Soul
Rush (Excerpts) by S.
Collier. Published in
1978 Previous Chapter Bob Mishler left the organization toward the end of
1976. I visited him in Denver and we spent a week
together talking about what had happened to our
original vision for Divine Light Mission, and why. His
insight and candor were invaluable to me in preparing
this book. A few days ago I saw Bob in New York; he is
trying to start a film company and has already found
some potential backers. Rennie Davis is still one of
the DLM faithful, although he no longer lives in the
ashram. He is married and has a job selling life
insurance. Guru Maharaj Ji, himself, is up to the same
old game. Struggling to keep the movement together, he
has been touring extensively within the United
States. As for me, I live with my best friend in a
beautiful apartment in a lovely part of New York
called Brooklyn. My place has hardwood parquet floors,
all the original detail from the building's
turn-of-the-century construction, and loads of
sunlight. In the bay window of my living room, I have
built huge window boxes and am growing vegetables. In
another month I am going to harvest some of the most
fantastic salad in New York. Now that this book is finished, there are so many
things I want to do. I've started reading Arnold
Toynbee's Study of History in an abridged version, but
I'm enjoying it so much I want to continue on and read
the whole twelve-volume set. I am currently designing
some sculptures that look like people and have
electronic sensors in them that will react to
variations in the sculpture's environment. My mind is
full of film ideas. Not only have I got a backlog of
ideas from my old Research and Development days, but
there are new scripts boiling around inside my head,
waiting for me to stop working on my own story and get
to work on theirs. One of my oldest interests, politics, has surfaced
again. I am keeping up with current developments on
the national and international scene and thinking what
I would do if I were sitting in the Oval Office. Watch
out, some day I might be. In general, I am extremely happy, still
experimenting with living the best life, and feel very
much like Newton, who said, ". . . in all of my work,
I feel that I have been just a child playing with a
shell by the side of the great ocean of truth." And at twenty, that's a great way to feel.
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Odyssey of a Young Woman in the 70s'
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Conclusion:
Still experimenting with living the best
life.
ELEVEN MONTHS HAVE PASSED SINCE I LEFT DIVINE
LIGHT
Mission. As it turned out, I did spend the summer with
my mother in East Hampton. Several chapters of this
book were written sitting on the sand at Georgica
Beach, using a square driftwood beam for a desk. Saul,
Dan, Barbara-Casey, Charles, even old Jeff all left
Divine Light Mission shortly after I did. Right before
leaving, most of the R&D group were offered jobs
as organizers in the Carter campaign. Only two
accepted. "One savior's enough," Saul explained. Saul
moved to Boulder and is thinking about going to the
university there. Dan and Barbara-Casey moved to
California, as did Terry, and the two of them live
together in Oakland. As a favor to me, Barbara-Casey
came to New York and stayed with me for six weeks to
type this manuscript. Charles went back to England,
and I ran into Jeff on the street in Greenwich
Village. Over pizza, he told me he planned to get
married and settle down in Atlanta.
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