Hi Beverly,

               Wlecome aboard, its also interesting that, in general, premies have other premies as their main circle of friends, yet when you question and speak your mind, they just disappear. At the age of 40 or 50 you find yourself with no friends, or at the very least deeply sadend, because you thought people cared about you. I remember when I started going out with "B," my husband, he was working full time for his guruness. Every week he would come home and say that "so and so" had blown it at the res and they just disappeared, or some one had displeased maharaji so no one spoke to that person for months..............it is truly a petty and very sick world

Love to you

Mary