18:14:48 (EDT)
From: UC
Email: None
To: Jim
Subject: That's pretty funny, UC
Message:
Wow! 5 uses of the word cult in one short post. That has to be a record. Better be careful, Jim. If everyone here keeps using their little word over and over, it might become so devalued that it loses all it's potency like that word...what was it...started with an N?

P.S. I'd automatically think someone named NoOne tended towards the moronic, cult or no cult, cult, cult, cult, cult
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 18:19:24 (EDT)
From: Jim
Email: None
To: UC
Subject: Typical
Message:
Wow! 5 uses of the word cult in one short post. That has to be a record. Better be careful, Jim. If everyone here keeps using their little word over and over, it might become so devalued that it loses all it's potency like that word...what was it...started with an N?

It won't get devalued if it's appropriate each and every time. Like here, for example.

P.S. I'd automatically think someone named NoOne tended towards the moronic, cult or no cult, cult, cult, cult, cult

Yeah, but your name's brillaint, right?

So you didn't respond to anything I said in any substantial way. That's as close as you guys get to admitting anything. Funny.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 09:59:45 (EDT)
From: UC What I mean
Email: or Dont you see?????
To: UC
Subject: That's pretty funny, UC
Message:
Boo Booo
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 19:37:37 (EDT)
From: Mike
Email: None
To: UC
Subject: It was a premie that
Message:
mentioned it..... so the RESPONSIBLE SOMEONE happens to be one of your lying own! Since you can't possibly be lying, the other premie must be lying....which is it?
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 05:00:02 (EDT)
From: AJW
Email: None
To: UC
Subject: Hi UC?
Message:
Hi UC,

I have the feeling Maharaji never says anything of any significance at these events, more like he waffles on for forty minutes or so.

Or does he? Am I getting this all wrong? Maybe you could give me the gist of the most significant points he made.

(I already know 'keep watching me on video', 'keep coming to see me' 'always do what I tell you' 'keep shoving your tongue back')

While we're chatting UC, what is your definition of a religious cult?

Anth the Sinful Cynic.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 09:43:27 (EDT)
From: Catweasel
Email: None
To: UC
Subject: What's Real!!!!!
Message:
Oh Goody,Reality.I mean it!!!!
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 15:26:30 (EDT)
From: Gail
Email: None
To: Marianne
Subject: Satellite Link-up
Message:
Cat wouldn't have had time, if he is from Australia. I would imagine that there were a few satellite links there. Besides, that would be pretty costly to go for a one-day event.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 09:38:26 (EDT)
From: Catweasel
Email: None
To: Marianne
Subject: No-one here is Right!
Message:
You Wish!!!
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 15:42:30 (EDT)
From: Mike
Email: None
To: Catweasel
Subject: Ok, define hate....
Message:
Katwheezle: You morons continue to bandy this word about and I don't believe you have the slightest notion as to its meaning. Go ahead, read a dictionary and give us your answer.

By the way, if you've read Jim's premie 'excuse sheet,' this one's right up there.....'we are just a hate group.' Sorry guy, no originality points on this post!
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 22:36:30 (EDT)
From: Catweasel
Email: Black heart,Black words
To: Mike
Subject: Hate is in your eyes
Message:
Hell,boyo,your a pretty good start!How many weapons do YOU own??
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 19:13:09 (EDT)
From: Maggie
Email: None
To: Catweasel
Subject: No one there is right!
Message:
Allo Mate,

Would you be knowin if this is where all the water filters 'ave ended up once the old pyramid scheme died down?

Water Filters?

Ah coul' be 'rond. Le's set the record straigh'

Maggie down under.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 19:48:49 (EDT)
From: Gail
Email: None
To: Maggie
Subject: NSA WATER FILTERS
Message:
I ended up with six of them. Shortly after entering this pyramid, I discovered that NSA's product was 36th in Consumer Reports. I couldn't flog these things in good conscience. I gave a water filter to each premie in town at $289 a piece. Just another little investment on the road to nirvana . . .
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 00:37:50 (EDT)
From: TD
Email: None
To: Catweasel
Subject: Where can I get a prescription
Message:
...for those wicked drugs you keep taking Catman or can I buy them on the street?

If I ever want to behave like a consistent fruitbean, I'll then know what to take!
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 04:13:21 (EDT)
From: cp
Email: None
To: TD
Subject: misconception
Message:
Just want to say that all ex premies do not have the same belief, experience and agenda.

My motive for participation in this forum is not to overthrow M.

I do believe in God. I have experinced the techniques and they form the major balancing force in my life.

I have nothing to do with the organization and I think M has corrupted himself.

Some forum posters seem to be atheists.

That does not effect my experience.

I dont have a guru or teacher because the experience does not require one. It is our birthright and many people I have met experience spiritual reality without help from anyone but themselves.

The distinction between reality and illusion does not depend on this so called knowledge or M.

It seems to be convenien for premmies to post here and dump on the forum because of weak, loose generalities.

If M wanted my appreciation/participation that he should have not been such an asshole about the way he has gone about things.

He is ripping people off by playing the trick of a trading 'connection with god' in exchange for a co-dependance.

The codependant relationship helps M. because it pays the bills for him and his family.

II IS SCAM
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 08:58:07 (EDT)
From: Happy
Email: None
To: NoOne
Subject: no threat
Message:
NoOne,

In the toilet-thread below, you wrongly accuse me of threatening Mr. Rawat. Cool it down, and read it again. What I said was '...and his days AS A RICH, FAT FRAUD will hopefully soon be numbered.'

As far as I'm concerned, he may continue living forever and ever, as a POOR, fat fraud. By all means. But I think he needs to get exposed, and thrown out of the country, as Rajneesh.

Now, you called me 'an internet little face slapper'. I understand your feelings, you obviously still believe M is honest and a true master. He means something to you. There was a time when I liked him too, and put my trust in him. I personally talked at least 30-50 people into becoming his disciples. Many of them ruined their lives in his ashrams, and one hang himself. I feel partly responsible, for my part in leading them to Mr. Rawat. People who are really near and dear to me, my own flesh and blood, got their lives destroyed. You should understand my sentiment, too. I hold M personally responsible, for all the lies he has told, all the money he has cheated, and all the lives he has ruined, just out of his own egomania and greediness.

You can't be that naive that you don't know about his fancy for blondes, cognac, cigarrettes? His scum businessess? Fakiranand, Jagdeo? He has no ethics whatsoever. You must no this, come on! Don't tell me you don't. But perhaps you think it's just ok, the perfect master can do as he pleases? Perhaps it is only his lila? His way of teaching?

By the way, I remember the story about your car very well. Nice talking to you, nice to get it confirmed by the guy himself who was exposed to one of M's cruel practical jokes. (You probably know that M has been firing shots at at least one disciple too, just as another 'practical joke'?) I was told that M felt the car you gave him was to short, and he wanted it made longer. However, it was impossible to accomplish, and that was why it was left cut in half.

Really, I have no hard feelings against you. But understand that we who post here really don't like M, and for very good reasons.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 02:37:40 (EDT)
From: Keith
Email: None
To: Everyone
Subject: Tolerance
Message:
I am sitting here at my local library. It is coincidentally so that I've just run into a premie friend who is sitting here with me. We have been discussing topics related to non-judgement ....as we all have our own experiences and interpretations and who is qualified or justified to point a finger at someone else??????
Someone like Maharaji who influences so many people is bound to have detractors. So did Buddha,ect.
In the final analysis we are all gate keepers of our own world view.
I have always accepted that many people have experienced Maharaji in a negative way but that is a subjective perspective not an objective fact. It just is not truth.
Truth is entirely personal. I live my truth. As best I can.
So do you all. Right? So why should anyone of us play god and judge others? Premies are human like ex-premies. Two arms ..two ears...a brain....come on guys...wake up...should premies really all have brain transplants? We are all seeking joy and contentment. I cannot compare the way others are seeking this to my own path. Where has tolerance gone?
okay...you can get stuck into me now....with your angry boots.
Love to you all. I really wish you all the very best.
KEITH
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 02:59:14 (EDT)
From: cp
Email: None
To: Keith
Subject: Tolerance
Message:
Kieth what is there to say to you who seek joy and contentment.
If Garage's exploitation of so many people who are seeking peace and and by doing so blatantly gaining on the materialistic level is your idea of joy and contentment you do need help.

I find your comment about tolerence silly. Either you are very niave or self-centered.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 09:16:33 (EDT)
From: Helen
Email: None
To: Keith
Subject: Tolerance
Message:
I think this idea about not judging is misguided. - I understand what you are saying about how it's a subjective experience but if you laid the facts out in a very objective way, say in a trial, I think that most non-premie people would agree that M's path does not result in the healthiest behavior in people and he is not the most virtuous character. Of course we can argue that 'healthy' and Virtuous' are also subjective terms, but I would say that civilization has been around for a long time and has come up with some agreed upon definitions for judging things like 'health' and 'virtue' and 'character'. The fields of psychology, philosophy, ethics etc, have certainly devoted a lot of time to sorting out these things.

What bugs me about M and his path is he says 'Wipe out everything society has already come up with, wipe out what the great thinkers and philosophers and psychologists and developmentalists and brain scientists and religions and anthropologists have come up with and just follow an experience'. Tell me he doesn't imply this. This bugs me because it seems kinda arrogant that an internal experience can answer all the questions that humankind has asked forever. Knowledge is an incomplete philosophy that doesn't satisfy the searchings and questions of most people.

Now maybe the experience of knowledge is like a base for you and you can taste all these fields of knowledge from that safe base. If knowledge enriches your life, I say enjoy! But it is misguided in my opinion, to think that people are going to agree with you that following M is a good thing. I think we can disagree about following M without calling one another names. ANd certainly the forum is the place for us who disagree with M to get our point of view out there, wouldn't you say?
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 12:35:09 (EDT)
From: gregg
Email: None
To: Helen
Subject: Tolerance
Message:
Helen -- right on. That 'judge not lest you be judged' canard is an excuse for so much hippie garbage...like 'go with the flow.' A good, Taoist principle, yeah, but in practice, it is good to remember that the only things that float downstream are beer and dead fish. (A friend's quote.)

One must exercise judgement and will in this life -- one can do this and still be spiritual as hell...it is not a conundrum or a paradox, it's just the way things are.

Choosing to follow a guru's orders and then abdicating any further capability for judgement is a dangerous choice. I will not call it wrong...I will not 'judge' in the sense of handing down a God-like judgement...but it is disengenuous to accuse others of making judgements when we ALL make judgements every day.

Would you refrain from using your God-given capacity for judgement when crossing the highway? If so, may God be with you.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 12:53:42 (EDT)
From: Mike
Email: None
To: gregg
Subject: BWAH HA HA HA!
Message:
Gregg: As a former follower of the Taoist priniciples, all I can say is BWAH HA HA HA HA......

I loved the quote from your friend, 'A good, Taoist principle, yeah, but in practice, it is good to remember that the only things that float downstream are beer and dead fish. (A friend's quote.)' This is a KEEPER! :-)
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 13:04:28 (EDT)
From: Selene
Email: None
To: Mike (OT)
Subject: BWAH HA HA HA!
Message:
Hi Mike
How have you been? I have done so many upgrades and junk for y2k and security, not sure where I put your email address.
Write when you feel like it.

selene
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 19:59:57 (EDT)
From: Nil
Email: None
To: Helen
Subject: Tolerance
Message:
This bugs me because it seems kinda arrogant that an internal experience can answer all the questions that humankind has asked forever.

An internal experience can answer all the fundamental questions that ever bubbled from your depths. But it does it in a different way. Many of those questions are generated because there's something inside that is not fulfilled. When it gets fulfilled, the questions dissolve. It doesn't give you answers to questions like the date the universe was created.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:33:58 (EDT)
From: Helen
Email: None
To: Nil
Subject: Tolerance don't mean
Message:
accepting the Guru.

M's philosophy is that the heart and mind are two separate things working against one another. When I say that M's philosophy is incomplete, that's what I mean. The human being can never be fulfilled living that way, IMO. The human being is working against itself instead of working in harmony with itself and growing.

I don't like his methods, I think they are cruel and mean, unnecessarily so. There IS bliss and happiness to be found in life, and love. Life is BEAUTIFUL. I can still have whatever good I derived from practiciing knowledge without the bad stuff. I'm not really invested in convincing you or other premies otherwise, dear Nil. If M floats your boat, enjoy it! Live your life, be happy, do what you think is right. But it is a road to nowhere in my opinion. I think humans were destined for so much more.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:46:37 (EDT)
From: Nil
Email: None
To: Helen
Subject: Tolerance don't mean
Message:
I think humans were destined for so much more.

Like?
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 22:15:01 (EDT)
From: Helen
Email: None
To: Nil
Subject: Like......using your BRAIN
Message:
Blissful giving from the heart AND intellectual achievement. I was watching this show on aging and the brain last night, on PBS, I forget what it was called, something like 'Stealing Time'. Based on research about people who 'age well'. It said that you just gotta keep learning continously all your life if you want to keep making those new brain connections. You can't just do the same stuff over and over again, you need to introduce novelty into your life all the time. The amount of brain connections you have actually can prevent you from getting diseases like Alzheimer's.

They also said that people who age well have a realistic idea about their limitations but keep trying anyway, they are also flexible (rigidity is associated with aging in the studies). Physical exercise also actually helps the cognitive part of the brain.

I thought it was cool. To me it showed that it's not enough to just 'love with the heart' but the brain needs to be engaged in life actively & the bosy needs to be pumping too. This brain research is exciting to me. I want to keep grabbing life by the balls when I'm in my 80's and 90's!!! I plan to learn to play the piano when I'm 50 etc, volunteer in a hospital when I'm 60 etc.

Our destiny is to be the best we can be. Of course this includes loving & connecting with others too. M's path is dull dull dull, where's the excitement, the novelty? Where's the intellectual challenge. I'm no genious, not by any stretch, but I want to learn everything I can while I'm here, and it turns out that will keep me young too. What a deal!! I'd rather read a book than hear Mr. M drone on and on.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 22:36:49 (EDT)
From: Nil
Email: None
To: Helen
Subject: Like......using your BRAIN
Message:
Christ would you guys get past this idiotic notion that if your heart's on full throttle your brain has stopped!!! I use my brain more and more for the levels of complexity I encounter in my job daily. Besides, what if your brain is working fine but your heart has been ripped out? Take a look at some of the old Mahatmas in India who live in the ashram there. Those people's golden years are CLEARLY being enjoyed. You find it dull... so fucking what! I find most of what's on PBS dull. Stop thinking your little interests and desires are shared by the rest of the world. THRY'RE NOT! That's an incredibly dull perspective in and of itself.

I want to keep grabbing life by the balls when I'm in my 80's and 90's!!! I plan to learn to play the piano when I'm 50 etc, volunteer in a hospital when I'm 60 etc.
Good for you.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 04:35:09 (EDT)
From: barney
Email: None
To: Nil
Subject: Maharaji's BRAIN DRAIN
Message:
Whoa! Let's not forget the lessons of the not so distant past. In the old, old days Maharaji's Knowledge was what you couldn't get in Kollege and I personally had it told to me by Maharaji's Mahatma's not to waste my time going back to school when I could instead dedicate my life to Maharaji and keep working my minimum wage jobs.

Also, recently (1990s) Maharaji dissed the importance of having and working on a career.

And then, then there are the premies en masse! Yikes, what a brain drain, what a total void of rational, adult, mature thinking. I detested hanging around premies because they are so insulated and isolated from the world. They can recite line by line the last 12 Maharaji videos they've seen, but they are clueless of current events, computers, movies, music, art, books, basically culture. Sure, I'm generalizing, but I saw too many lame brain premies. Oh, sure, these people are really hip to the latest food fetish or other newage crap, but...

No, Maharaji's dirty little trip stiffles thinking, individuality, creativity, personal growth, all of it.

And the bottomline is that he probably is not a very nice person.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 10:26:43 (EDT)
From: Nil
Email: None
To: barney
Subject: Maharaji's BRAIN DRAIN
Message:
Bullshit! And barney, if you are the example of the direction human evolution is heading, the planet's in trouble.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 12:56:53 (EDT)
From: barney
Email: None
To: Nil
Subject: Thanks, Nil. I'm flattered(nt)
Message:
sdfg
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 13:08:16 (EDT)
From: Nil
Email: None
To: barney
Subject: Thanks, Nil. I'm flattered(nt)
Message:
sdfg

Speak English barney.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 08:39:32 (EDT)
From: Helen
Email: None
To: Nil
Subject: Like......using your BRAIN
Message:
Nil--I didn't start cussing and getting angry with you, dear, I thought we were just having a discussion. SHEESH! I don't think I said anything to offend. I'm glad you are a thinking man, that is great.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 09:05:48 (EDT)
From: Helen
Email: None
To: Nil
Subject: Nil: Read this
Message:
Nil I'm sorry if I offended you by implying that you, or premies as a whole, don't use their brains. It's just that I have been there, I have been a premie (way back when) and did not like what M had to say on this topic of THINKING. It's HIM I resent, not YOU. I resented initiators literally telling me 'don't think'. That was very destructive to me as a 21 year old woman--at an age when a young person damn well BETTER think about her or his life. I wasted a decade being in the ethers instead af thinking and applying myself to my life. You can say that wasn't M's fault, fair enough, but nevertheless I think he is a BAD INFLUENCE on people.

I can never go back to this paradigm of mind and heart being 2 seaprate entities, even though I do still believe in God and believe that we have a soul of some kind. I think we have the power to be loving, but it all starts with THOUGHT and intention. I think this brain research is really fascinating, it's helped me in my work, and it's helped me to look at aging in new ways.

Maybe we can't communicate because we are in different camps (I like PBS, you don't--ha ha) but it sure would be nice if we could at least try.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 10:31:12 (EDT)
From: Nil
Email: None
To: Helen
Subject: Nil: Read this
Message:
It's just that I have been there, I have been a premie (way back when) and did not like what M had to say on this topic of THINKING.

Wherever you were it was NOT were I was. If you took it upon yourself to give up using your brain for what God gave it to you for... DON'T BLAME HIM!! The thing that pisses me off about statements like this is you THINK we all had a collective experience. Well there was something collective about it but baby. I personally have never wanted to join yours or anyone elses club.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 11:06:27 (EDT)
From: JHB
Email: None
To: Nil
Subject: Nil: Think about this....
Message:
Nil,

There are many quotes from Maharaji about not thinking. However, the most basic is the commandment 'Constantly Meditate and Remember Holy Name'. For a sincere young devotee, there is only one interpretation of this, which is not to think as far as humanly possible - the Holy Name technique clearly precluded thinking. Of course he changed this later, but for many years this commandment was in place and was never denied by M.

Also, his use of the word 'Mind' as being something to be avoided at all costs hardly encouraged rational thought either, did it?

Do you, with your self stated capacity for rational thought, have any comments on this? Why shouldn't we 'BLAME HIM'?

John.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 13:20:22 (EDT)
From: Nil
Email: None
To: JHB
Subject: Ex's: Think about this....
Message:
'Constantly Meditate and Remember Holy Name'.

My rendition: Keep your consciousness clear... and here is a tool that can help you to do so (i.e., meditation). Why keep it clear? Because you will be more at peace, more balanced, happier, less burdened by useless (i.e., uncontrolled) thoughts, more capapble of using your brain when you want to, more alert to seeing what is really happening instead of making unconscious interpretions of inputs from your surroundings. And, you will have ready access to a beautiful source of inspiration that is inherently within every human being.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 13:29:15 (EDT)
From: JHB
Email: None
To: Nil
Subject: Ex's: Think about this....
Message:
Nil, Nil, Nil.....

Did you ever ask a Mahatma or M himself for advice on that commandment? The advice I received was very clear - DON'T THINK!!!! 'CONSTANTLY' means one thing, and one thing alone - it means ALL THE TIME!!!

Will you believe me if I dig out some old quotes from M?

John.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 15:23:10 (EDT)
From: Nil
Email: None
To: JHB
Subject: Ex's: Think about this....
Message:
Dig 'em out. Then by all means give me your interpretation of what they mean.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 15:32:30 (EDT)
From: Nil
Email: None
To: JHB
Subject: Ex's: Think about this....
Message:
Did you ever ask a Mahatma or M himself for advice on that commandment?

Did you ask Maharaji? Then I ask you, why would you ask a Mahatma? Couldn't think for yourself? Didn't want to put the effort into actually practicing Knowledge and were looking for a way out? Really John, some stark honesty is required here. I personally rarely asked anyone for their opinion because I saw how much confusion it caused, and quite frankly knew I was just as well equiped to sort it out for myself. And I strove to only believe what I knew.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 11:36:00 (EDT)
From: Helen
Email: None
To: Nil
Subject: Nil: Read this
Message:
Okay but at least acknowledge that you disobeyed your Guru's agya in using your noggin for 'what God intended it for'. Look, if you choose to overlay your own personal philosophy on top of M's, well good for you I say. I sincerely mean that. But if you critically analyze the past, M was an all or nothing kinda guy--'total surrender'--remember? Look, you're not going to convince me and I'm not going to convince you, so lt's leave it at that.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 13:05:21 (EDT)
From: Nil
Email: None
To: Helen
Subject: Nil: Read this
Message:
Okay but at least acknowledge that you disobeyed your Guru's agya in using your noggin for 'what God intended it for'.

That's pure bullshit Helen. I have heard him on many occassions admonishing us to use our noggins, or frustrated that someone wasn't using it. You/we interpreted a lot in the early days. You/we came with a shit-load of ideas of right vs wrong, spiritual vs material, mind vs soul, etc. You/we superimposed those ideas on what he said. Some of you/we gave up on him before he could set you/us straight. I don't know... I'm fishing here. How else do you explain your stupid comment about disobeying 'agya' for thinking. As for 'total surrender'... who the fuck knows what that means? You? One thing I KNOW it never meant was stop thinking for yourself. Anybody who interpreted it that way probably had a hard time thinking for themself anyway.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 13:34:52 (EDT)
From: Powerman
Email: None
To: Nil
Subject: You're full of shit, Nil
Message:
You just make this stuff up as you go along, puking your bile up on the table. No one's going to eat this crap. No matter how fast you dance, that guru still lied, stole and cheated. And you, buddy-boy, look like a goddamn fool.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 17:03:18 (EDT)
From: Helen
Email: None
To: Nil
Subject: Nil: Read this
Message:
Maharaji never has been about encouraging people to think for themselves. If he was into that he would step down from his position of superiority and power.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 20:45:57 (EDT)
From: Nil
Email: None
To: Helen
Subject: Nil: Read this
Message:
Maharaji never has been about encouraging people to think for themselves.
BULLSHIT!!!

If he was into that he would step down from his position of superiority and power.
A teacher's position only exists to his students. To a sincere student, the teacher's position is perfectly placed. To the rest of the world who don't have any inclination to learn from him... he doesn't have a position. A premie respects Maharaji as a teacher because they see something of value that he has to teach.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 20:53:35 (EDT)
From: Powerman
Email: None
To: Nil
Subject: Nil: Read this
Message:
You're a numbskull, Nil. You have no idea that you present yourself like a brainwashed cult member who can no longer think clearly. It's embarrassing to watch. What a joke!
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 20:59:59 (EDT)
From: Nil
Email: None
To: Powerman
Subject: Then fuck off and...
Message:
...look somewhere else. I'm embarrassed that you claim to be part of the human race.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 21:29:02 (EDT)
From: Powerman
Email: None
To: Nil
Subject: Okay, I admit it,
Message:
it's fun. You're a riot. Keep it up. Truth is, no one would believe how dumb the guru trip is, without witnessing you premies. Just keep rolling that shit off. I'm sorry I had an outburst.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 22:19:58 (EDT)
From: Helen
Email: None
To: Nil
Subject: Nil: Read this
Message:
Well then, enjoy your teacher and enjoy your life. Seriously, I have no bone to pick with you. I'm not even sure how we got started arguing. You do seem to have got your claws on today, can't say I blame you as you're taking on a whole website practically.

We're not going to see eye to eye on this issue of M, but I'm sure you're a nice guy.
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Date: Sat, Jun 05, 1999 at 06:32:44 (EDT)
From: Tattoo
Email: None
To: Nil
Subject: Nil: Read this
Message:
If premies respect what da boy has to teach so much, why have more people received k and then left, then, received k and stayed?

Wake up, FOOL!!~!
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 19:52:58 (EDT)
From: Nil
Email: None
To: cp
Subject: Tolerance
Message:
I find your comment about tolerence silly. Either you are very niave or self-centered.

I find your objection to being tolerant an example of how pin-headed you people are. You just don't get it. Just because you are convinced Maharaji is a fraud doesn't mean he is. Just because he didn't seem to help you doesn't mean he doesn't help others. Just because others appreciate his input in their lives doesn't mean they are brain-washed. But to you, you are convinced. Well I'm convinced you didn't understand a fucking thing about what Maharaji was talking about and you missed the boat. So what... I'm still tolerant of you believing what you believe. But I have a hard time tolerating the intolerance statements like yours represent.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 20:07:25 (EDT)
From: Jim
Email: None
To: Nil
Subject: You're right, Nil
Message:
Just because you are convinced Maharaji is a fraud doesn't mean he is,

That's true. But so is the fact that jsut because you're convinced he's not a fraud, he isn't. So how can you know? What's the test?

Maharaji says that the test is in the 'experience'. I say that's bullshit. The test is all over the place. After all, if someone claims that Maharaji lied to them in a business deal or something, the proof won't be 'in the experience'. Well, I say I had a contract with him. He was supposed to know what he was talking about and I was supposed to trust him implicitly. One thing he said was that he was going to bring peace to the world. Where is he? I thnik we have something to talk about, he and I.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 20:32:27 (EDT)
From: Nil
Email: None
To: Jim
Subject: You're right, Nil
Message:
Well, I say I had a contract with him. He was supposed to know what he was talking about and I was supposed to trust him implicitly. One thing he said was that he was going to bring peace to the world. Where is he?

He's still working on it... and you've given up on him. So, the game's not over. You should sit on the sidelines until he leaves the field. If he hasn't succeeded by then, get him to pay up. In the meantime, you said you would never reveal the techniques to anyone... and you did. So by rights he should be coming to collect from you.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 20:53:48 (EDT)
From: Jim
Email: None
To: Nil
Subject: Really?
Message:
He's still working on it... and you've given up on him.

Very simple proposal, Nil. Ask Maharaji if he still promises to bring peace to the world. Show him the picture of him swearing on a bible to that effect. Are you honestly saying you think he'd talk about this? He hasn't yet, has he? Like I said, even Raja Ji complained that Maharaji stonewalled him on the hard questions.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:19:03 (EDT)
From: Nil
Email: None
To: Jim
Subject: Really?
Message:
Are you honestly saying you think he'd talk about this?

Yeah, I think he might. Of course he probably won't sign any affidavits. That'd be ridiculous wouldn't it... making the Lord sign an affidavit to promise to bring peace to the world?

He has said that the world doesn't need peace but people do. Now you can't argue with that. I did hear second hand that he recently stated in a strong way his intent to bring peace to the people of the world. Of course, he's counting on people who believe that it can be done to help out. Guess he won't be getting any help from you. Well at least try not to get in his way... 'kay?
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:24:49 (EDT)
From: Jim
Email: None
To: Nil
Subject: NIL!! Wake up!!
Message:
Yeah, I think he might. Of course he probably won't sign any affidavits. That'd be ridiculous wouldn't it... making the Lord sign an affidavit to promise to bring peace to the world?

Please tell me how different his signing an affidavit affirming his pledge to bring peace to the world would be than what he already did: swear on a bible to that effect?

And as for his talking about it. You say he might. I say that's ridiculous. Tell me the last time he's entertained a question like that?

I'm being sincere here, Nil. I expect the same from you.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:37:11 (EDT)
From: Nil
Email: None
To: Jim
Subject: NIL!! Wake up!!
Message:
Tell me the last time he's entertained a question like that?

Jim, I told you in my post: I did hear second hand that he recently stated in a strong way his intent to bring peace to the people of the world.

I haven't given up on him and I'm still backing him. You on the other hand would like to see him fail. Well... it ain't over yet.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:48:35 (EDT)
From: Jim
Email: None
To: Nil
Subject: NIL!! Wake up!!
Message:
I haven't given up on him and I'm still backing him. You on the other hand would like to see him fail. Well... it ain't over yet.

Nil,

Be reasonable. That's all, just be reasonable.

Have you ever been ripped off by someone? Bad business deal, the guy skips town, that kind of thing? I guess there's always a chance he might show up and make good but, really, Nil, is it likely?

What about this: someone owes you money and not only does he not pay you back he stops taking your calls. You see him here and there and though he alludes to all the good he wants to do for people, blah, blah, blah, he never once acknowledges his debt to you. What are the chances that he's going to honour his promise?

Nil, Nil. Nil.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:58:41 (EDT)
From: Nil
Email: None
To: Jim
Subject: NIL!! Wake up!!
Message:
Look Jim, I wanted to have some sincere questions answered about myself. He answered them beyond my hopes, of which I'm continually amazed. Yeah, I also wanted world peace. But when push comes to shove I really couldn't give a fuck because when I'm at peace, the lack of peace in the world is not a problem for me. In fact the world becomes a fun place to be.

Now taking your business deal example. Let's say I invest in a venture where I'm shown a business plan and am promised a return on my investment. Maybe the break-even point takes longer to materialise than originally stated in the plan... often the case, yes? But if my percentage ROI is maintained and exceeded during the startup... I'm extremely happy. In this case he has already paid back the principle and beyond. When the business takes off... it's gravy.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 22:05:10 (EDT)
From: Jim
Email: None
To: Nil
Subject: NIL!! Wake up!!
Message:
Nil,

You missed the whole point. Remember why we started talking about M's promise to bring peace to the world in the first place? Read the thread. You're losing focus. The point is he's a fraud. He's not the saviour of mankind. Do you remember shit like this:

The timing of Guru Maharaj Ji's arrival in this world is very far out. Even he admits that he came at the last possible moment.When people finally discover who Guru Maharaj Ji is, they'll feel a nice smile inside thinking about how he slipped in the back door in the nick of time.

Who'd have thought it would all amount to a this?
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 22:19:48 (EDT)
From: Nil
Email: None
To: Jim
Subject: NIL!! Wake up!!
Message:
The timing of Guru Maharaj Ji's arrival in this world is very far out. Even he admits that he came at the last possible moment.

And you missed my point... i.e., It ain't over yet. And who's to say the time it's taken to build what has already been established... some would say create a foundation... has not been essential to fulfilling his promise. Clearly, if he'd waited for the 80's before coming to the West it would have been much more difficult to establish Knowledge as he would have encountered a much greater lack of acceptance... including from you. Imagine, if you'd never gotten involved, what useless bullshit would it be that you'd be wasting your time discussing on the internet?
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 23:53:40 (EDT)
From: TD
Email: None
To: Nil
Subject: NIL!! Wake up!!
Message:
It ain't over yet. And who's to say the time it's taken to build what has already been established... some would say create a foundation... has not been essential to fulfilling his promise.

Nil, you keep saying 'It ain't over yet', but what HAS actually been happening since Maharaji came to the West in 70s? I'll tell you what's been happening. That little line on the 'peace in the world by Maharaji's hand' graph has been going down at a rapid rate, despite all the crap spun with M's graphs, charts and numbers that he likes to sprout both at events and on his website. We've discussed here before how those figures are twiddled and Jean-Michel can give you a nice little example of how they calculate and blow-out the real figures, and how there is no discrepancy made between those that have received K and those that still practice or even follow Maharaji.

But the proof is actually at the events, both video and public ones. I received Knowledge in 1995 and my partner at the time who had been a premie for 21 years, said that he's just watched over the years how less and less people are interested in Maharaji (only 3 people from my city of c.1,500,000 people got K in 95 and I didn't see one of them ever again after the K session, as opposed to in the early 70s when hundreds from the same city received K). His justification was not that there was anything wrong with Maharaji and that people were just plain old bored or turned off, just that less people 'understood' what he's all about and had failed to recognise that he's God in human form. After years of watching this and questioning, his attitude when I met him was one very much of resignation to the fact that he would go to his grave as one of the lucky chosen few, as opposed to being part of some massive great global peace corp led by the great saviour and bringer of peace to the world - Maharaji.

Now Nil, we could accept that maybe M's peace-plan is currently suffering a little hiccup or temporary downward turn, if there had been a history of dramatic ups and downs with attendance at M's programs - but there hasn't been, it's just been a gradual diminishing of followers (at least in the West) over the years. And not to mention the very visible over-40's majority age demographic at the events - an 18-35's cruise-ship it certainly ain't!!

But hey, I almost forgot. The Millenium's coming up and isn't that the time when all cults believe that their cult-leader, despite not doing so well in the popularity stakes, will finally make good? Y'know the Age of Aquarius and dawning of a new enlightened world consciousness and all that? Is that what you're betting and hoping on Nil?
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:27:49 (EDT)
From: Powerman
Email: None
To: Nil
Subject: Really?
Message:
Your weak little guru can't do shit.

And noooooo, of course the world doesn't need peace. Jesus, Nil, what crocodile laid your silly ass. Nil, I got news for you, the world needs peace. And you're lying fatboy promised it, not to people but to the world.

But it's been almost 30 years in the west, and your guru's weaker than ever. Now THAT'S funny. What a fool you are!

Oh, and Nil... count on us getting in his way. Count on us getting VERY in his way. You're a loser, Nil.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:43:02 (EDT)
From: Nil
Email: None
To: Powerman
Subject: Really?
Message:
Your weak little guru can't do shit....But it's been almost 30 years in the west, and your guru's weaker than ever.

You couldn't see strength if it came along and hit you in the head. And if you think macho statements like this represent strength... well, what can I say... you're a fucking moron.

Count on us getting VERY in his way.

Thanks for the warning... but I already knew that. Ignorance and stupidity always gets in the way of the truth.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 00:14:39 (EDT)
From: Powerman
Email: None
To: Nil
Subject: Really?
Message:
Wrong, Nil (and void). I would know strength and your guru doesn't have it. If he had strength, he'd be more than a has-been loser after 30 years.

Your guru's a piece of shit out the backside of a pig. He gets no respect here at all, Nil. Take your shit somewhere else, Bud. It stinks.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 12:34:36 (EDT)
From: Nil
Email: None
To: Powerman
Subject: Really?
Message:
Your guru's a piece of shit out the backside of a pig. He gets no respect here at all, Nil.

There's no shortage on this site of assholes like yourself with nothing to offer but mindless diatrides of hate and ignorance. You should say hi to the asshole formerly known as Nim (who has recently outed himself as Joe F from Montreal). My message to you is the same as I have for him... basically fuck off until you can communicate on a level or two above a grunt.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 12:54:18 (EDT)
From: JHB
Email: None
To: Nil
Subject: Communication.
Message:
Nil,

If you are really interested in communication, please reply to my post above entitled 'Nil: Think about this'.

Thanking you in advance.

John.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 12:55:15 (EDT)
From: Powerman
Email: None
To: Nil
Subject: sees another premie lying
Message:
There is no way to communicate with you, Nil. There's only one answer for your defense of the guru. You've been duped, conned, lied to, and had the wool pulled over your eyes.

Until you can see that, and come clean, you're just playing a game. You're guru is a fat plastic doll, and if you want any concession to that, I'm afraid you're going to have to go to a 'video event'.

God, it's just so hard to believe someone can be so lame and stupid. But then, I'm embarrassed I was a premie, and I'm sure you will be, also, someday.

Deep down, you know you're lying, Nil. No need to say anything. Just think about it.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 22:31:27 (EDT)
From: Rob
Email: None
To: Powerman
Subject: Powermania
Message:
Get a load of this:

But it's been almost 30 years in the west, and your guru's weaker than ever.

Now where exactly are you getting your information? Weaker in what way? If you can get your head from out your ass long enough to look at what really is going on in terms of expansion, you would see how very wrong you are.

... count on us getting in his way. Count on us getting VERY in his way.

So now you're the spokesman for the militant arm of the ex-premie liberation front? Give me a fucking break. You think this website is an obstruction? WRONG. What, if anything, do you imagine you can do to get in the way? Stick to your Nintendo, you tosser.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 00:29:03 (EDT)
From: Powerman
Email: None
To: Rob
Subject: thinks Rob is asleep
Message:
Oh, give me a break, you lifeless little fuck. Do you really think your guru gets a blip on anyone's screen? The handful of greasy idiots that show up for those dumb videos don't even count. They're suckers, like you.

And there aren't many. I mean, think about it. Who would be interested in that slimy, artificial nonsense? You really need to check your shorts, Elmer.

'Expansion'. Oh, ho, that's funny. You're dreaming. Fuck your guru, you piss-ant.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 00:51:25 (EDT)
From: Rob
Email: None
To: Powerless
Subject: I never sleep,
Message:
dogbreath. There's always one of me awake.

Maybe there aren't many people with Knowledge out there in Bumfuck, Mississippi, where you obviously reside, but the last few events I've attended in Miami have been successively more packed each time.

You're fond of using 'we' in your pukings, tell me, are you the self appointed spokesman for the group, like I suggested last post? I hope so, because with boneheads like you leading the way, I can't see much happening by way of opposition.

You failed as a premie, and you'll fail as an anti-premie, give it up fool.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 01:07:57 (EDT)
From: Powerman
Email: None
To: Rob
Subject: says, 'Okay, Rob, you win the
Message:
pissing contest.' You're guru is very big, Rob. Ooooooh, is your guru big, Rob. Oh Rob, do it to me with your big guru. Oh Rob, yes, yes Rob. Oohh Rob, I'm cumming. God, your guru is sooo big.

Got a cigarette, Rob?
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 01:28:19 (EDT)
From: Rob
Email: None
To: Powerman
Subject: ooooooH
Message:
Careful, people might see your trailer rocking.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 02:10:47 (EDT)
From: Jim
Email: None
To: Rob
Subject: Kudos
Message:
Brilliant thread guys. Absolutely hilarious. Rob, you're alright. Full of shit, completely committed to defending your cult leader at the expense of your conscience, but you're funny. Powerman, you're funny too and enjoy the further luxury in these waters of not being in a cult. Good for you!

Back at it, boys.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 08:57:57 (EDT)
From: GI
Email: None
To: Jim
Subject: Kudos from the Master James
Message:
Dear Jim,

'Back at it, boys.'

That's you in a nutshell, to coin a phrase. You are the MAN and all the rest are boys, except for the ladies of course. They must all be 'girls' to your imminence. And you are there to encourage, institgate, inspire, conspire, and otherwise set yourself up as the MAN around here, training your posse. I can see you strutting around cyberspace in your Star Wars robes with your laser zen stick getting your troops in line, a legend in your own mind. What a bag of shit you are! Nice suit, shoes and briefcase, though. You are funny too. And that piece of green stuff in your teeth is still there. Can you see the humor and absurdity of your own pompous little existence, or just others?
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 11:09:24 (EDT)
From: JHB
Email: None
To: GI
Subject: Kudos from the Master James
Message:
GI,

Apart from expressing your irrational dislike of Jim, you don't seem willing or capable of saying anything. Well, do you have anything rational to say?

John.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 20:23:37 (EDT)
From: GI
Email: None
To: JHB
Subject: Reply to JHB / cc: Jim
Message:
Dear JHB,

Either you don't get it or you don't want to get it. There's substance aplenty in my posts, but you see only what you want to see, which is myself standing toe to toe with big bad SlimJim hisself like not too many others do. And sure enough, one (or more) of you jumps right on it with your juvenile defensiveness.

Jim represents something to many people here. And if he has to back off of his own words or actions, then that would require you
to re-evaluate EVERYTHING ELSE he has said. You'd have to use your CRITICAL THINKING ON JIM!!! God help us when htat happens.
There will be many disillusioned ex-premies, not that they will or should come back to Maharaji, but they will have rid themselves of a very inadequate replacement leader figure, and see Jim as he is truly manifesting ~ a bully and a very troubled person who has my compassion but not my head.

For example, he hassled the Prize Patrol and the Canned Yak posters because they posted anonymously, yet he himself has bragged about pulling off an alias post on a premie site. That's called HYPOCRICY. JIM IS A HYPOCRITE. He is all those things he called the phantom poster who made a few folks laugh. Live with that. Little tiny peeps indeed.

And furthermore, my dear man, (love that phrase) until you
demand ALL who post here to provide proof of rationality, then stuff it! (I mean that in a good way.) Check out a few of the threads, Johnny...I am starting to LOL as it is said in cyberland.
This is truly funny in a Jonathan Swiftian sort of way.

Have a fine evening. And don't take crap from ANYBODY!
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 20:48:53 (EDT)
From: Jim
Email: None
To: GI
Subject: Reply to JHB / cc: Jim
Message:
GI,

You're really making some excellent points here. All the same I don't want your 'head'. Thanks anyway.

And yes, you're showing a lot of courage going toe-to-toe with me. I'd have to say you've got what it takes. You're the real thing.

By the way, when you point out my hypocrisy regarding my fake posts on ELK, you didn't mention that I came clean a short time later, that that was the whole plan to begin with. Why? Why didn't you mention that?
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Date: Sat, Jun 05, 1999 at 00:10:09 (EDT)
From: Prize Patrol/Canned Yak
Email: None
To: Jim
Subject: Reply to JHB / cc: Jim
Message:
Hey Perry Mason,

We corrected your paper for you too. You and Roger might have to stay after class and do some special assignments. Your communications skills, though slick to the untrained eye and ear,
are truly expressions of deeply insecure people. We'll try to address that later:

GI,

You're really making some excellent points here. (faint praise,
rather smacking of condescension. 'I agree' or 'I disagree' is more appropriate and accurate.)

All the same I don't want your 'head'. Thanks anyway. (You'd take it in a second if you could!)

And yes, you're showing a lot of courage going toe-to-toe with me. I'd have to say you've got what it takes. You're the real thing.
(This sounds like a $25.00 hooker telling me she loves me, or a butler at a country club full of racist bigots giving me the bum's rush 'cause my tan is too dark.)

By the way, when you point out my hypocrisy regarding my fake posts on ELK, you didn't mention that I came clean a short time later, that that was the whole plan to begin with. Why? Why didn't you mention that? (Because I'm not your fucking biographer! Do you say everything about Maharaji, or just the stuff you can easily pervert for your own ends? Get real!)

You revealed your identity when you were damn good and ready, not when some premie demended to know, right? So who the hell do you think you are to even imply that we owe you? If the truth is said, it doesn't matter who said it. And you are busted. Make all the jokes you want to make, belittle us as much as you please, let all your devotees come at us, but YOU KNOW YOU ARE BUSTED.
So shut up and eat what's on your plate. Maybe then you'll get more, maybe even dessert. And don't talk with your mouth full.
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Date: Sat, Jun 05, 1999 at 05:15:10 (EDT)
From: JHB
Email: None
To: GI
Subject: Reply to JHB / cc: Jim
Message:
GI,

There was no substance in your last post. Jim isn't necessary for this forum to be of value. All you said is that you can argue with him, but on a rational basis you don't even begin. Why not argue with me about Maharaji? I've got 25 years of experience so let's see how you do toe to toe with me.

John.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 13:41:45 (EDT)
From: Roger E. Drek
Email: None
To: GI
Subject: GI, SHUT UP!
Message:
Gastro-Intestinal,

SHUT UP!

Stop being such a pompous, pious, better-than-thou holy man.

Your constant harassment and villification of Jim is getting a bit tiring. The whole sequence read quite well until you got on your soapbox to take your tiresome swipe at Jim.

It would appear that you are as obsessed with Jim as we are with Maharaji. Move on, get a life. Avoid Jim, don't play with Jim. I'm not sure that this is healthy for you.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 20:36:34 (EDT)
From: GI
Email: None
To: Roger E. Drek
Subject: GI, SHUT UP!
Message:
Dear Roger,

Your comments with my notes:

Gastro-Intestinal,

SHUT UP! (imperative)

Stop being such a pompous, pious,
better-than-thou holy man. (imperative)

Your constant harassment and villification of Jim is getting a bit tiring. (editorial)

The whole sequence read quite well until you got on your soapbox to take your tiresome swipe at Jim. (editorial)

It would appear that you are as obsessed with Jim as we are with Maharaji. (editorial)

Move on, get a life. (imperative)

Avoid Jim, don't play with Jim. (imperative)

I'm not sure that this is healthy for you. (unfounded opinion)

What a racket you have here! Since not that many people
are even aware of your bullshit, you can set yourself up as the exclusive jester of the court...until YOU don't like something.
Then you start to sound like a third grade teacher on the rag during a full moon with no raspberry tea (sorry ladies, but it's true...no disrespect). You even have a little Jewish bubba in you on that last remark...you'll get sick from this, come have a little chicken soup...you'll feel better.

Rog, old man, you can dish it out but you can't take it.
Want to play with the big boys? Then it's deal and dish and no crying allowed. What's it gonna be?
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Date: Sat, Jun 05, 1999 at 01:21:55 (EDT)
From: GI
Email: None
To: Roger E. Drek
Subject: More Drek-anal-ysis
Message:
Rog,

Get your notebook out:

SHUT UP! (imperative, desperately all caps)

Stop being such a pompous, pious, better-than-thou holy man.
(You mean I have to act like a sick demented fuck to blend in with you? And that is NOT directed at all exers, just you for now.)

Your constant harassment and villification of Jim is getting a bit tiring. (That's because you are on the same side of the conflict as Jim. If you disagreed with him, you'd eat this stuff up. It's damn good writing, if I say so myself.)

The whole sequence read quite well until you got on your soapbox to take your tiresome swipe at Jim. (Thanks for the faint praise about the 'sequence', sorry to mess up you reading experience, and the swipe was original, energetic and TRUE. Maybe you need some vitamins if you feel tiresomeness around you. And by the way, it's not a soapbox, it's a case of Moosehead Candian Beer ~ firebrewed! And I don't abuse my liquor or myself.)

It would appear that you are as obsessed with Jim as we are with Maharaji. (Speak for yourself, Roger. For me, this is not an obsession, it's just something I do from time to time. For you, it is an obsession from the looks of your efforts here.)

Move on, get a life. (Gee, where have I heard THAT before? Could it have been pemies telling exers the exact same words and you knocking the shit out of it and even creating a stock answer page with that one near the top? Oh, the humanity!)

Avoid Jim, don't play with Jim. I'm not sure that this is healthy for you. (Maybe playing with Jim isn't healthy for you either. Sounds like a warning about radioactive material...)
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Date: Sat, Jun 05, 1999 at 03:39:43 (EDT)
From: barney
Email: None
To: GI
Subject: Smoke 'em if you got 'em, GI
Message:
G.I.,

You're doing a little number here and it's getting old. For some reason, you have taken it upon yourself to be the sheriff of the Let's get Jim Posse and you are waging a personal vendetta against him every chance you get. No, I'm not Jim's puppet around here, but I think that enough is enough.

Please understand that the first purpose of this Forum is to provide a place for Ex-Premies to hang out and figure out what happenned to them. Second, it's a place for premies who might be wondering what the hell Maharaji is all about. Third, it's for the general public. And fourth, it's for hardcore premies who want to get into a heated discussion.

However, you've moved into a realm that is IMO not healthy and does not fit the purpose of the Forum - a personal vendetta. Sure, Jim can be one bad ass cranky sonofbitch. But, if you don't like him just avoid him. Heck, that's what a lot of ex-premies around here do. I rarely follow those huge threads - I've got a life.

When you go into a bar and there's a really ugly mean biker dude what do you do? You stay away from him, that's what you do! Really, really simple. But, you can't do that and you're taking this too far and I'm gonna 86 you from this bar. Hey, listen to me, I'm a poet!

Sure, I'm a little annoyed at those things you said, but more at your attitude. Honest to god, some of us just want to get along and enjoy each others company. Sure, it's a little fun to see some hardcore premie get trounced, but it's the same story over and over. Why? Because premies when pressed in a rational discussion cannot take it to the logical endpoint because of the very nature of their belief system. It's ye old religious debate that never ends.

And you, you come here trying to win a fight that just can't be won because we have left Maharaji and we aren't going to buy that stuff no more. I mean, why hang out here if you're deep into Maharaji? Man, it's just the wrong thing to do. You're just looking for trouble. Spare yourself (and us, too) the grief. Surely, this cannot be healthy for you.

I'm sure that I'm gonna catch some flak for this, but I'm an old man and I'm sick and tired of the disrupters trying to make us miserable. YOU SEE, YOU DON'T HAVE TO COME HERE! THIS IS OUR CLUBHOUSE AND YOU GOT YOUR CLUBHOUSE AND YOUR VIDEOS AND YOUR SATELLITE BROADCASTS. COME HERE IF YOU THINK THAT YOU'VE HAD ENOUGH OF MAHARAJI'S CONFUSION.

Email me when you think you can think that you can steer clear of Jim and have something to say.
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Date: Sat, Jun 05, 1999 at 15:03:58 (EDT)
From: Jim
Email: heller@bc1.com
To: barney
Subject: Nya nya nya nya nya!
Message:
GI,

It gives me great pleasure to see you get the bum's rush. All premies are irrational in their defense of Maharaji. Many, many are uneducated about his origin or the world in general. Some are apparently pretty stupid even. And then there are the assholes.

Email me to if you feel like it. But I'm happy to see you gone (although I should say you made some really interesting points about improving the criminal justice system.) Ha!
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Date: Sat, Jun 05, 1999 at 15:32:24 (EDT)
From: barney
Email: None
To: barney
Subject: furthermore
Message:
G.I.,

As I reflect on this decision, I have also reviewed a number of your posts to others on the Forum. Basically, you've been hanging around, laying in wait as a sniper attacking people who do not share your views (Maharaji is the Master, etc.) You sometimes add substance, but more and more your posts have become personal, baseless attacks that have no merit and do not add to the discussion.

As a policy I will tolerate a normal amount of name calling that is typical in a spirited discussion that disintegrates as many do. However, when the balance tips and the poster no longer partakes in discussion and is merely attempting to be disruptive or baiting that's going to be the end of them. You, sir, have crossed the line.

Of course, ex-premies will always get the benefit of the doubt in this case. You can complain that this is not fair, but you need to understand that this is not a public forum and posting is not a right, but a privilege that has responsibility.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 10:52:24 (EDT)
From: Powerman
Email: None
To: Rob
Subject: I thought I could practice
Message:
knowledge anywhere?
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 00:40:18 (EDT)
From: JF
Email: None
To: Rob
Subject: Powermania
Message:
If you can get your head from out your ass long enough to look at what really is going on in terms of expansion, you would see how very wrong you are.

Rob,

Could you, when you have a moment, spell out the details of what this expansion is all about?
It certainly flies in the face of what was observed by those of us who have only recently left the cult.
I'd certainly be interested in hearing more from you about this.

Thank you,
Joe F (aka Nim)
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:21:11 (EDT)
From: GI
Email: None
To: Jim
Subject: How 2 bring peace 2 the world
Message:
One heart at a time.
Your problem is selective memory.
As for how it's gonna be
When the Sat Yuga goes global
Stick around.
You look for the headlines
And you miss the local news
Inside.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:32:00 (EDT)
From: Jim
Email: None
To: GI
Subject: Sheer stupidity
Message:
One heart at a time.

Are you saying that Maharaji's efforts are keeping up with the global birth rate?

Your problem is selective memory.

These tears are not because I am remembering my Father, but because I am feeling so much power in me. They are tears of strength. I have come so powerful. I have come for the world. Whenver the great come, the worldly oppose them. Again I have come and you are not listening. Every ear should hear that the saviour of humanity has come. There should be no chance for anyone to say that they haven't heard of Guru Maharaj Ji. Those who have come to me are already saved. Now its your duty to save others. Shout it on the streets. Why be shy? Give me your love and I will give you peace. Come to me and I will relieve you of your suffering. I am the source of peace in this world. All I ask of you is your love. All I ask of you is your trust. And
what I can give you is such peace as will never die.

I declare I will establish peace in this world.

But what can I do unless men come to me with love in their heart and a keen wish to know peace and Truth?
(emphasis added).

As for how it's gonna be When the Sat Yuga goes global Stick around.

Yeah, I know. You're going to be the Minister of Justice, right?

You look for the headlines
And you miss the local news
Inside.


Save the poetry for your friends, GI.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:53:22 (EDT)
From: GI
Email: None
To: Jim
Subject: Who's who in Jim's world
Message:
Who's who in Jim's world:

Maharaji: Charlatan fake guru
Premies: Misguided fools.
Ex-premies: Those awakened from being misguided fools.
Jim: The last word on it.

Have fun in your universe which you have created.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 22:06:29 (EDT)
From: Jim
Email: None
To: GI
Subject: almost
Message:
Jim: The last word on it.

I'm not with you on this one. The rest are just fine.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 22:14:30 (EDT)
From: GI
Email: None
To: Jim
Subject: A matter of perspective
Message:
Dear Jim,

Jim: The last word on it.
'I'm not with you on this one. The rest are just fine.'

You never see that little piece of green stuff in your own teeth during the day. That's what other people are for. That goes for bad breath, bad manners, and whatever you want to call what you
do here.

I observe you constantly undermining dialogs betweens premies and ex-premies if it's getting too chummy, civil or informational. I observe you yipping at other ex-premies who are going too soft for your taste. Do your own research. I've done mine and I refuse to play games with you anymore. And check your armpits, too. As someone who is downwind from you, check your own damn self out.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 00:35:08 (EDT)
From: Powerman
Email: None
To: GI
Subject: A matter of perspective
Message:
I observe you constantly undermining dialogs betweens premies and ex-premies if it's getting too chummy, civil or informational.

Wrong, GI. That's the job of Powerman.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 08:45:16 (EDT)
From: GI
Email: None
To: Powerman
Subject: A matter of perspective
Message:
Dear Powerman,

GI: I observe you constantly undermining dialogs betweens premies and ex-premies if it's getting too chummy, civil or informational.

PM: Wrong, GI. That's the job of Powerman.

You aren't funny, whoever you are. You are a sick fuck. And it's not your job, it's your neurosis. Maybe you should think of a name change:

Cowerman (cowers to his own ego)
Flowerman (spaced out looking for laughs)
Wowerman (trying to one-up all the time)
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 10:18:01 (EDT)
From: Powerman
Email: None
To: GI
Subject: GI Joe
Message:
Yeah GI Joe, I'm sick. You're in a cult, but I'm sick. You follow the biggest joke in spiritual history, but I'm sick. You think you have some spiritual oyster, when if fact, you have nothing.... but I'm sick. You watch those videos... hahahahahahahahaha. Never mind.

You got the stuff, Joe. You really got the stuff. I used to be able to amuse people when I was in the cult. Then I left, and... I just can't figure it out. I'm not funny anymore. Premie androids don't laugh at me. God, what do I do? I can't go back now. The fat piece-of-shit guru won't have me back.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 20:45:55 (EDT)
From: GI
Email: None
To: Powerman
Subject: Time out
Message:
Dear Powerman,

What do you mean you can't go back? That's not just another attempt at humor, it's a lie and you know it. I dare you to prove me wrong. To me lies are not funny. They shortcircuit energy and things get fucked up bigtime. That's why it's one of the Ten Big Ones to not bear false witness. If that's the only way you can make someone laugh, then you have fools for an audience and they have a liar for an entertainer. Sounds like hell to me.
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 21:23:31 (EDT)
From: Powerman
Email: None
To: GI
Subject: I mean
Message:
I might have to go to a meeting like Gail is required to. I mean if I was honest, the fat fuck wouldn't have me back. Because I'd be vocal and point out the lies and hypocrisy, as I saw it. And cult members can't do that.

Ohhhhh. You mean, if I was a good little premie, I could come back. Well, yeah, sure. Big fucking deal. I could be an android and be in the Lard's fold. No thanks, GI. You're proof enough how undesirable that is. What a fool you make of yourself.
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Date: Sat, Jun 05, 1999 at 00:21:29 (EDT)
From: GI
Email: None
To: Powerman
Subject: you got it all wrong pal
Message:
Powerman,

The 'good little premie' model is a creation of some minds that are about as sick as some here, if not sicker. There is no such thing as a 'good little premie'. Look at who allegedly got the nod to take it to the whole planet, he's little in height, and he's good at some things, but does he fit the mold of a 'good little premie'?

We are each as unique as snowflakes or ice crystals on old cowshit. It is each's duty to oneself to let the inner person out and become who we really are, which is wonderfully unique.

But people traditionally hang in groups (including exers) and never get to know themselves or their real individual potential. Pity.
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 20:07:53 (EDT)
From: Powerman
Email: None
To: Nil
Subject: Tolerance
Message:
What you are Nilbrain is dumb.

It's very simple, ASSHOLE. We heard the guru. We believed the guru. We tried with every inch of ourselves to understand him, obey him, and receive what he offered. We gave most of what we had in pursuit of him.

Then after denying it for so long, we realized we'd been duped. It's a bitter pill to swallow.

We also recogized that not only were we lying to ourselves but that the other premies were lying to THEMSELVES.

You fucking idiot, Nil. Bwahahahahaha!
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Date: Thurs, Jun 03, 1999 at 21:58:27 (EDT)
From: KB-I cant read your
Email: None
To: Keith
Subject: posts kieth, too stupid.-NT
Message:
ftd
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Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 05:19:23 (EDT)
From: AJW
Email: anthginn@yahoo.com
To: Keith
Subject: Good Question Keith.
Message:
Hi Keith,

You said, 'So why should anyone of us play god and judge others?'.

I think that's a brilliant question, particularly the '...why should anyone of us play god..' bit. Absolutely with you there Keith.

I also agree with the sentiment of your letter, but premies tend to pick the angriest posts of the forum and cite them as 'the voice of the Forum', when really they are the words of individuals, because, like Brian or Kate pointed out recently, the 'Forum' is just files on a computer. In reality, as you well know, the range of opinions here covers a wide spread, from the most nutty devotee to the angry Ex.

Most of my premie friends seem scared to read the stuff on here, as if they might get 'polluted', because it's all really negative stuff about Maharaji and his Family.

Well it's not all negative. It's fresh, free, healthy discussion most of the time. (On the same topic, what's all this about you being banned? What did you do? I've not been around all that long. (I'm not trying to encourage you to do it again, just curious, so if it involves repeating something that got you banned, email me if you'd be so kind).

I'm all for freedom of speech.

Comrade Anth
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